today's the first day of the a div competitions... reach CCAB only a while before the guys match.. saw the other 2 teams in their group play... not much of a match... it seems their opponents today, MJ was their only worthy opponents in the first round... seems like their prayers are working for them... they shld be able to cruise thru to the 2nd round... but by then they better show improvement in their steadiness... their performance today... some would it's kindda stage fright, some blame it on the ball... i say it's just a poor performance...

also saw a match between aj & jj the 2 other teams in our gals grp... they are strong... aj has a powerful lineup... jj is pretty much unchanged from... but they are getting more accurate at sending the balls to the empty spots... as for aj... they are simply power pact... our gals... i believe they have a chance... cos they are a very equally distributed team... they have a tight defense and also a well varied attack.... just hope they can maintain their form...

haven been bloggin for a few days... first, the excuses.. friday night i was too tired.. den yesterday nite my sis and her frens were hogging onto all the comps.. so got none to use...

now to backdate on my happenings.. friday... went training... din really do much... just went back to play.. my knees are really starting to hurt more and more.. does that mean i'm getting heavier and heavier?? hope not... although i know just hoping doesnt help much but den.... :P

after training went tuition... hay drove me there on the way to meet yinglan for dinner... dunno why they suddenly meeting for dinner also... well.. i shall not probe further... tuition was okay... cos even though she still din do homework.. at least she din shut off during lesson... so still okay...

went home... sent dear home... den picked lisi up for supper... and later yanli too... den we went to rochor to eat "tao huay"... she finally agrees that it's better than the geylang one... but i dun mind the geylang one lar... geylang win with it's varieties on the menu... whereas rochor's only "tao huay".. kindda boring actually...

saturday... i was supposed to go tj to watch the gals play frenly against temasek poly... i could get up... decided i shld rest a little more for my psychometric test at MOE... I'm glad i did..the test was supposed to last from 1.30pm to 5pm... but it only started around 2.45pm.. den at 4.30pm it was only half time... luckily the latter tests werent timed and we could leave as soon as we finished... obviously i did i as fast i could lar... it's only questionnaires... irritating... luckily i met jincai at MOE.. he applied for teaching scholarship too... at least not so bored... the test really tedious lor... pretty much like SAT... not difficult... just that they give a lot of questions and very little time... irritating...

oh yah.. tj gals won 4 out of 5 set of the frenly.. think with this result they shld be all set and prepared for the championships... for the guys... it's time u get a religion if u dun have one...

today... woke up at noon only cos i was suppose to give tuition again.. yupzZ... i din give her any homework last lesson so i din expect much... my aim is to see her do her work... on den i can be sure she really understands the topic... she seems quite at ease with her maths today.. seems like she already noes wat to do... how to do... i assume that's cos she well awake... yah... i wonder how long she can keep up with this sort of attention... hahaa...

4e guys are actually out for lunch to celebrate silie's birthday.. but cos i was having tuition i couldnt go.. i told kaiyu i would be meeting them only after lunch... but he somehow got the wrong msg and tot i was joining them... still i couldnt make it of cos... after tuition i msg kaiyu only to find out he and tenghui have gone home to study... and when i called fuliang.. he's home too!!! ah man!! wat;s wrong with u guys.. hahaa... soon it will be my turn to mug... haha... wonder if i'll ever get use to mugging again.. haha...

haven been doing much these few days... pretty much just rot at home only lor... den go vball training.. tuition also din go... feeling less den half-hearted abt tuition liaozZ... dun think my cousin is appreciating my efforts to help her... somemore complain to her parents.. say i scold her, insult her... wat the hell... this is so disappointing..

these few vball trainings ended with a discussion for june holidays trip... deciding to go taiwan... gonna be alot of suggestions coming out... soon we will find out who's the spoilt brats and who's the mature ones... it's now a question of money... how much can they afford to pay... will they be able to get the $500 from school by getting the championship... i believe the girls are hopeful.. the guys.. think they will need alot of luck...

been out most of the day... went to dear's place to drive her da jie's car to pick her er jie out of hospital.... yah... was out with them most of the day... went yum cha for dim sum with dear, her er jie, er jie fu and si jie... think the har gao very nice... the prawn very big and fresh... yummy yummy... after that drove her er jie fu home den accompanied them to tampines shopping....

reach home 5plus... super tired... zZzz... just now cooked dinner... think it's nice... cos dear and sis finished everything.. hahaa.. even though i cooked quite a lot... :) hahaa...

this morning went to bright hill to pay respects to my grandma.. it's been 5yrs since she left... memories of her are still vivid... had a hard time trying to find parking there... but i was rather proud of myself being able to easily park into a small parallel slot outside the temple... hahaa... somemore my mum say the slot so small can go in or not... haha.. proved her wrong.. no prob at all.. :)

after that went tampines for lunch... okay okay only... nothing fantastic.. just went foodcourt... haha.. go all the way there just for food court... so dum rite?

just received a letter from PSC informing me that i was not shortlisted for their scholarships, but since i showed interest in teaching they have transfer me to MOE for further considerations... i was kindda disappointed i wasnt select even for an interview before they reject me... well... guess competition's too strong?? hope i can get something out of MOE... haha...

had a whole day of vball at tj... quite shuang.. although din really played well during the guys training... but overall okay lar... esther and wanyang was around in the morning too... me really sweat a lot... changed 5 tshirts today... all time high liaozZ.. haha... wet alot of places hahaa... think the girls quite disgusted by my sweat... not i can control one... too bad... think hay seems unlike himself today... din really play well.. den got really fed up... i see liaozZ also sianzZ.... that set.. everyone also play until very sianzZ... very unlike him to flare up den everyone moral just disappear... this is bad.... yah... that's about it...

after vball went dinner with dear at ajisen... very long never eat liaozZ... shuang... hehee...

feel so tired today... been out the whole day... morning sent dear to NTU... den went back to the tuition centre wanted to collect my pay, but boss wasnt there... so went tj first.. so i'm like in tj super early... got there rot a while... see the "small" ones play mahjong... kids nowadays super shiok... hahaa... met up with hay at the bedok camp hawker for lunch... nothing much there leh.. the prawn noodles still not open... suay... malay food wasnt fantastic... yah... after that went back for training.. training was tiring today... first thing i had to do was to stand on the table and spike... that was like super tiring lor... right hand tired... left hand tired... but most tiring are legs... cos stand on table.. scared fall down... wobbly wobbly liaozZ... when playing match, din really had a good game... making alot of silly dumb mistakes... am i just too tired?? think the girls team really have a shot at getting something this year... they need some luck though... alison was playing well today... think she has really improved a lot.. but she really has to watch the ways she goes down... everytime also with kena the knee den will bleed... tsk tsk tsk... wanted to tell her that she really played well.. but dunno how to put it... somemore hay say liaozZ.. so i say somemore like extra.. so yah... she's improving well...

went to the tuition centre after vball.. finally got my pay check.. returned him the keys and i'm done with that tiny little place... hahaaa.... i'm free.. and jobless again.. hahaa...

came home den immediately went for tuition liaozZ... super tired after everything... fell asleep.. so yah.. i just woke up again...

i successfully submitted my essay for USP last nite... and also i have submitted a whole lot of certificates, result slips and testimonial for my scholarship... hope i'll be getting something... :)

finally finished writing my essay liaozZ... although i still think it doesnt really sound right.. but that's all i have for now.. at least today seems more productive den yesterday... yah... managed to complete it lor...

din do much today... when tuition... came home den dear came to find me for dinner... came home after dinner trying to do my Essay... why is writing an essay so difficult?? guess it's so when u are brain dead... could only squeeze out 2 short paras... and they really DUN sound right... shit manzZ.. going to sleep soon... continue tml... please wish me luck... gotta get more ideas tml... jiayou!!!!

just got up not long ago.. haha.. i fell asleep when i got home... i was folding my clothes den BOOM.. i was sleeping... but i din sleep for long lar... a while only.. but i feel much less tired now.. good short rest.. hhaa...

not too fruitful today... cos i was suppose to to my USP essay but i din do... suppose to help dear edit photos... but din do... lying on my bed most of the time... until hay called and ask me to go eat... den i got out of my bed.. haha.. wat a sloth!!! hahaa... ate at bedok mac... and i applied for the EZlink Member thingy.. just for fun lar... dun think i'll be visiting that often anyway.. haha...

went back tj for vball.. today play until super tired... i gotta squeeze my tshirt 4 times today.. usually only twice... so yah.. think i had a good workout?? hahaa... so i kindda ate more for dinner... ate fishball noodles... very long lever eat liaozZ.. the fishball is still nice... it's hard to fine food that doesnt drop much in standard... this fishball noodles really did well to maintain it's standard... so many yrs liaozZ... change so many cook.. still good... impressed... yah.. i also ate cheng teng.. den bought fruits to eat somemore... full full full..

okie, i better start writing my USP essay.. or else i wun meet the 1st Apr deadline... AArrGGgggHHH...

finally i got an idea for my USP essay... it's gonna be something on right and wrong... yah... think i'll have fun writing on that... will do the writing tml.. i wun be going back to that tuition centre to work liaozZ.. friday i'll be going back to find him for the last time.. to get my cheque and return him his keys... den i'm out of there!!!!! yeah!!!!

boring sunday... dinner in kushinbo... hoping it to be good.. but so disappointed... the place has deteriorated beyong recognition... suckzZ liaozZ.... haizZ...

first thing i did today was to take a cab down to Katong mall to buy choco cake from awfully chocolate for lihui.. it's her bday... so yah... i went to buy lor... half kg cake shared by almost 20 of us... hahaa... the cake was really nice... very chocolaty and not too sweet.. think i can finish the whole cake myself.. hahaa.. seems like lihui has quite a fruitful bday.. lotsa presents from the kids... yupzZ.. everyone likes her... hahaa... how not to rite??

vball today was okay... but i'm facing a problem... will we be getting enough players for our tj alumni team... i see those in UNI not coming down... yet ppl like qingwen and zhiwei can still make it down... this shows a lot for commitment... missing once or twice is okay.. i understand they all have their own things to settle... but how long do they need?? basically i can say they dun show their face after their inter hall games... this sucks...

just now dragged dear to go watch "the eye 10" not really that scary lar... lame at many parts but most of the time really quite silly... ppl are laughing thru'out the show... hahaa... surprising rite....

just wanna add a few more words...

eunice : good luck to u.. :)
esther : u still got things to tell me?
wanyang : jing cha shu shu.. hahaa..
lihui : happy happy bday!!

okie can go sleep liaozZ..

okie.. so lihui's not in today's outing.. oppzZ.. hehee.. not exactly a wonderful day for me also... early in the morning went marina square for bowling with my cchs kakis... really cheap... $1 per game... cos just reopen so got offer.. we were there before it open.. so confirm got lane.. took 1st 2 lanes... my scores are seriously off the charts today... way way below the charts... well.. yah.. so rather lousy day for me at the lanes... but it was rather eventful... alot of weird things happen...

