just came back from vball training... super tiring... feel very weak... feel heavy and slow... quite sucky... dun think i'm progressing much... like stagnate for so many years liaozZ...

if people ask me wat i wanted to do with my life, a few years back i would say i dunno.. now... i still dunno... but the difference is that now, i'm afraid... i'm afraid for not knowing wat i wanna do in the future... but i'm even more afraid that i may never know wat i wanna do... some time back, i tot that i'll belong to the airforce... but no.. i tried the possibility of becoming a teacher... but it din work out either... now i'm in NUS studying engineering, is this wat i wanna do?? i dunno... i have a partial volleyball coaching cert... will i go into coaching in the future?? i dun have the answer to that too...

when?? when will i find the answer to my question??

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