finally finished writing my essay liaozZ... although i still think it doesnt really sound right.. but that's all i have for now.. at least today seems more productive den yesterday... yah... managed to complete it lor...

din do much today... when tuition... came home den dear came to find me for dinner... came home after dinner trying to do my Essay... why is writing an essay so difficult?? guess it's so when u are brain dead... could only squeeze out 2 short paras... and they really DUN sound right... shit manzZ.. going to sleep soon... continue tml... please wish me luck... gotta get more ideas tml... jiayou!!!!

just got up not long ago.. haha.. i fell asleep when i got home... i was folding my clothes den BOOM.. i was sleeping... but i din sleep for long lar... a while only.. but i feel much less tired now.. good short rest.. hhaa...

not too fruitful today... cos i was suppose to to my USP essay but i din do... suppose to help dear edit photos... but din do... lying on my bed most of the time... until hay called and ask me to go eat... den i got out of my bed.. haha.. wat a sloth!!! hahaa... ate at bedok mac... and i applied for the EZlink Member thingy.. just for fun lar... dun think i'll be visiting that often anyway.. haha...

went back tj for vball.. today play until super tired... i gotta squeeze my tshirt 4 times today.. usually only twice... so yah.. think i had a good workout?? hahaa... so i kindda ate more for dinner... ate fishball noodles... very long lever eat liaozZ.. the fishball is still nice... it's hard to fine food that doesnt drop much in standard... this fishball noodles really did well to maintain it's standard... so many yrs liaozZ... change so many cook.. still good... impressed... yah.. i also ate cheng teng.. den bought fruits to eat somemore... full full full..

okie, i better start writing my USP essay.. or else i wun meet the 1st Apr deadline... AArrGGgggHHH...

finally i got an idea for my USP essay... it's gonna be something on right and wrong... yah... think i'll have fun writing on that... will do the writing tml.. i wun be going back to that tuition centre to work liaozZ.. friday i'll be going back to find him for the last time.. to get my cheque and return him his keys... den i'm out of there!!!!! yeah!!!!

boring sunday... dinner in kushinbo... hoping it to be good.. but so disappointed... the place has deteriorated beyong recognition... suckzZ liaozZ.... haizZ...

first thing i did today was to take a cab down to Katong mall to buy choco cake from awfully chocolate for lihui.. it's her bday... so yah... i went to buy lor... half kg cake shared by almost 20 of us... hahaa... the cake was really nice... very chocolaty and not too sweet.. think i can finish the whole cake myself.. hahaa.. seems like lihui has quite a fruitful bday.. lotsa presents from the kids... yupzZ.. everyone likes her... hahaa... how not to rite??

vball today was okay... but i'm facing a problem... will we be getting enough players for our tj alumni team... i see those in UNI not coming down... yet ppl like qingwen and zhiwei can still make it down... this shows a lot for commitment... missing once or twice is okay.. i understand they all have their own things to settle... but how long do they need?? basically i can say they dun show their face after their inter hall games... this sucks...

just now dragged dear to go watch "the eye 10" not really that scary lar... lame at many parts but most of the time really quite silly... ppl are laughing thru'out the show... hahaa... surprising rite....

just wanna add a few more words...

eunice : good luck to u.. :)
esther : u still got things to tell me?
wanyang : jing cha shu shu.. hahaa..
lihui : happy happy bday!!

okie can go sleep liaozZ..

okie.. so lihui's not in today's outing.. oppzZ.. hehee.. not exactly a wonderful day for me also... early in the morning went marina square for bowling with my cchs kakis... really cheap... $1 per game... cos just reopen so got offer.. we were there before it open.. so confirm got lane.. took 1st 2 lanes... my scores are seriously off the charts today... way way below the charts... well.. yah.. so rather lousy day for me at the lanes... but it was rather eventful... alot of weird things happen...

TOP 5 LIST

5. one fren bowled really hard again, 1 pin slided outside the range of the barrier so it was still lying in the middle of the lane after the rack came down for the cleanup. btw he missed that pin on his second try as well.

4. another fren bowled right after trying to hit and clear that pin in the middle of the lane... but he also missed... but he still managed a STRIKE!!

3. another fren, he recently became rather "gan jiong"... he got ready as the rack came down after the 1st throw... he released his powerful shot too early and it rebounded off the barrier...

2. same fren as no.3 bowled really hard.. hit the pins.. when the rack was suppose to come down to collect the pins, someting else fell down.. the lamp bracket for the lights also came crashing down...