TOP 5 LIST

5. one fren bowled really hard again, 1 pin slided outside the range of the barrier so it was still lying in the middle of the lane after the rack came down for the cleanup. btw he missed that pin on his second try as well.

4. another fren bowled right after trying to hit and clear that pin in the middle of the lane... but he also missed... but he still managed a STRIKE!!

3. another fren, he recently became rather "gan jiong"... he got ready as the rack came down after the 1st throw... he released his powerful shot too early and it rebounded off the barrier...

2. same fren as no.3 bowled really hard.. hit the pins.. when the rack was suppose to come down to collect the pins, someting else fell down.. the lamp bracket for the lights also came crashing down...

1. we were at lane one, same fren as no.4 swung the ball really hard.. ball flew in the air landed outside the lane and bounced towards the wall. leave a dent and a white patch on the wall (they just refurnished the place)

left the bowling centre to go meet PS weijie jass and esther for lunch... wasnt really wat i had in mind also... to say the truth i think i shld not have gone for the lunch... think i felt rather left out... dun think they did it on purpose lar.. but even i find myself rather extra... tried to make myself scarce...

after lunch we walked around aimlessly for awhile before deciding to come my house for awhile... before that we stopped by orchard cos jass wanted to buy something from isetan... paulene's working there as well... esther & jass went to buy their stuff and when they got back.. they said they saw xiujuan too.. she just got even thinner... OMG!! hahaa..

at my house was rather boring lar... i manage to find a rather entertaining show for them to watch.. while i just fell asleep on the chair... duhzZ.. wat a day... sianzZ rite??

guess this entry will be for eunice... since i cant leave a msg in ur blog... i hope u'll be able to see this... i was hoping u could stay in tj too... after all these months, i guess u all have bonded really well... it's really hard for u to leave i guess... well... dun give up just yet... go to the principal... write in to her directly... get recommendations from ur CT dun think fung is useful anymore... write about urself.. try to sell urself... get ur CT to write a short para and sign off... rules may be rules but they can always make allowances for those who are REALLY keen... so yah.. dun give up just yet k... try ur best to impress the principal with everything u've got... things may just work out... whether u heed my advice, that's ur wish.. but no matter where u end up... u'll always be part of our team.. i'm sure the rest feel the same.... jiayou... just is case she doesnt see this... ppl pls let her know k... :)

yeap inertia still working very hard on me today.. still din go work... haha... starting to get worried if i could even get my pay... well... not going to worry about that yet... spend the whole day at home... not very constructive.. tot of running on my threadmill... but that's as far as i got.. just thinking... just now went out with mum and sis... watched miss congeniality 2... not a bad show... i was expecting a lousy sequel.. but i was wrong... it was not bad.. hahaa.. good laughs along the way...

tml shld be a better day.. going bowling in the morning... den afternoon meeting with esther & PS & weijie & jass and lihui i think... yah.. think tml will be more fun...

really wanted to go to work today.. was already changed in the morning... but i just fell asleep on my bed again... well.. guess i just cant bring myself to go back to that place again... so i guess i'll just to try again tml.. i need to go back to get my pay for last month.. i'll make sure he gives it to me... i dun really care about this month.. but last month's pay a must.. last month got more money.. hahaa..

so i'm sure about it now.. i'll be going thru courses to become a qualified coach... yeap... step 1: NCAP tech lvl 1 @ VAS... step 2: NCAP theory lvl 1 @ ssc... step 3: first aid cse @ ssc... yah.. that's the very basic... there will be more.. but that will be in the future... currently i dunno whether i want to go into coaching as a career.. i'm doing this for interest now... we shall see again in the future...

in the not so distant future i have only job in mind... i wanna be in the food industry.. yet i dun wanna waste wat i would learn in my engineering subjects... so maybe i'll be going into foodstuff manufacturing... or processing... the machinery/equipment... yah.. something liddat... maybe i'll come up with some patented method or machine.. den set up my own company.. hahaa... yah.. that's my direction...

saying so much most of it is just thinking... i think a lot.. but more often den not.. i'm too lazy to do it... well... this comes to the topic of being lazy... can anyone be just plain lazy... my ans is NO... there's nothing plain about being lazy... it's a horrifying incurable disease... lazy to exercise, obesity arrives... lazy to work, poverty drops by... lazy to maintain a relationship?? why dun just be alone?? that's an excuse for those who cant find a partner.. hahaa.. well.. it's really bad being lazy.. but i just cant help it... can someone just motivate me out of it?? laziness is just like inertia... once i stop.. i dun wanna start.. once i start... i dun feel like stopping... and if u ask me to stop.. forget about asking me to restart... yah... that's lazines... suxX!!!!

day 3 of my "chao dar" back.... went tj to play ball today... pain was still there... but still bearable.... yah... but downside.. kindda played like shit today... yah... cos of my "chao dar" back... so cant really straighten my arms... den kindda awkward... den like shit lar... timing also like totally off... den like no strength liddat... den now somemore like strained my right shoulder... pain pain... came home to find dear for dinner.... we went to geylang serai to eat... eat till very full and very shuang... hahaa.. after den we had a long long walk... all the way to kembagan MRT... long cos we walk almost an hour... slowly walk and talk lor... yah.. quite nice lor... very long never liddat liaozZ... took bus from kembagan onwards though.. hehee.. tired liaozZ.... zZzz....

today's the aftermath of yesterday... hahaa... cos i stayed at home the whole day... trying to cool myself off.. i'm HOT HOT HOT!! can practically cook an egg with the scorching skin of mine... aarrggghhh!! lesson learnt... never go bare back without sunblock/suntan lotion... now i learn it the hard way... guess this is also good proof that singapore is really getting hotter and hotter... wonder how are we gonna survive a century down the road... it's about time for the scenes in "day after tml" to happen... scary at first but i guess it's actually not a bad thing rite?? cool down the earth a bit... PHEW!! now i'm just blabbering away.. i need to think of an essay for the USP... arrgghhh... "write about an idea that fascinates you or how it has challenged your thinking" wtf!! even the title seems alien to me.. tsk tsk tsk.. how how how?? suggestions anyone???

haven blogged for a few days.. been hiding at home for a while... turtled-myself... hahaa... yah... yesterday i has having a bad stomachache... whole day i was on my bed... pain pain pain.... that's yesterday.. now better liaozZ... this morning went to play basketball at bedok... now super "chao dar"... whole body's burning now... arrgghhh!!!!! shld have put some protection... aarrrgghhh....

was in tjc the whole day yesterday... there in the morning... there in the afternoon.. there at night... and past midnite.. morning i was there for guys training.. den afternoon gals training... suppose to go to work after that.. but heck lar.. too tired to work... so went dinner with them instead... ate the super cheap $1 chicken rice opp tj.. quality suxX lar... but think the price is still quite attractive lor.. yah... that's my dinner... went home soon after to get car... den drove to tj.. original plan was to go supper with the small ones... but hay was like super late... den we decided to "ta pao"... so i drove with wanyang to buy supper back.... after the food was talk cock session... den finally left me and hay to watch our OLD videos.... memories are sweet but wat's over is gone... so sad...

today i din go work again.. stay at home whole day... sleep thru the day until dinner time... den went dinner with mum and coffeeshop nearby... went KTV and chinatown with dear, puey,zip & dx... sang alot of songs... quite long never go ktv liaozZ.. so quite shuang... but nose kindda block so cant sing properly, quite disappointed abt that... sobzZ... but still fun lar... got a lot of new songs...

never blog for 2 days liaOZz.... tired the past few days.. doing wat?? i also dunno... just very tired lor.. sunday din do much.. slept practically the whole day.. den yesterday... go play vball... went back to the tuition centre in the afternoon... looked up the 2 gals for lunch... told boss i quitting.. officially end of this month... but unofficially... i also bo chup... hahaa...

went back tj to play vball today also... sweat alot... feels good... hahaa.. recently i keep getting the ball in my face... last saturday ball rebounded off qingwen den end up on my face... today also kena a few times... sianzZ.. today blocked a few shots.. shuang.. hahaa.. seldom get to do that... hahaa...

went tuition today. gotta go to her house in serangoon.. far far and inaccessible.. irritating.. pekcek... shalt not say more... PEKCEK!!

i received my SAF100 liaozZ... next reservist callup will be May 17 to May 28... lucky i'm in airforce.. hahaa.. cos that just means 2 weeks of boring work.. haha.. take it as going back for visit... yah.. but i think i gotta pass my ippt when i go back.. if not gotta do RT... sobzZ....

i only have one word for NUS open house... boring... super crowded.. lucky i was there early... went with weijing, kelly & wanyang... we were all interested in different stuff in NUS.. so kindda walked our own ways there... but it wasnt really that interesting lor... i found wat i was looking for... my main aim was just to listen to some talks... primarily the engine fac one and the USP one... guess i'll just stick to engine for the time being... i'm really interested to join the USP though.. think it's quite interesting.. i wanna do well in Uni.. and be recognised... dun wanna be just quiet unknown me anymore...

went back tj for vball after the open house... only me, hay and qingwen there... quite sianzZ.. but that's also when i really get to play... so yah.. no complains from me... next week's the start of the week-long hols... and also vball camp again... dunno when i can make it back to play also....

today's mum's bday... so went out for dinner with her... when to marriot hotel.. buffet dinner... it's thailand themed this time... food wasnt fantastic... think the dessert more interesting... lot's of durian stuff.. surprise to see many angmohs there too... guess durians getting pop with angmohs too.. haha..

just now just drove to wenyi's place to pass her the present i got for her 21st bday... it's basically a crystal ornament lar... think she'll like it... hehee... not as expensive as mum's present.. but hope she likes it when she sees it...

