quiz is over and i'm at suntec now.. just now went to eat lunch with dear at shaw towers... at this vegetarian restaurant... the baked rice quite nice... it's all vege... but cant tell one.. haha...

now at suntec mac waiting for dear.. she's gone shopping.. i dun wanna shop... so wait for her here... she say 1 hr will come find me... times up and shes not here yet... women never keep time when they are shopping... sianzZ...

the quiz.. it was not too difficult... i think i knew how to do... although i scribbled alot and cancelled alot too.. so my paper was practically in a mess... luckily they dun mark for tidiness... mine was like shit lar... not too sure if my ans were rite... but i believe wun get zero... not asking for much...

i have a statics and mechanics quiz in 10 hrs time... zZzzZZz.... it has been a relaxing week...

i'm sunburnt again... yesterday play bball and for too long again.. so i'm red again.. and i sprained my ankle... but somehow i play better after getting the sprain.. but now i'm paying the price... cos it hurts now!!! argghh.. cannot go vball training liaozZ...

i feel much better now... mentally... somehow... i've done everything i need to do for today liaozZ.. which is very very rare... it's hasnt happen for yrs.. hahaa... so i'm feeling great.. and dun feel lousy like shit anymore... hahaa... amazing how a change in mindset can happen so spontaneously?? and wat it can do for you?? suddenly tutorials dun look as tough... and brain seem to be working a bit more.. hahaa... just only realised today that this saturday have statics and mechanics quiz.. totally forgot abt it until lecture today... heng i go lecture if not i sure forget.. hahaa...

this section goes out to all the hermit crabbies ard>>
if u dun wanna play with ur crab anymore.. pls give them to me before they die... i wanna have more in my tank... i think my 2 are bored.. hahaa... all they do is climb to the top of a "tree" den fall back down again... hahaa.. so yah.. gimme your crabbies!! hahaa

I've decided, I've choosen my path for the next 6 mths... I choose to stay in sheares for next sem too.. but i have to do the following things which i have not done this sem...

Things to be done...

NEW HAIRCUT, SHORT SHORT HAIR
STUDY!! STUDY ALOT...
PLAY VBALL..
GO JOGGING...
MIX ARD MORE IN HALL...

wish me luck... hehee

it's been sometime since i blog... many a times i wanted to leave something on my blog.. but i've been turning away everytime i come to the new-post webpage... why?? maybe cos i'm feeling guilty that i shld be studying instead of blogging.. dunno leh... whenever i think of that everything which was initially suppose to go onto my blog just disappeared... sianzZ...

life has been boring lately... not the type of lifestyle i want... but.... guess u know wat i wanna say... too lazy... uuurrggghhh...

biggest question in my head now...

SHLD I STAY IN SHEARES FOR ANOTHER SEM OR NOT???

no :
save money
waste money on the meal plans which i seldom eat
dun really interact
not involved in hall activities

yes :
nearer to school
got bed to sleep
got supper
wanna try to make frens

hiyoh... how leh?? stay or dun stay??? gotta make up my mind before 28th oct... aarrgghhh... how?? exams coming soon... duhzZ.....

had my first supper at sheares tonite... the chicken naan is really nice... not exagerating... it's really nice.. i bought 2 chicken naan and 1 cheese fries.. $5++ not too ex lar.. since can really fill my stomach.. hehee... din eat dinner... and vball training only ended almost 11pm... yah... lucky got supper.. hehe..

nothing will be said about school work... cos... it's boring and unentertaining.. and i've not been doing much hw... tml gotta do physics tut... haven done.... hmmm... later going home... to watch tv awhile den come back schoool... hohoohooo...

a weekend has passed... i'm glad to say at least some work had been done.. although not substantial but at least some... i'm back in my room... no more lessons for the rest of the day... only left with IVP training in the evening... now... i have 2 things to do...

1. do my physics online tut
2. sleep

i guess i'll sleep first... i'm tired.... zZzZZzzz...

one of my Hermit Crab just shed it's shell...

i tot it died... but i saw something in the shell...

it's still alive... but i tot it's supposed to grow bigger after shedding the shell.. but it looks smaller den original now... hehee... anyway... my crabs are still alive...

finally completed my part for CTW, but i'm still up providing watever i could offer to my grpmate... yah... cos i kindda guilty for not writing much for my part... haha.. i really din know wat to write... my mind just din churn up any ideas for me.. so too bad... i could only give him my 5cents worth... and some scattered pts here and there.. and let him do the patching up and beautification.. haha..

today's kunqi's bday.. one of my old old fren... used to take to her on the phone long long ago.. i think it was back in my secondary school days... she's a fellow hainanese with the same surname.. she li kunqi & i'm li kelun... so yah.. felt extra qin qie.. haha.. used to speak to her in hainanese... come to think of it... think she one of the last person whom i had spent hrs talking on the phone with... yah.. happy memories...

back home again... i'm really wasting money with the hall's catering.. 2 meals a day... 12 meals a week... and i'm missing like all of them.. haha... either never eat or eating outside... super waste money...

just came back from vball training... super tiring... feel very weak... feel heavy and slow... quite sucky... dun think i'm progressing much... like stagnate for so many years liaozZ...

if people ask me wat i wanted to do with my life, a few years back i would say i dunno.. now... i still dunno... but the difference is that now, i'm afraid... i'm afraid for not knowing wat i wanna do in the future... but i'm even more afraid that i may never know wat i wanna do... some time back, i tot that i'll belong to the airforce... but no.. i tried the possibility of becoming a teacher... but it din work out either... now i'm in NUS studying engineering, is this wat i wanna do?? i dunno... i have a partial volleyball coaching cert... will i go into coaching in the future?? i dun have the answer to that too...

when?? when will i find the answer to my question??

---= ThE gReAtEsT PuRpOsE oF LiFe Is To FiNd ThE PuRPoSe Of OuR LiFe=---

5 days since my last entry... although work doen has not been substantial.. but i'm glad to say work is in progress... yanli accompanied me as i studied yesterday... it just feel so much better to be studying with her by my side... although she could help in my studying, but her presense just made it so much easier to study... yah... thank you dear...

many days since i blog.. dun feel like accounting for the days that i missed blogging... but it's quite simple... eat sleep play game... never study... die die die... the prefect brew for downfall in UNI... aarrgghhh... in just 5 weeks time... i'll be facing my 1st exam in NUS... and now... i'm still lost in the lectures... lost in the tutorials... wat the hell?? and the only thing which i think i'm doing okay is CTW... which is like ridiculous... maybe cos there's no mid-term test for CTW.. so i still have screw it up... hahaa... like is a joke... life is a chore... i think i suit better living in the woods.... sleep whole day... hungry den go hunt for food... hahaa.... aaaarrrggghhh....

my right shoulder is painful again... after so many yrs... it's back again... aarrgghhh pain pain pain... fat fat fat... dum dum dum... stupid stupid stupid... lazy lazy lazy... eat eat eat... sleep sleep sleep... aarrgghhh..