1. we were at lane one, same fren as no.4 swung the ball really hard.. ball flew in the air landed outside the lane and bounced towards the wall. leave a dent and a white patch on the wall (they just refurnished the place)

left the bowling centre to go meet PS weijie jass and esther for lunch... wasnt really wat i had in mind also... to say the truth i think i shld not have gone for the lunch... think i felt rather left out... dun think they did it on purpose lar.. but even i find myself rather extra... tried to make myself scarce...

after lunch we walked around aimlessly for awhile before deciding to come my house for awhile... before that we stopped by orchard cos jass wanted to buy something from isetan... paulene's working there as well... esther & jass went to buy their stuff and when they got back.. they said they saw xiujuan too.. she just got even thinner... OMG!! hahaa..

at my house was rather boring lar... i manage to find a rather entertaining show for them to watch.. while i just fell asleep on the chair... duhzZ.. wat a day... sianzZ rite??

guess this entry will be for eunice... since i cant leave a msg in ur blog... i hope u'll be able to see this... i was hoping u could stay in tj too... after all these months, i guess u all have bonded really well... it's really hard for u to leave i guess... well... dun give up just yet... go to the principal... write in to her directly... get recommendations from ur CT dun think fung is useful anymore... write about urself.. try to sell urself... get ur CT to write a short para and sign off... rules may be rules but they can always make allowances for those who are REALLY keen... so yah.. dun give up just yet k... try ur best to impress the principal with everything u've got... things may just work out... whether u heed my advice, that's ur wish.. but no matter where u end up... u'll always be part of our team.. i'm sure the rest feel the same.... jiayou... just is case she doesnt see this... ppl pls let her know k... :)

yeap inertia still working very hard on me today.. still din go work... haha... starting to get worried if i could even get my pay... well... not going to worry about that yet... spend the whole day at home... not very constructive.. tot of running on my threadmill... but that's as far as i got.. just thinking... just now went out with mum and sis... watched miss congeniality 2... not a bad show... i was expecting a lousy sequel.. but i was wrong... it was not bad.. hahaa.. good laughs along the way...

tml shld be a better day.. going bowling in the morning... den afternoon meeting with esther & PS & weijie & jass and lihui i think... yah.. think tml will be more fun...

really wanted to go to work today.. was already changed in the morning... but i just fell asleep on my bed again... well.. guess i just cant bring myself to go back to that place again... so i guess i'll just to try again tml.. i need to go back to get my pay for last month.. i'll make sure he gives it to me... i dun really care about this month.. but last month's pay a must.. last month got more money.. hahaa..

so i'm sure about it now.. i'll be going thru courses to become a qualified coach... yeap... step 1: NCAP tech lvl 1 @ VAS... step 2: NCAP theory lvl 1 @ ssc... step 3: first aid cse @ ssc... yah.. that's the very basic... there will be more.. but that will be in the future... currently i dunno whether i want to go into coaching as a career.. i'm doing this for interest now... we shall see again in the future...

in the not so distant future i have only job in mind... i wanna be in the food industry.. yet i dun wanna waste wat i would learn in my engineering subjects... so maybe i'll be going into foodstuff manufacturing... or processing... the machinery/equipment... yah.. something liddat... maybe i'll come up with some patented method or machine.. den set up my own company.. hahaa... yah.. that's my direction...

saying so much most of it is just thinking... i think a lot.. but more often den not.. i'm too lazy to do it... well... this comes to the topic of being lazy... can anyone be just plain lazy... my ans is NO... there's nothing plain about being lazy... it's a horrifying incurable disease... lazy to exercise, obesity arrives... lazy to work, poverty drops by... lazy to maintain a relationship?? why dun just be alone?? that's an excuse for those who cant find a partner.. hahaa.. well.. it's really bad being lazy.. but i just cant help it... can someone just motivate me out of it?? laziness is just like inertia... once i stop.. i dun wanna start.. once i start... i dun feel like stopping... and if u ask me to stop.. forget about asking me to restart... yah... that's lazines... suxX!!!!

day 3 of my "chao dar" back.... went tj to play ball today... pain was still there... but still bearable.... yah... but downside.. kindda played like shit today... yah... cos of my "chao dar" back... so cant really straighten my arms... den kindda awkward... den like shit lar... timing also like totally off... den like no strength liddat... den now somemore like strained my right shoulder... pain pain... came home to find dear for dinner.... we went to geylang serai to eat... eat till very full and very shuang... hahaa.. after den we had a long long walk... all the way to kembagan MRT... long cos we walk almost an hour... slowly walk and talk lor... yah.. quite nice lor... very long never liddat liaozZ... took bus from kembagan onwards though.. hehee.. tired liaozZ.... zZzz....