went back tj to play vball.. and i still din go back to work.. hahaa... seriously dunno how to face my boss liaozZ.. hahaa.. but still i'm quitting.. next week gotta go back at least on monday... cos next week is pay week... but i dun care lar...i get my last month's pay den sua liaozZ... this month i also din go to work much, like 2 days only.. give him free lar...

tml going to NUS open house...

went to buy wenyi's and mummy's bday present with dear... got them all liaozZ... mum's present was super EX... spent $250 on it... just hopes she'll like it... she has a particular liking for Swarovski Crystals... but i can find any that i like... nor any that she doesnt have... so we ended up buying crystal from precious thots... not cheap also... but i think the craftsmanship looks much better than the Swarovski ones.... yah... that's today... tml going to work... finally... gotta tell the man i'm quitting....

din go to work today again... decided liaozZ.. made up mind liaozZ.. think i'm going to quit the tuition centre job very soon... yah... sick of office jobs liaozZ... yah... interested in more hands on stuff.... cafe jobs anyone??? anybody got anything for me???

had quite a fun day today... went to work initially... but reached there... no one had the mood to work... so we talked lor... just waste time and waste time... yah... whole morning do nothing... den we went to rent vcd to watch... watched the Connie & Carla... funny funny... yah.. after show go for lunch.. outside Tj there... so me just brought my bag along... sick of the work anyway... brought some work home.. see if can do a bit or not.. den tml wun be so jialat....

stay in tj after lunch... played vball till 8pm.. very tired and my legs really very painful... my jumping really got problem liaozZ... depressing... shld i continue playing vball?? or maybe the question shld be.. can i still play or not... finding myself pretty useless... but if dun play.. i dun think i'll exercise also... so how??

dear came to find me at tj... happy to see her... went to coffeeshop opp tj for dinner.. had quite a nice dinner... not too ex lar.. exceptable... maybe shall go JB one of these days...

tml going down to stupid jobstreet to give them my timesheet... i realise i msg that jobstreet woman... not once she had replied... shall not waste money on her anymore... yah... next time i'll go direct to HQlink...

din blog yesterday.. cos i was just dead tired.. by the time i reached home.. i could only lie on the bed and be DEAD!! yah so the career fair is finally over... had quite an interesting experience... quite fun... saw lots of different kinds of ppl over the few days... but really stand until legs very pain.... too heavy liaozZ... legs now still aching like siao...

today din go work also.. cos i was just simply too tired.... rested the whole morning in fact the whole day lar.. now feeling much better liaozZ... had a very full dinner just now at 5* chicken... their charges going very high... not for the chicken but other dishes.. like anyhow charge one... next time i'll just stick to chicken.... e rest waste money...

after 3 days at suntec... i finally feel the pain.. my legs are really aching... it's really kindda sudden.. i was alrite thru-out the day till i finished job... but my knees and my calves suddenly have this acute pain the moment i stepped out of the exhibition hall... just now reach home immediately do stretching... now feeling better... i din really do anything strenuos except standing most of the time... although i had a chair.. but it was too high.. so sometimes i'd rather stand..

today doesnt seem as interesting as yesterday... the kind of pple are getting repetitive.. and time seems to be crawling as well... i was also real tired when i woke up this morning also... super xinku... usually i dun eat breakfast one, today went to eat hoping it would keep me awake... it kindda did lar... but din last too long... after awhile i was yawning again...

at the exhibition i drank a lot of water to try to keep myself awake... resulting my heavy bladder... haha... gotta go toilet so many times... i also tried to be more talkative... the more i talked the more awake i got... and yah.. that's practically how i got thru my day.. talk and talk and talk... saw some of eileen & lisi's classmates today.. they gave me the funny look.. si ginas.. haha.. also saw my airforce fren... saw xiaowen... saw nelson too... he kena scolded by me somemore... NUS eng yr1, come see wat career fair.. hahaa...

after work ate dinner with mum, keli & dear... went to outback steakhouse... the steak was not bad... basically the food was not bad... there's this interesting chicken dish.. "alice spring chicken" quite nice.. like the cheese and mushroomy taste... but the wait for the food was irritating.. the restaurant seems to be severely under-staffed... super slow... dear went to scold them a few times somemore... that's my dear... so.. no one try bullying her k.. sure kena jialat jialat from her one... except me.. haha..

2nd day at the career fair.. still find the job okay for now... hahaa.. but i think i do feel a little less interested as yesterday.. cos i find that i was talking lesser... less interactive... less proactive... yah... that's my attitude... but i am talking more to colleagues and other booth pple.. just crapping lar... dunno their names also.. haha... jus crap together.. crapping knows no boundaries...

fun part today is the kinds of people... there are nerds, idiots, babes, more nerds, uneducated aunties and uncles, uni grads, china nerds, suntec security guard looking for another job in their uniform, caucasians, indian nerds, physically disabled, mentally impaired, skimply-dressed babes, european nerds, rude students, very-skimpily-dress babes (a.k.a. bra-less, damn obvious), very rude students, kiasu singaporeans who take pamphlets just because someone else take, thrifty singaporeans who actually return pamphlets after reading thru them, kiasu students who would say " free ar?? TAKE!!", aunty who took english newspaper supplements even though they dun know english, aunty who chatted with me for 20mins about her son's education and i tot she was mad, uncles who spoke to me in hokkien, a jap old man spoke to me in jap as if i understand and he wouldnt stop even though i gave him the "huhh??" look, some navy warrant officer asking me where is the navy booth (SAF are having their own career fair at Suntec Atrium, in fron of carrefour, and i'm not suppose to tell ppl this, cos this will turn my visitors away), the beer ger whom i worked with last week and finally esther, jass and jingting were there too... i really see all kinds of funny people.. hahaa... fun part...

went dinner with esther, jass, jingting and dear also came to find me for dinner.. we went cafe cartel... dear was there to get the places first... we ate lots of bread... i think might have 6 to 7 loaves of bread... yah.. i ate this fried chicken main course.. think that replaces the old breaded chicken item... but i think this new one looks like KFC.. more expensive though... and i think i scratched the inside of my mouth with the ultra crispy batter... yah.. think i'll stick to pasta in future..

finally can type an entry before midnite... 1st day at work at the career fair.. quite interesting.. think cos i got a nice supervisor.. quite pretty too... think she quite stylo... but think she's well over my age.. so dear, dun worry.. hahaa.. i manned the info-counter the whole day today.. 10 whole hours there is not an easy job.. but i think it's more interesting den working in office... at least u get to stand there talk to ppl... get to see pple's response... quite fun...

wat do i do exactly?? pple ask me questions, and i answer them... pple ask me directions, i have no worries on that.. i'm good with directions and i pretty much know the layout already.. pple ask me about wat courses and jobs are available... i'm still slow with that but i have a very useful directory with me and almost everyone have been patient with me today... phew...

i have to say i am not overly outgoing... i try to pro-actively ask pple if they need assistance.. but more often den not... i'll just keep quiet and wait for their queries... i'm happy and glad that i can actually answer and handle most of the queries today.. not much help needed from my sup.. and 80% of the time i'm there alone at the counter.. so i'm pretty much on my own already...

met quite a few pple at the fair today.. eve and bugs was there... so was carlin and her frens... i even saw my driver back in airforce... he was in a suit.. looks like big boss.. haha.. dun underestimate those drivers.. hahaa...

din go to work today.. slept thru the morning... raining.. nice weather to sleep... the good thing about this tuition centre job is that if i dun feel like going.. all i need to do is give some dum/lame excuse and i can stay at home and sleep... hahaa... but den again this may not be a good thing.. cos i lose $$$... told boss on monday that i wun be coming to work on thurs and fri liaozZ.. cos i'll be helping out at career fair... he din seems like he minded.. so.. bo chup him.. haha...

went to teach jiaqin earlier today since i din go work... teach early finish early so can go home rest early.. haha.. more sleep... teaching her really chore... always spend half the lesson scolding her.. also dunno if she gets wat i teach or not... now i truly understand wat is the hardest part in teaching.. it's making ur student WANT to understand... WANT to learn... super big challenge...

went down to TP to see the Tj gers play against TP.. think our gers are technically not bad... but somehow they lack the desire to win... perhaps it's still early in the year... we shall see how things develop as the competitions draw nearer..

went to watch Hitch with dear after vball... nice show... a show to watch in couples... full of laughter too... thanks to will smith and the fat guy... cant remember his name... yah.. it's a nice and relaxing show to watch... best after a tiring day...

so tml i'll be station at suntec city, hall 603.. so pple visiting the career fair.. please to drop by and say hi.. i predict i'll be rather bored.. esp weekdays... so yah.. come find me yah??

went to Career fair briefing in the morning... i'll be at the infomation counter thru out the 4 days.. so anyone wanna go visit the career fair?? admission is free.. i'll be at the info counter everyday.. can go find me k...

the back stabber at the tuition center is gone.. he has left for NIE... tsk tsk tsk... now boss will be around more often... not a good thing... cos that means more of his disruptive comments and useless ideas... like shit.. dun care... shall just take my own sweet time in doing things... i forsee his tuition centre to close in a few yrs time... brainless method of teaching... doesnt he know by now u cannot use 1 single method to teach everyone?? haizZ... stubborn... dun care.. also not my company...

went vball training after work.. not in the state to jump or spike... basically become serving machine again.... the group of guys really full of shit... their training is practically a sitcom... most of the guys shld be able to get into tj.. except for a few who gotta appeal... the gals impressive... all got in... super impressive... really a lot of people lor... hmmm... seems like there is hope for going to taiwan liaozZ...

work whole day today... after work still go teach tuition... teaching her really getting more and more tedious.. she really dun remember anything.. e more i teach... e more she forgets.. the mor ei have to revise... it's an incredible vicious cycle... horribly horrifying... aarrrggghhhzZ...

Os are out today.. still no news when As will be out... i received my matriculation letter from NUS liaozZ.. time to decide to join them or change course.. gotta decide fast... time is no longer on my side... time seems to be getting faster recently... getting more busy.. more work... more things at home... adult life suxX... earn more money...

boring day today.. nothing much to say.. spent most of the day at home... sleeping... haha... just now went to watch White Noise interesting show.. not very understnadable... but yah.. interesting lor...

tml O'lvl results release.. den soon will be A's liaozZ.. gdluck at all...

suppose to go play vball from morning onwards one.. but din wake up on time.. so din go... went to cut hair in the afternoon.. quite a lot of pple cut hair today.. back to my short hair liaozZ.. looks like army days.. the barber thinks i'm secondary school student... he wanted to collect student price from me.. haha... rush back to tjc after the haircut.. din want to miss the afternoon session of vball as well... not the best of games for me... net high.. cant spike... yah thats about it..

left tj early.. about 530pm left liaozZ... drove home to change den go redhill mrt.. that's where i'm suppose to meet the beer ger today.. it's the same one as yesterday... she's same age as me.. realised they are called beer ambassadors, pays not bad know??? 1 nite 4 hrs liddat $120 leh... good money... she's pretty experienced in the job.. see the way she promote beer really pro... most guys bought more bottles... impressive... had quite a fun experience today.. saw a lot of things.. hahaa... had a few drinks too.. gotta protect the ger from the drinks.. so yah.. that's part of the job too (unofficially).. yah.. finally had a taste of wat's the job like... haha.. too bad last day liaozZ... next week there will be more new experiences... career fair 2005...

seems like i really have quite abit of fun during this long break before uni.. think i really shld have everything recorded down somewhere.. so someday can publish on my webpage....

din go to work today again.. woke up late.. heck lar.. hahaa.. suppose to go give tuition also.. but also heck lar... hahaa... in the end only went back to tj to play vball... i think i played quite well lor... my spike touch not bad... but only for ger's net... cos i cant jump high enough to spike at the guys one... yah... that's the problem... other den that i think i'm doing okay...

suppose to go eunos at 630pm for the beer thingy again.. but also din go.. cos today's my sister's bday.. went Pariss at Marina to makan.. i think the buffet there really not bad.. just that we were there quite late... yah.. but still quite a lot of food lor... yah.. so i think the food not bad lar... although the variety is pretty amazing... but the quality still lacks the 5* hotel standard even though they charge like 5*... not a place for us to go with our own pockets... parents treat still okay.. hahaa..

yeah.. finally weekend is here again.. tml going to play vball practically the whole day... den maybe tml finally get a chance to go do the beer promoter thingy.. hahaa... still haven got a chance to see the promoters and beer gers in action... kindda curious.. hehee..

boring day at work.. expecting nags from boss tml.. cos i din do much today... yah... these few days lunch activity usually rent vcd back to watch... ya... so lunch become more interesting... getting more bored with the job... but not bad lar... getting sidelines here and there to make things more interesting... think during this short yr after ORD.. i gained quite a bit of working experience... perhaps i'll publish them in my webpage when i finally get one.. hahaa...

yesterday got a bomb from traffic police... got summon for speeding... caught on 14 feb morning... shld be when i'm driving jimmy and his gf and e flowers to NTU that time kena one... minus 6 points and fine $150... sianzZ...

today suppose to go help huiting bf, joe with his beer promoter stuff... easy job lar... but i din get to do it in the end... basically each team has a beer promoter... a beer ger... and me, the assistant... den my team the beer ger was late... cos of some admin screw up... den her attitude also quite jialat... so she quit last min.. den me can go home liaozZ lor.. hahaa... dunno will be paid or not lar.. but i think this is an interesting experience.. ya.. suppose to roam around with e other 2 at those coffee shops and beer selling places to promote beer.... i only help carry things.. no promoting... but in the end din go lar... luckily those gals i jio'ed last nite in the end din come.. cos this is really a guy's job... if they go really not safe... so yah lor.. home early... rot around... gotta recharge for tml... long day ahead.. in fact long weekend ahead...

din go to work today, cos too tired after last nite... but did quite a few things at home... firstly i received my password for PSC scholarships application.. so i went on to fill up the application... realised i got nothing much to impress them with... only aiming for a lowly teaching scholarship.. dunno if they'll even consider me or not... hehee... yah... need to write essay for part 2 of my application.. haven done that... dunno how to start also... gonna ask dear to help me in that...

as i was flipping thru my result slips... found my ord present... $80 takashimaya voucher.. hahaa.. shopping time!! hahaa..

den huiting also msg me about this asia breweries booth helper thingy.. $35 per day.. thurs day to sat... 630pm to around 11pm...not much info given initially.. except they need ppl.. so i go msg alot of ppl lor... den in the end tell me only need 3.. i also paiseh dunno who to reject... tsk tsk tsk... anyway tml.. i'll go work early.. leave early.. go tuition.. den go eunos at 630pm for this job... so tml gonna be a busy day...

yah so... time to go sleep... zZZzzZZZzzzzzzzz..........

just got home not long ago... very tired...

had a long day at work today... quite bored.. dear came find me for lunch.. watched vcd with val & joy at work during lunch hr.. haaa... wasnt really sure wat was going on in the show... cos i was doing my work... but i told them to save the file in my com... so next time i can watch.. hahaa.. so clever rite...

after work went back to tj to play vball... so long din go back liaozZ... think nowadays i only qualified to play with the gals team.. i'm too weak to play against the guys... no place for me... i wasnt really very good playing with the gals either... but at least the net shorter... haha... had quite a good time playing vball... dear came to find me at the court... she jogged from home...

we went to my house together.. get car.. den drive her to borders... den i went to meet carlin for dinner, although it's her supper.. hahaa... yah.. not bad lor.. had a very long chat with her.. din see her for quite some time... did some catching up.. yah.. great to have a friend like her even after so many yrs... yah.. we were never in the same school... yet we are still in touch... quite amazing yah?? hahaa...

yah.. after sending her home den i realised that dear was out of borders for a long time liaozZ.. felt really guilty that she was alone in orchard... she din wanna tell me cos she din wanna disturb my chat... yah... but that's kindda silly... it really made my heartache when i heard her voice when i called her... i immediately rushed down to fetch her...

SORRY DEAR!! I LOVE YOU.. I REALLY DIN KNOW BORDERS CLOSED EARLY.....

finally get my pay today... not much only $400 plus... quite a good day today... did a few worksheets... not many just a few.. boss sure grumble one... but dun care... 1 side in 1 side out... i get my job done eventually... so just bo chup him... yah.. after work went dinner with mummy... dat's my day... nothing much..

tml going back tj to play vball... doubt i'll be able to jump... but nvm... just go play lor... hahaa...

saturday went back to tj to play vball... and that basically sums up my day.. rather boring... worst still... my kness really giving me problems liaozZ... very painful and cannot jump... seems like its really time for me to lose weight.. or forget about play vball again... haizZ.... sianzZ

sunday... joined the SMU waikiki beach volley competition... at first tot maybe if lcky can win something... reach there den realise.. haha... no chance.. cos i realised the prize was quite attractive... no wonder so many strong teams in the game... yah.. we got knocked out almost immediately... kindda sianzZ... my knee giving problems again... haizZ.. can die... saw a lot of familiar faces at the beach... saw carlin's sister.. wanni(dun think she remembers me liaozZ)... yah... many many others... dear still seems quite good in vball... pity she din have a chance to improve in tj... nor in ntu... now abit too late... yah... left the beach early cos i was tired... went chinatown for lunch... a little shopping and i came home to sleep... was really tired while driving home... jumped onto the bed the moment i got home... hahaa... tired... wasnt really under the sun much today s wasnt burnt even though i din put sunblock... but today's weather not bad lar... got wind den cloudy also... so overall not a bad day lor... just tired...

din go to work today... woke up with quite a bad headache... felt like vomitting too... yah so din go to work.. so din get my paycheck still... think i really have very bad working attitude... hahaa... die liaozZ.... but i think this only happens when the job is boring and i dun really like it.... yah... so if i got a choice.. dun think i'll be there too... so boring...

i basically spent the whole day at home sleeping... much better in the evening... went to tuition again... think that's the best job for me for now... anyone got anymore tuition kids to pass to me??? please do so... i dun charge much... negotiable.. hehee....

just now when to pick dear from her naima's place... den we went chomp chomp for dessert... went to try the egg toufu... actually it tastes like custard... i like it... hehee.... after that went down to river angbao... this year's one like nothing much liddat... quite boring...

went to interview in the morning... boring thing.. go there talk talk... never tell me anything new also.. everything the jobstreet ger already told me liaozZ... but now still haven confirm i get the job.. they suppose to call me and let me know on a later date.. haha...

went back to tuition centre after the interview.. but i really wasnt in the mood to work... very tired... production rate was ultra slow... tml sure kena nag again... went TM for lunch with valerie and joy... asked dear to join us too... seems like dear still quite free at her new job... cos most of the system she need to use still not up for her... yah... it rained when we were going back.. kindda caught in it... mt shirt dried pretty fast.. quite pleased with this shirt... comfortable and cheap... and dries super fast..

yah... super tired... and i still haven get paid... zZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

just got home only.. today's another tiring day.. worked whole day.. went for Hainan clan dinner... at hainan street.. long long 8 course dinner.. but the food not bad.. quite nice in fact... alot of distant relatives that i din know of... hahaa.. anyway that's not the tiring part...

went to vincent's house to pick up his van to go down to NTU to send fridge back to the florist... yah... very tiring cos gotta drive all the way to NTU and back... but today get my delivery fees.. not bad for a few days work i would say...

my last entry ended rather abruptly.. reason?? i fell asleep.. haha... but just post it on for fun lor.. so continue what happened yesterday... yesterday was supposed to be pay day... but din get it yet.. cos i left early...

after work i had to give tuition to jiaqin again... she is really getting from bad too worst... not paying attention at all... can remember a single thing.. i was revising her sec 1 stuff... yet she doesnt remember anything... how the hell is she going to improve her grades if she doesnt even make an effort to remember what she has learnt... super irritating... sometimes i just wanna give up... but... give up den no more money... haizZ... find different ways to make her remember...

after tuition.. i went home and took the car.. went back grandma's place to drive jiaqin home... after that went to pick dear to go watch constantine.. show started the moment we stepped into the cinema... hahaaa.. nice show.. quite interesting... quite funny also... some rather lame stuff were here and there in the show... but i got a feeling dear may be quite lost in it... well... dear... dunno ask me k... at most i laff at u for awhile only.. haha...

not a bad day... boring day at work thou...boss drove us out for lunch.. at peranakan place at katong... food there not bad.. but also not cheap.. yah.. had a meeting earlier on.. and most of it i heard my name... seems like i have lots of things to do.. but.. bo chup.. haha.. somemore say wat wanna improve dress code... look more professional, wanna wear tie... DUHzZZ!!

today's vday.. suppose to go to a fast food restaurant outside night safari with yanli.. but because of the delay we din go.. went to kovan to eat... not as exciting as night safari.. so this is my boring valentine's day.. i was really touched when she took a cab down to my delivery location after she finished work... she came to pei me cos i told her i had a bad day... things were much easier with her around.. i'll let her do the talking... i will just do the driving.. i know she'll see this..