today's the aftermath of yesterday... hahaa... cos i stayed at home the whole day... trying to cool myself off.. i'm HOT HOT HOT!! can practically cook an egg with the scorching skin of mine... aarrggghhh!! lesson learnt... never go bare back without sunblock/suntan lotion... now i learn it the hard way... guess this is also good proof that singapore is really getting hotter and hotter... wonder how are we gonna survive a century down the road... it's about time for the scenes in "day after tml" to happen... scary at first but i guess it's actually not a bad thing rite?? cool down the earth a bit... PHEW!! now i'm just blabbering away.. i need to think of an essay for the USP... arrgghhh... "write about an idea that fascinates you or how it has challenged your thinking" wtf!! even the title seems alien to me.. tsk tsk tsk.. how how how?? suggestions anyone???

haven blogged for a few days.. been hiding at home for a while... turtled-myself... hahaa... yah... yesterday i has having a bad stomachache... whole day i was on my bed... pain pain pain.... that's yesterday.. now better liaozZ... this morning went to play basketball at bedok... now super "chao dar"... whole body's burning now... arrgghhh!!!!! shld have put some protection... aarrrgghhh....

was in tjc the whole day yesterday... there in the morning... there in the afternoon.. there at night... and past midnite.. morning i was there for guys training.. den afternoon gals training... suppose to go to work after that.. but heck lar.. too tired to work... so went dinner with them instead... ate the super cheap $1 chicken rice opp tj.. quality suxX lar... but think the price is still quite attractive lor.. yah... that's my dinner... went home soon after to get car... den drove to tj.. original plan was to go supper with the small ones... but hay was like super late... den we decided to "ta pao"... so i drove with wanyang to buy supper back.... after the food was talk cock session... den finally left me and hay to watch our OLD videos.... memories are sweet but wat's over is gone... so sad...

today i din go work again.. stay at home whole day... sleep thru the day until dinner time... den went dinner with mum and coffeeshop nearby... went KTV and chinatown with dear, puey,zip & dx... sang alot of songs... quite long never go ktv liaozZ.. so quite shuang... but nose kindda block so cant sing properly, quite disappointed abt that... sobzZ... but still fun lar... got a lot of new songs...

never blog for 2 days liaOZz.... tired the past few days.. doing wat?? i also dunno... just very tired lor.. sunday din do much.. slept practically the whole day.. den yesterday... go play vball... went back to the tuition centre in the afternoon... looked up the 2 gals for lunch... told boss i quitting.. officially end of this month... but unofficially... i also bo chup... hahaa...

went back tj to play vball today also... sweat alot... feels good... hahaa.. recently i keep getting the ball in my face... last saturday ball rebounded off qingwen den end up on my face... today also kena a few times... sianzZ.. today blocked a few shots.. shuang.. hahaa.. seldom get to do that... hahaa...

went tuition today. gotta go to her house in serangoon.. far far and inaccessible.. irritating.. pekcek... shalt not say more... PEKCEK!!

i received my SAF100 liaozZ... next reservist callup will be May 17 to May 28... lucky i'm in airforce.. hahaa.. cos that just means 2 weeks of boring work.. haha.. take it as going back for visit... yah.. but i think i gotta pass my ippt when i go back.. if not gotta do RT... sobzZ....

i only have one word for NUS open house... boring... super crowded.. lucky i was there early... went with weijing, kelly & wanyang... we were all interested in different stuff in NUS.. so kindda walked our own ways there... but it wasnt really that interesting lor... i found wat i was looking for... my main aim was just to listen to some talks... primarily the engine fac one and the USP one... guess i'll just stick to engine for the time being... i'm really interested to join the USP though.. think it's quite interesting.. i wanna do well in Uni.. and be recognised... dun wanna be just quiet unknown me anymore...

went back tj for vball after the open house... only me, hay and qingwen there... quite sianzZ.. but that's also when i really get to play... so yah.. no complains from me... next week's the start of the week-long hols... and also vball camp again... dunno when i can make it back to play also....

today's mum's bday... so went out for dinner with her... when to marriot hotel.. buffet dinner... it's thailand themed this time... food wasnt fantastic... think the dessert more interesting... lot's of durian stuff.. surprise to see many angmohs there too... guess durians getting pop with angmohs too.. haha..

just now just drove to wenyi's place to pass her the present i got for her 21st bday... it's basically a crystal ornament lar... think she'll like it... hehee... not as expensive as mum's present.. but hope she likes it when she sees it...

went back tj to play vball.. and i still din go back to work.. hahaa... seriously dunno how to face my boss liaozZ.. hahaa.. but still i'm quitting.. next week gotta go back at least on monday... cos next week is pay week... but i dun care lar...i get my last month's pay den sua liaozZ... this month i also din go to work much, like 2 days only.. give him free lar...

tml going to NUS open house...