DEAR DEAR!! I LOVE YOU, THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALL THESE YEARS. YOU ARE SIMPLY WONDERFUL

din blog yesterday.. cos i was too tired after a whole day of driving and sending flowers...went out 7am... reach home only like 11plus... dunno earn like $20-$30 dollars only.. if not fren, sure tell them f-off...waste my time..

today is much worse actually... 24 deliveries planned today.. i had everything well sorted out last night... which place to go first, how to go... more or less settled... but today one huge delay 1st thing in the morning.. den the delays snowballed.. i tried to drive faster liaozZ.. at times on the expressways i was going 120kph.. but still not in time... cos there were cock ups along the way... like the road directory showed me PJC was beside science center.. and i went there... THERE WAS NO PJC... PJC is now at Teck Whye Walk.. that's somewhere in Choa Chu Kang... and it also shows NUS Kent Ridge Hall at a different location... making wrong turns here and there... ADVICE : never do deliveries alone, it helps to have someone beside you... sent a few wrong orders also... missed a few places cos no time... worst still.. my HP got no BATT... i was totally disconnected, lost... i was suppose to have interview at 3pm... becos of all the delays.. i skipped it... finished the day deliveries.. but i lost the chance to earn $265 at the Career Fair 2005. too bad... night deliveries actually can be on time one... but stupid Kent Ridge Hall made me waste a lot of time there... in the end dragged till 10 den finish.. actually go somemore one... but jimmy help me send... to say the truth.. all these resulted from poor planning from jimmy... he wants to do everything himself yet he cannot finish on time.. so everything delay delay.. worst still, he likes to tell me every single complain the buyers give him... tell me those for wat?? i dun need to know those.. i do deliveries!!! i cant solve his problems... he only create more problems for me... this time also dunno how much money i can get... after all the cock ups.. maybe not much... see how lar... i paid $50 for my petrol somemore... today i travelled.. 679 KM!!!!


tml's a new day.. back to the boring tuition centre.. hahaa..

today's a driving day.. had been driving from morning till nite... tired.. seriously tired... i'll go sleep immediately after this.. today first time do delivery.. went to vincent's place to pick up the van... manual one... challenging.. first time driving manual since passing my license.. exciting... drove okay... jerky at times... stalled a few times.. but that's okay... morning delivery was with yanli... cos she free and vincent working.. she was great help... afternoon was with vincent.. while yanli went to give tuition... overall was okay today still quite relax.. only a few deliveries.. tml will be siong... worst still was that jimmy's organisation skills not too good... most of the admin is in a mess!!!! utter failure in that aspect...

at nite went to pick yanli up in my car... for dinner with her jc clique.. seems like a bunch of young ladies showing signs of getting old.. hahaa... yah.. dinner wasnt fantastic... the conversations are more interesting... so that's my day... i'm so tired.. gotta forced myself to keep awake while driving home... but i'm alrite... next time i'll take a cab... zZzZzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......

friday.. suppose to go back tj to play vball one... but too tired.. too much driving and visiting makes u tired... worst u dun get enough ang baos to make u happy.. so yah.. spelt the whole day till dinner time... went to Genghis Khan at Park Mall... advise to ALL my frens... AVOID IT!!! it's one of the worst buffet i've been too... really really sucks... really waste my stomach space...

drove yanli to mount faber again... went there to see the view... nice nice.. many stars... tonite alot of pple... got 2 cafes there.. but the price all not cheap... $10++ per glass.. yah.. so we juat walk walk lor...

working tml as flowers delivery man... borrowing van from vincent... same for sunday... monday hope to get hay to drive his... so yah.. time to sleep!!!

had quite a good day today.. been driving practically the whole day but my fuel gauge still showing more then full tank... i really wonder how much the petrol kiosk guy pumped into my tank yesterday... haha... 4e guys came to my house in the morning as the first stop for our annual visiting routine... but we went to this dim sum shop at lor 17 there breakfast first... it's called wen dao shi... not fantastic... but not horrible lar... so not really that recommended... hhaa... went to vincent's place after mine... pick him up there and went on to joel's place... vincent drove my car on this leg of the journey... he's good lar... no worries... den followed by a longer pitstop at kaiyu's place... this time ah lian drove... tsk tsk tsk... typical woman driver= danger/ road hazard/ stay away... hahaa.. sort of had lunch there lor... had " yusheng" without the fish... with more crackers den vege.. haha... den there was tea-leave eggs... japanese chicken... lotus-leaf bun with OTAK!! hahaa... yah basically we were full... next stop was fuliang's place... kindda like forced to eat there.. cos his grandma prepared popiah... den we cannot say no mahzZ... so squeeze lor... really full.. hhaa.. yah... very full... i drove to silie's place... but by the type i stepped into his house... mum called me up to go pick my grandma... going our house for dinner...

a lot of pple came... and like other huge gatherings at my place.. it was pretty messy.. but i think this is one of the easiest... cos i had time for myself.. the last one... i was basically stucked inthe kitchen preparing food... and poor dear dear has to serve me food all the time and stick with me in the kitchen.. so nice rite?? she was doing the same this time too just that i wasnt stucked in the kitchen that long..

after dinner i went to watch "i do i do" with yanli, mum & sis.. very funny lar.. although as u go along the show u find the plot rather predictable.. but the laffs will still come... so i would say this is still a good show.. so i'm almost done with my CNY movies.. now left with flight of the phoenix and constantine... any takers???

not a very fruitful day of ang baozZ... din see all my relatives... but those who were around usually give $10 angbaozZ.. so still not bad... i guess... went to dear's hse to bai nian also.. quite paiseh... first time going there during new yr.. hehee... watch amazing race 6.... exciting race till the end... not the expected winners... but not too bad... hope tml's a better ang bao day...

XIN NIAN KUAI LE!! WAN SHI RU YI!!

just got home not long ago... drove to chinatown to walk around after watching movie... watched seoul raiders.. not bad... quite funny.. typical hongkong show lor... nothing special lar... hahaa... just watch for fun... lucky mum's paying.. chinatown very crowded.. we reacheds there about 1 plus still packed... walked until 3 den leave.. still another long day ahead...

GONG XI GONG XI!

finally one full day at work.. 10hrs in total.. quite torturing to stay in the centre for that long... super boring... really need ppl to talk to u and walk around more... or else really can get bored to death...

went down to orchard after work to continue on my new yr clothes.. my aim?? bermudas and preferably a good top... before all that... dinner... location?? taka... food?? suxX... price.. suxX even more... Status?? condemned!!! walked to OG orchard point again... seems like that's the only place with clothes that i can fit into and it's not too ex... yah.. i bought my bermudas.. plain looking... $18... i'm happy with it.. but din manage to find a suitable top for new year.. too bad....

tml no need to work... only need to go back next week.. hahaa.. SHIOK!! hahaa.. but that also means no money... dun think my ang pao gonna make up for my lost in pay.. doesnt seem worth it now.. sobzZ....

din blog yesterday.. think i was too tired... actually now i also quite tired.. but i think i wanna blog still.. cos too long den i'll forget wat had happened one... and yah.. 2 days is too long for me... hahaa.. short term memo... but long term still okay.. haha... okay so here goes...

saturday morning... i slept thru it... that's wat i tot i was supposed to do lar... den my mum woke me up like 830.. saying we gotta go temple to pray to my grandma... it's not that i dun wanna pray.. i'm okay with it.. but... the way she anyhow prays... even free thinkers like me also see "buay song".. really anyhow one.. cos why?? she also free thinker mahzZ.. den she pray just for the sake of it... so everything also chin cai chin cai... might as well dun do rite?? haizZ.. yah.. that's my morning.. i drove there too...

afternoon went back to tj to play vball... quite shuang... i think i was able to jump at first... could spike too.. but after a while tired liaozZ den cannot liaozZ.. also my knee seems to be giving up on me liaozZ... aching quite badly... kindda hurts when i land too.. OUCH... esther was there.. cos she had MC for the dog bite?? cant remember the MC for wat liaozZ.. hehee... i said short term memo liaozZ rite?? hahaa... left at 6.. cos gotta go home and fetch everyone to dinner...

dinner was at my uncle's place... sort of CNY dinner.. saw many relatives there... quite surprised they turned up... think i'm quite big shot.. haha.. cos everyone knows me... me eldest grandson mahzZ... it's like once i reach only.. my uncle dragged me to greet everyone... very weird.. my parents are divorced... they dunt know... my father din wanna tell them.. gave them excuse say we sold the flat cos we bankrupt.. money for me and my sis's studies... whahaaa... wat a TALL tale... i dunno if he told them that.. cos when i reach with yanli, keli and my mum... he was already there... anyway... he hasnt paid for my education dunno since when.. so.. i dun feel any duty of a son to him... i only see him as a pitiful old man, who still cant get his thinking straight... hopeless case...

that dinner was rather torturous, why?? cockiness... some of them really and brag about the things they do... wanna know what they like to brag about?? can always call me.. i can entertain u for at least an hr... hahaa..

went to look and new yr flowers after dinner.. drove to the florist neart TJ... the whole stretch was crowded even at 11plus... most amazing thing was my mum actually bought 7 pots of flowers... tsk tsk tsk.. she really likes to buy a lot of things and put in the house.. den at the end of it complain say the house too small... think she really needs a very very big house... hahaa...

after so long... finally i can get to sunday.. sunday suppose to be a resting day at home... but i gotta go out.. shopping for new year clothes... went to parkway initally.. and i realised i getting really fat... couldnt find clothes that fit.. and cheap.. so i went to suntec after that.. tired a few shops.. also failed... i was really depressed... i wanna buy.. but cannot fit.. and also no money... depressed depressed... but i bought my rm telephone from carrefour... $10 only.. and it has caller ID.. good enough for me liaozZ...

finally me and yanli went to orchard to walk walk see see... i was really getting really depressed... but usually that's all i do lar... just wallow in my own misery... den yanli will just comfort me... hahaa.. cheapo rite??? but she nice enough to endure me... i would have just left with a slap... so and OG orchard point.. i finally managed to get some clothes.. bought 2 shorts and and 2 t-shirts.. $80.. reasonable i guess... quite a simple sunday it seems.. hahaa..

went for supper just before sending yanli home... we ate at the shop beside the katong 5star chicken rice... not bad know?? price not too cheap lar.. but the taste of the food reallt quite good lar... next time we can skip having chicken rice all the time liaozZ...

din go to work today again.. like wat's new rite?? hahaaa.. gave tuition today.... 1 hr only.. tml den one more hr.. cos today gotta ruch down to NTU... drove down.. quite shiok... NTU got much less humps den NUS... does that explain why NTU cars are faster and more accidents? hmmm.. no idea...

went to NTU for Impresario.. for those of u who dunno wat is it.. it's an islandwide talentime org by NTU... standard not bad lar... but still not as good as expected... guest are pretty good.. got zhou chong qing... and maia lee.. and candice foo (e sg idol dropout, who's also winner for last yr's impresario)... overall performances were not bad lar... there was this spoof the organisers did on kungfu hustle... that set the whole house into laughter.. but yanli wasnt laffing.. cos she din watch kungfu hustle.. hahaa.. too bad... but it was damn funny... patronised NTU's macdonalds also.. hehee.. cheaper den outside... but the 20 pc nuggets same price.. they think UNI students cant count ar?? hahaa...

just now read esther's blog... she thinks she suay... all kind of suay things happen to her.. but i think not really all suay lar.. she very careless also.. so mei... take care urself.. stop being so careless!! anyway ur dOg so small... next time it tries to bite... run!! hahaa... have ur rabbit been bitten by ur dog?? hahaa...

went to tanjong pagar this morning... one of jobstreet's offices... i guess this shld be my first interview... first one that i readily agreed to go and turned up.. hahaa.. well.. wasnt much of an interview too... jass and dear was there with me.. guess that made me feel better.. can speak a little more... but maybe too much for my own good... but den.. heck lar... better den staying quiet and nodding ur head... so basically it's a job to help out at Career 2005... Exhibition at suntec coming March... pay's $6.50/h... 4 days... gonna pontang from tuition centre for this... anyway.. i calculated my pay for last month... only got $400... seems so sucky... jiaqin's tuition already $300.. yah..

went back to work today after the interview.. purposely slow down my rate of work... dun wanna do too much too fast.. wat's the point rite?? helping him aint helping myself... moreover he doesnt really trust me... tsk.. gotta use my money wisely... not much left for me to use...

went dinner with mum & sis & dear... parkway crystal jade... first time cannot finish the food we ordered... dunno is appetite smaller or just too much food... i'd like to think is my appetite smaller... hahaa... after dinner went giant to buy myself a super big cup... my cups at home all too small.. hahaa... so bought this "ah pek" steel cup... haha... think can hold 1 litre in it.. shiok ar!! hahaa... bottoms up!!!

just got home from dinner not long ago... ended up going to work late today... cos i overslept.. actually woke up at 7am one.. but dunno why fell asleep again.. hehee.. so only reached office about 11... den i bought breakfast from long john's.. quite nice actually leh... and it's quite cheap... next time go try okie?? i like the sandwich and the baked beans... hehee.. i like baked beans... i used to have many cans of that in camp when i was in airforce.. hahaa... makes good supper... hahaa..

gave tuition to my cousin again, lesson after lesson, i realise... she remembers lesser and lesser things... really pekcek... still stucked in the same chapter.. almost 1 mth liaozZ.. but the happy thing is today get my fees.. hahaa... so got abit of money liaozZ.. hehee.. think this would be a good yr for me... jiayou!!

went home to collect car.. den drove to pick up yanli form her house.. den esther from orchard to go down to NUS... IHG finals.. missed the guys match.. sheares won 3-2 over KR though.. missed the excitement... haizZ... saw the gers finals... landslide victory by temasek... Yuhan was there.. no wonder why they won so easily...

took the morning off to go interview in the morning... hehee... going with dear and jass... hay fly aeroplane!! tsk tsk tsk...

had a pretty productive day today... went to work at 830am.. half hr earlier den normal... could be earlier.. but decided to have breakfast at bedok hawker... hehee... nasi lemak... very long never eat liaozZ.. since working at GE.. formulated quite a few worksheets today... so cant complain my workrate low today... yah... realised something at work today.. i was backstabbed... first time understanding the world outside... 4 yrs older den me... also from tj somemore... i despise U!! backstabber.... complain to boss when i'm not around... tsk tsk tsk.... i was wrong about U... anyway.. i'll be wary of him liaozZ... lucky the other 2 gals kindda like on my side one.. cos me same level... same pay scale... hahaa..

went back tj to play vball today... not a bad day at vball either...touch was not bad... although cant really jump still... but not bad i guess.. esther was there too... and today i finally saw for myself... the kind of brainless things alison could just say... think her speech really bypass her brains.. but that's wat makes her cute...

went simpang bedok for dinner with esther.. cos the rest not interested.. so me and my mei only lor... chat with her a little too... i'm just really glad i have esther as my mei... just a wonderful person to have around urself.. hehee...

finally i wanna whine again.. no one buying flowers from me yet... dun think any commission is gonna come for me liaozZ... saturday i no choice i had to cash my ERS shares.. so now got $500 in my bank.. can survive for awhile.. so sianzZ... dun like hand to mouth kind of living... not enough for me...

suppose to go to work at 12pm... in the end... decided to fly their aeroplane... i called backed... realised i was the only who flew aeroplane.. hahaa... the other gal, Joy also say she's sick... cough until cannot breathe.. like REAL!! hahaa... anyway.. going to work tml... gotta make some money somehow... really keen on switching jobs liaozZ... hehee...

so if i din go to work, den wat did i do?? hmmm.. i laid on my bed till around 9pm den dinner came den i ate... den rot again.. den i'm here in front of my com.. haha... wat an enjoyable day rite?? if only everyday was just like this and i could still survive... hahaa... wat a sloth i am.. hahaa...

din go to work today... is my boss say no need to go one.. i got a feeling he thinks i'm cheating him on the job.. like i'm not doing work... this feels bad... this is a singal for me to start looking for new jobs... yah.. and i'll do that... moreover... it's not as if he is paying alot... duhzZ....

so today i woke up around 1plus... suppose to go play basketball in the morning but in the end din go cos i was just too tired.... wanted to drive there one... but haizZ.. tired lar... cant get out of bed.. so heck it lor....

so i plus i woke up.. i had lunch... washed up a little... waxed my hair... for fun... cos just got a bottle of it.. hahaa... den my sis told me she also have... den she gave me hers too... cos she not using liaozZ... yah.. sticky feeling.. but okay lar.. think it feels better den gel... hahaa...

wanted to go sentosa see the tj juniors in surf & sweat... but most of them leaving liaozZ.. yah.. so me went to harbourfront to pick up eileen & lisi.. den sent eileen to telok kurau to her grandma's place which turned out to be yanli's sister's condo too... small world...

den me and lisi were still deciding where to go for food... finally decided on chomp chomp... jio'd hay and PS... went to their place to pick them up... made my way there quite easily... yah... but made quite a mess on my way to chomp chomp.. but still got there somehow... dinner was great... quite a lot of food... couldnt really try everything there yet.. cos full liaozZ... we went bendemeer for hay to pick of a fish tank.... den we decided to go NUS to watch vball... Temasek Hall vs King Edward 7.... Temasek Hall won.... not really the underdaugs but they din really have any star players.. they played pretty well as a team... met quite a few ppl there... realise there is quite a lot of familiar faces in NUS.. looking forward to go there i guess... maybe i shld have been there already... but i've already made my decision.. stick to it den... i'll be there in August... but still haven decide where to stay.... Sheares?? Temasek?? Kent Ridge?? hmmmm.. or Eusoff??? watever.. still to early to decide... drove hay, PS, qingwen and Lisi back home after the matches... Lisi was really tired... fell asleep the moment she got onto the car... hhahaa... so much for the tireless energizer.... hahaaa...

starting work tomolo only at 12pm.. really think my boss is trying to reduce my working hrs, irritating... reducing my pay in a way also... sucks...

finally just wanna say that Finding Neverland is quite a nice show... feels kindda like A Beautiful Mind if u have watched that show too... yah.. not bad lar... it's a show suitable for older kids... young one wun know wat's going on... heheee...

went back tj to play vball today.. saw very few ppl at first.. thot all "pang seh" me... heng some of them turned up after a while.. so had quite a few games.. kindda accepted the cruel fact that i'm no longer an attacking player... quite sianzZ.. so now i practically receive... and serve.. my defense quite weak also... seem to have lost my positioning... can never get into the correct position to receive a spike or a dropshot... feeling suxX... feels like an outsider of the game... after i've like been doing it for almost 10 yrs liaozZ.... suxX...

just got back from dinner only.... had thai food at lemongrass restaurant... at HMV... not bad... but expensive... yah... so wun going there unless someone else is paying... just drove everyone home.. later going out for midnite movie with dear dear... shld be watching finding neverland... hope it's nice...

worked today again... working seems like a chore liaozZ... not too good leh... wonder how long will i last there... anyway... still haven got any pay from anywhere... money running low in my account.. left $50 only.. still gotta pay $219 for insurance next month... sounds a chore... sounds like i'm pretty broke.... had tuition today also... still stuck at where i was since last week... still cant get the algebra formulaes into her head... haizZ.... she liddat i wanna help also difficult...

took the car for a drive today again... went orchard to pick up my sister and her frens den send them home... den went simei to pick lisi den went out for supper at geylang...yes.. dou jiang you tiao again... hahaa... den sent lisi home... heard some news about rach.. hehee.. den drove yanli around... see see look look.. quite impressed with myself.. i seem to know most of the roads in singapore.. moving around is not a problem... great to be driving... heheee...

din go to work today again.. pontang... just felt too lazy again... yah... went back tj to play vball today.. also collected pineapple tarts from lisi... guys training today.. me became serving machine... think i served close to 2000 balls.. hahaa.... i can replace that worthless serving machine liaozZ... hahaa... pretty tired now... first time serve balls until almost cramp... suxX... hahaa...

went to work today... boring day... had tuition... she just cant remember anything i taught her... really pissed...

din go to work today... why leh?? cos i din feel like it.. wanna laze on the bed, so i din go lor.. shiok rite?? yes it was.. but i think i better not do it too often.. or else there goes my job... hahaaa... i spent the morning sleeping.. so shuang... dear brought lunch for me... and we continue to rot together till evening den we went tj... dear sampled lisi's pineapple tarts.. she says not bad... so we will be getting a few bottles from her mum... i printed like 100 over pamphlets for the tj SC to help me distribute.. dunno whether they'll do it or not.. dun waste my money!!

played a little vball for a while... still think i suck... cant jump... why doesnt my weight wanna leave me alone... haizZ... they just love me so much... haizZ... took car from mummy at night... den pick yanli out for dinner... we went chomp chomp for dinner... not bad this time.. the last time we went there about few yrs back.. we were super turned off and so pissed with the service... today's so much better... had a good meal... yah... den we wanted to go GeLare for waffles cos it's tuesday.. we chose the ECP one... BUT it was closed by the time we got there.. SadzZ.. so ate macdonalds instead... sat there for quite a while.. i read storybook...

but soon dear got tired.. so we went to drive around... feels good driving around at night.... we drove to mount faber... our first time there... no wonder thats a lover's spot... we saw lots of couples there.. hahaa.. the view there quite nice... one side's a harbourview, the other side's city view... yah.. nice place.. but it's a long & dark way up... creepy feeling... yuckzZ... hahaa..

not a very interesting day... went to work... earned $50 i guess... dear came to look for me for lunch.. she "cooked" for me.. very long never eat anything prepared by her liaozZ... tasted nice... got quite a lot of food.. today work quite slack.. cos most of the day boss not around.. so kindda slack my way thru....

after work went to look for mummy for dinner... ate at hisatomo for dinner... it's a jap restaurant at raffles place.. used to go there quite often when i was younger.. it's been ages since i went there.. food not bad... not too expensive lar...

woke up really early today.. 530am.. drove to airport to pick mum up... smooth driving all the way.. hahaa... after dropping mum at home, i drove to work... parked my car in front of long johns there... i tot it was free parking cos sunday.. but when i came down from work.. got one ticket there liaozZ!!! aarrgghhh!!

all in all it was a really eventful 4 days of driving for me... conquered the expressways, vertical parking, parallel parking... orchard.. geylang... changi airport... i scratched my car.. got fined... wat more can i ask for... as long as the big accidents stay away from me... i'm quite confident they will.. i'm a safe driver... hahaaa.... used up $50 of petrol liaozZ... any mum's helping me pay the fine.. wat to do?? i'm now facing a personal state of bankruptcy...

visited kelly at coffee club just now.. we have drinks and later a carrot cake... she asked why arent having our lunch at coffee club.. cos it's EX!! yah... spent most of the time there reading... oh yah.. yanli was there too... kelly was kindda surprise we read.. hahaa... i read chinese books one okay.. hahaa... found out something about kelly cos of a qn i asked... kelly>> if u read this.. yah it was me who told them... think u need them... forgive me if u disagree...

went back tj for vball this afternoon... got alot of old boys.. only a few current tjcians... so practically became old boys training... but not bad lar... finally seems like a training session... but i think i really very unfit... i really become quite a burden in the court... reaction super super slow.... cant jump.. service also sometimes can.. sometimes cannot... practically useless lar... receiving also not very good...

after that went dinner at marina south.. drove there.. with yanli.. picked up huilian along the way too.. quite boring actually.. din really feeling like eating that one... but since minghan is leaving for australia.. treat it as a farewell ba... yah.. after dinner also sianzZ.. din feel like bowling or play pool.. cos like waste time and money... cos i not much money left for this month... haizZ... i need money....

left out something yesterday actually, me and yanli were at funan looking for dinner... but in the end din really work out... den we were at the posb bank there depositing cash... den there was this indian lady behind us who was like desperately trying to get help to do some transactions... there was this young chinese lady and guy in front of her... den they were like giving her directions and stuff.. so i kpo just listen lor... den finally i realised they dun really know the features of the cash deposit machine... they dunno u can deposit money into other ppls acc... so i told the auntie it can be done.. she asked me to show her how to do it.. i stood bbesid eher while she did her transaction.. den when she successfully did it.. she was so happy and so gratefully.. she kept saying "thank you", "god bless you", "you are a wonderful person" that knd of things... until i also paiseh.. hehee.. but hear liaozZ very shuang... haha.... den finally she even said "it's very hard to see nice ppl in singapore anymore".. both me and yanli only had one conclusion... she was damn suay... hehee...

today i basically drove the car wherever i went... i feels great... travelling time is so short when u drive... and i dun speed.. all well within the speed limit k.. hehee... morning i drove to tj.. picked up jass and lihui on the way... den i drove to tuition in serangoon... den i drove back to bedok to meet wanyang they all.. den i drove to tampines to drop bingguang... back to bedok to pick up yanli.. drop lihui and wanyang.. dropped jass.. den went army market... den bras basah... den i sent yanli home... den i went orchard to meet peisheng and esther for dinner... we went somewhere near bugis for dinner... food was okay... the staff were funny lar.. hehee.. PS din like them thou.. hehee.. and as usual my mei cleared the table.. hehee... thanks mei.. all in all i think i expended half the fuel tank.. hahaa... think that about $20 of petrol... so not bad lar...

BUT i scratched the car... the front corner of the car kena scratched when i reversing in my own carpark... i din realise initially... arrgghhh... wonder how much does the paint job cost?? hehee... my mum still in china.. sunday morning go airport pick her up den say.. haha...

today's the happiest day i've ever had for the past few years... today i made the greatest achievement... i passed my driving... although din pass with flying colors but i passed... in fact i did really badly for the test today.. i sucked the moment i started the engine.. i moved off without releasing my handbrakes... engine stalled dunno how many times... one of them somemore in the middle of a cross junction... red light liaozZ... haizZ... but lucky for me the tester somehow let me pass... he disregarded all the little mistakes i made.. and i scraped thru... remember this tester... CHANG ENG KIAT.... just drive normally.. and u'll be fine... trust me...

today i drove yanli home personally.. drove my mum's car... auto car.. really easy to drive... now i wonder why i take manual test.. haha.. anyway.. it really feels good to be able to drive ur gf home personally... no more taxis... taxis are ridiculous... reckless drivers.. hahaa... i'll be going to airport sunday morning to pick my mum back.. she went shanghai for holiday.. hehee..i'm so nice..

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i only volunteered to help coordinate for tj alumni.... i'm not tjc frenly match coordinator....

din go to work today... told them i'm having diarrhea... fake one.. just din feel like it... hahaa... i seldom get diarrhea one... at most fever... anyway.. sleep the whole morning... until it was time for driving... din do well today either... but better den yesterday lar.. tml must zai zai... must pass.... jiayou jiayou jiayou...

finished quite a few worksheets today... good for the boss but not good for me.. means more work to come... yah.. that's work lor...

driving today quite sucky... got stuck at vertical parking... cant seem to regain my turning point.. always turn at the wrong time... car keeps getting too far left.. main problem is myself.. cos i always turn and look behind at different angles... so my turning point never the same.. super irritating.. haizZ... gotta buck up... dun wanna fail again...

went for vball for a while... no energy at all.. play a bit den weanna die liaozZ.. sianzZ... doesnt seem like anything goes well for me today...

got a little gossip, one of my mei seems to be getting involved with someone.. but still dunno yet.. shall wait and see... but i believe my mei will tell me if anything happens rite?? heheee...

starting my 2nd week at work... work seems to be piling up already.. like got a lot of worksheets to create.. although quite idiot proof.. but very tedious... although ppl there quite nice... but went they start dwelling into work... all like super serious... kindda sianzZ den...

finally back to driving.. guess i still got a bit of touch.. haven lost everything.. cleared the circuit quite smoothly... now more daring on the road liaozZ... going faster den before... just hope to maintain till i pass.... arrrghhh

still no one order flowers from me leh.. how???

today was supposed to be abusy day... supposed to work at the tuition centre this morning... mum drove me there.. only to realise there wasnt anyone there.. called my boss, all he said was i could go home... haizZ no money to earn... supposed to give tuition in the afternoon but i was just too tired to postpone to other day... so again no money to earn... den finally, in the evening, met yanli to go watch the tiger cup...

haven been at the national stadium for a long long time... the last time i was there was for SAF day... boring evening... somemore super heavy rain.. everyone was soaked.. but still gotta be there.. okay back to tiger cup.. the atmosphere at the stadium was fantastic... really felt the atmosphere... the boos and the cheers.. the endless kallang roars and waves... a pity this is the last major activity for this historical stadium... too bad i've never had the chance to experience national day there... must be overwhelming...

the soccer game itself was rather boring... i have one conclusion to make... singapore plays boring football... singaporeans are lazy.. they do not run and support their front men.. and defenders like to watch and stare.. all they do is pump the ball up front and hope for a lucky bounce... suxX.. but sometimes pretty football doesnt win matches.. but i gotta praise the foreign imports.. they seem to be the only ones working hard for singapore... thanks....

played vball the whole day today... felt like shit... played like it as well... yah... that basically sums up the day.. lousy day... anyway.. the pic below is the flowers i'm selling... remember to help me promote...

super slack day today again.. why?? cos boss whole day not around... but got things to do... took a short naps here and there... had difficulty keeping my eyes open... think i'll be staying in this job for now... ppl there quite nice... yah so..

went back tj to meet the gals for dinner... den remember PS jio to go to this cafe at YMCA... quite a nice place... quiet spot in the bustling city... drinks are damn cheap and nice too...

next week will be driving test liaOz... hope i can revise and recap and pass.. really dun wanna fail again... wish me luck...

tml finally gonna play vball.. din play for one whole week.. hands itchy liaozZ...

sunday gonna watch tiger cup...

super slack day at work... boss not around the whole morning so slack... until he came in in the afternoon... yah but still a very tiring day... went

super slack day at work... boss not around the whole morning so slack... until he came in in the afternoon... yah but still a very tiring day... went to find lisi for lunch.. den her whole class turned up at the hawker centre.. but kindda expected it... crazy class mahzZ.. tired tired...

So anyone decided to buy flowers from me already??? tml i'll post a pic of e flowers i'm selling....

2nd day of work.. it aint that bad today.. yesterday only got 2 colleague around.. today got the 3rd one.. the noisy one.. suddenly more lively.. haha.. maybe can stay a little longer there.. anyway.. still too soon to decide.. wait till end of the week den say.. yah.. $5/h is still low to me thou... but longer hrs can make up for that.. but long hrs means tired tired... more sleep for me then... but that means less games.. less internet.. but that's life isnt it?? hahaa.. suxX... home tuition still earns more... but at least i'm occupied...

Matt's leaving for StaTes Tml... take care bro... have fun and remember to use protection!! yah... sad to see u gone.. but well.. if u gotta leave.. u gotta leave... once again take care...

oh yah... i'll be selling flowers for valentines.. interested parties please call me or email me for more information.. it's much cheaper den getting them outside..

job's fine.. ppl's fine.. but i dun think i'll stya there for long... maybe till the end of the month.. try to get some money out of it...

fever's gone.. i guess.. still feel a little dizzy if i shake my head hard... hahaa...

gonna start my work tml @ harriet tuition centre, which is just above long john's.. i'm gonna do admin there... so jass.. so sorry.. no job for u.. oppzZ.. anyway.. the pay suxX lar... $5/hr only.. working from 9 to 5 lor.. dum lar... but better den doing nothing also... main reason i took up this job is that the boss seems flexible with me taking time off here and there... and since he says his method of teaching there is so good, maybe can pick up a tip or 2 fm there and improve my own tutoring skills... anyone wanna look me up for lunch?? dun k.. i'm skipping lunch.. hahaa... dinner can... but not wednesday & friday.. gotta rush off for tuition...

still feverish... i'm all wrapped up and going to sleep now... sweat it all out under the blanket.. sick suxX...

i've got fever... i'm hot.. i'm not really getting better... suxX...

just got home fomr a cchs gathering... kindda like farewell dinner for matt lar... at marche... ate quite a lot.. everything share lor... had quite a bit of fun... huilian was there.. she was as noisy as ever... quite fun to be around her... wonder why she still doesnt have a boyfriend.. must be her temper & her fingernails... "ouch" hahaa...

after dinner, we went katong for bowling.. 3 games... i think i was playing quite well... quite a few spares & strikes... very few open frames... quite shuang lor.. think i finally found my touch.. feels good.. anyone game for bowling?? hehee...

den we went to eat again... supper... same place as yesterday.. so yah.. more you tiao & tau huay zui for me.. hahaa tired....

oh yah.. din go for interview this morning... overslept again... gave some dum excuse lar... got the interview on monday 2pm instead... better not be late on monday.. hahaa...

volleyball today wasnt all that fun... esp when that stupid irritating hay goes crazy... keeps trying to make fun of me... i was on the verge of giving him a dressing down infront of everyone... aarrgghhh.. my limits are not far away...

back from supper... full... ate tau huay... you tiao... xiaolongbao... tau huay zui... ahhaa.. full.. before that with PS & jass & es already ate some snacks.. full full... tml going to give matt a farewell dinner... @ marche... pocket burnt...

tml 1130 got interview at a tuition centre above bedok long johns.... hope i get the job... solve my money problem for now... heheee...

back from tuition.. got $150 for last mth's lessons... hehee.. got money liaozZ... going for interview at tuition agency in bedok tml... dunno how it will go...

just found out.. PS, Jass & MY DEAR SIS(esther) went for dinner without me... sobzZ... somemore is Hay tell me one... sobzZ sobzZ.... maybe me going supper with hay & lisi...

this is wanyang's last nite.. DUNNO whether he read see this or not..

ENJOY UR DAYS IN THE ARMY, IT"S FULL OF FUN U NEVER IMAGINE... JUST IMAGINE FIRING A RIFLE & THROW GRANADE... ALL FOR FREE!! BEST PART.. U GET PAID!!

today up till now is also a nothing day... except i managed to agree on $400/mth for tuition with my cousin... 3 hrs per lesson abt 8 lessons per mth... he very stingy one... my rate is $20 per hr.. and i teaching 2 subj, sec somemore... so shld be $480 one... for 8 lessons one,,, cut to $400 liaozZ.. and i just realise he is going to pay me by month... so if got more den 8 lessons that month is he gonna pay me xtra?? i doubt so.. stingy fella...

okie.. gotta say something about my old desktop... did a little rejuvenation for it few days back.. now it has a 17in flat panel monitor... wireless network... wireless keyboard & mouse.. quite cool rite?? hahaa.. the keyboard and mouse very mini... hahaaa..

okie lar.. gotta go for tuition liaozZ...

boring day today.. suppose to go play vball.. go for some physical... but in the end i never go.. why?? personal problems... no one to blame.. no one at fault other den myself... haizZ.. very hard to explain.. even if u ask me i can only say i dunno.. suxxX.. i sux....

today's a boring day again... taught tuition for 3hrs plus.. pek chek still but not too bad... teach her science easier den teaching her maths... started teaching her some new stuff on sec 2 maths... also told her abt the fee... hope i'll be getting wat i asked for... hahaa...

tml go tj for physical... see can keep up with the gals or not.. haha...

--=soon to be super shagged.....=--

today is practically the most mentally exhausting day i have ever been thru... woke up really early in the morning.. for wat?? to go down to HDB hub for sale of my old flat... den go lawyer's office to settle some documents... den accompany wanyang & marcus to army market to do some pre-enlistment shopping.. i persuaded them out of most stuff.. cos no point.. they are given free by the army... after that we went katong for bowling.. mentally very shagged.. very hard to focus...

took cab to tj.. dun wanna take bus.. cos i tot late liaozZ... but when reach there.. the kids are still mass dancing... learning stage only somemore... yah.. luckily met lisi @ bus stop so chat with her lor... den saw fung bring the vball guys off for a run.. hahaaa.. not my cup of tea... i'll just stay for the chat... hahaa... more fun talking to lisi.. i'm mentally not prepared o run also... hate to run.. hay joined us soon after...

vball training was somple... but i jus felt super tired... sweating like siao... which means i was really exhausted liaozZ... no strength to jump... very tedious to aim properly to spike.. yah super tired.. after dinner i basically started to fall asleep at the table... tired....

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boring day... spent the whole day at home... was suppose to go out look for job one.. but... someone flew my aeroplane.. so i stayed at home... haizZ.. flipped thru the papers.. actually i quite lost.. dunno where to start... admin clerk, promoter, call centre, waiter?? dunno wat to do also... also dunno if call them wat to say... does anyone out there have anything to recommend?? i'm bored... tuition would be nice...

the rest of the vball ppl went to watch "meet the fockers" i was fockerised already.. so no need to refockerise.. yah lame rite?? hahaa... so stay at home and explore my comp.. hahaa... got 2 comp working now.. 1 play game.. 1 surf... quite shuang... wanted to meet them after the show.. but seems like no one interested in any activities.. so nvm... guess they have all gone home to mug...

tml morning gotta go HDB with mum.. regards to selling of old house... troublesome... duhzZ...

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2nd day of 2005.. and wat hve i done?? nothing much actually... i played bball in the morning... kena trashed almost every game... too short... no rebounds=>no game.. kindda suxX.. the heavy rain wasnt helping either.. at least we were playing under cover... met lisi for lunch... not much laughter from her... she's having a little problems herself.. but the good thing is she's the kind who would pour her heart out to frens willingly.. think she felt better after talking to me?? hehee.. i hope lar.. hahaa...

spent the rest of the day sleeping... now watching news... it really hasnt been a wonderful start to the new year.. thanks to the earthquake & tsunami... just look at the lives that were lost... that's just part of the picture... just imagine u were a fishermen who went out to sea for fishing come back home find everything gone!! house, wife, children all gone... that devastation... guess this is when ppl will need their god most... as a free thinker... i have no god to turn to.. but i believe in the ability of oneself to make the difference... ppl's will to survive will thrive and things would recover soon..

PPL OUT THERE!! BE STRONG!! & HANG ON!!

Oh yah.. Singapore got into the finals of the Tiger Cup.. BUT.. i'm too optimistic after wat i have seen in the semis.. looks like shit.. hahaa... let's play vball...

had an interesting new yr's eve actually... went to marina for dinner.. with yanli, hay, wanyang, rachel, clarise and to my surprise.. alison too... steamboat & bbq... food aint too fantastic.. but still acceptable lar.. $12/pax actually wanted to choose another restaurant one with more food variety... but that one we finally went looks a little more hygenic.. dear's idea.. hahaa.. hay was super late... expected though... when we were halfway into our food.. he was still at home.. rubbish rite??

we met up with ZZ at somerset mrt after dinner.. she brought a little gal along.. baoyi, age 4, really shy... best of all ZZ really looked like a young mother bringing her kid out.. and hay seemed like the father... hahaa.. happy family.. plan was actually to go find tickets for movie.. but my bet was tickets would unavailable... and i was rite!! i was glad to see ZZ... but she couldnt stay late.. so she was like with us for almost an hr.. den had to leave liaozZ... oh yah... the kid seems to like dear... she only allowed her to carry her and bring her around other den ZZ... hahaa..

after ZZ & kid left.. we walked to plaza sing to look for tics again.. still not avail.. i already said gotta book tic liaozZ... no one believe... no one wanna plan for program also... haizZ.. am i to blame for not taking initiative??

finally, finally.. all came to my place for wine & tv... watched some old stephen chow show.. laff laff laff... den alison found an edison film and she was stucked... she was real cute... ice wine was really nice... no wonder it's called dessert wine... it's really sweet... best after meals... den we also had red wine... red wine aint really that nice... i heated up some satay for them too... that was surprisingly well received.. hehee... now that u ppl have already eaten them.. it's leftover from xmas!!! hehee.. oh yah... rachel had her share of merci chocs too... think she liked it...

clarise was the first to knock out... most were KO'd halfway thru the edison show... only alison was going strong... her prince charming wat... haha... finally all KO'd except wanyang.. heard he drank wine and read storybook thru'out the nite... impressive... anyway.. he seldom has the chance to stay out...

most of us woke up only around 9plus... den we went for dimsum breakfast... den the gathering finally ended... kindda sad that lisi could not come... her laughter will definitely do good.. hehee...

okie den...

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!! MAY ALL WISHES COME TRUE...