went to buy wenyi's and mummy's bday present with dear... got them all liaozZ... mum's present was super EX... spent $250 on it... just hopes she'll like it... she has a particular liking for Swarovski Crystals... but i can find any that i like... nor any that she doesnt have... so we ended up buying crystal from precious thots... not cheap also... but i think the craftsmanship looks much better than the Swarovski ones.... yah... that's today... tml going to work... finally... gotta tell the man i'm quitting....

din go to work today again... decided liaozZ.. made up mind liaozZ.. think i'm going to quit the tuition centre job very soon... yah... sick of office jobs liaozZ... yah... interested in more hands on stuff.... cafe jobs anyone??? anybody got anything for me???

had quite a fun day today... went to work initially... but reached there... no one had the mood to work... so we talked lor... just waste time and waste time... yah... whole morning do nothing... den we went to rent vcd to watch... watched the Connie & Carla... funny funny... yah.. after show go for lunch.. outside Tj there... so me just brought my bag along... sick of the work anyway... brought some work home.. see if can do a bit or not.. den tml wun be so jialat....

stay in tj after lunch... played vball till 8pm.. very tired and my legs really very painful... my jumping really got problem liaozZ... depressing... shld i continue playing vball?? or maybe the question shld be.. can i still play or not... finding myself pretty useless... but if dun play.. i dun think i'll exercise also... so how??

dear came to find me at tj... happy to see her... went to coffeeshop opp tj for dinner.. had quite a nice dinner... not too ex lar.. exceptable... maybe shall go JB one of these days...

tml going down to stupid jobstreet to give them my timesheet... i realise i msg that jobstreet woman... not once she had replied... shall not waste money on her anymore... yah... next time i'll go direct to HQlink...

din blog yesterday.. cos i was just dead tired.. by the time i reached home.. i could only lie on the bed and be DEAD!! yah so the career fair is finally over... had quite an interesting experience... quite fun... saw lots of different kinds of ppl over the few days... but really stand until legs very pain.... too heavy liaozZ... legs now still aching like siao...

today din go work also.. cos i was just simply too tired.... rested the whole morning in fact the whole day lar.. now feeling much better liaozZ... had a very full dinner just now at 5* chicken... their charges going very high... not for the chicken but other dishes.. like anyhow charge one... next time i'll just stick to chicken.... e rest waste money...

after 3 days at suntec... i finally feel the pain.. my legs are really aching... it's really kindda sudden.. i was alrite thru-out the day till i finished job... but my knees and my calves suddenly have this acute pain the moment i stepped out of the exhibition hall... just now reach home immediately do stretching... now feeling better... i din really do anything strenuos except standing most of the time... although i had a chair.. but it was too high.. so sometimes i'd rather stand..

today doesnt seem as interesting as yesterday... the kind of pple are getting repetitive.. and time seems to be crawling as well... i was also real tired when i woke up this morning also... super xinku... usually i dun eat breakfast one, today went to eat hoping it would keep me awake... it kindda did lar... but din last too long... after awhile i was yawning again...

at the exhibition i drank a lot of water to try to keep myself awake... resulting my heavy bladder... haha... gotta go toilet so many times... i also tried to be more talkative... the more i talked the more awake i got... and yah.. that's practically how i got thru my day.. talk and talk and talk... saw some of eileen & lisi's classmates today.. they gave me the funny look.. si ginas.. haha.. also saw my airforce fren... saw xiaowen... saw nelson too... he kena scolded by me somemore... NUS eng yr1, come see wat career fair.. hahaa...

after work ate dinner with mum, keli & dear... went to outback steakhouse... the steak was not bad... basically the food was not bad... there's this interesting chicken dish.. "alice spring chicken" quite nice.. like the cheese and mushroomy taste... but the wait for the food was irritating.. the restaurant seems to be severely under-staffed... super slow... dear went to scold them a few times somemore... that's my dear... so.. no one try bullying her k.. sure kena jialat jialat from her one... except me.. haha..

2nd day at the career fair.. still find the job okay for now... hahaa.. but i think i do feel a little less interested as yesterday.. cos i find that i was talking lesser... less interactive... less proactive... yah... that's my attitude... but i am talking more to colleagues and other booth pple.. just crapping lar... dunno their names also.. haha... jus crap together.. crapping knows no boundaries...

fun part today is the kinds of people... there are nerds, idiots, babes, more nerds, uneducated aunties and uncles, uni grads, china nerds, suntec security guard looking for another job in their uniform, caucasians, indian nerds, physically disabled, mentally impaired, skimply-dressed babes, european nerds, rude students, very-skimpily-dress babes (a.k.a. bra-less, damn obvious), very rude students, kiasu singaporeans who take pamphlets just because someone else take, thrifty singaporeans who actually return pamphlets after reading thru them, kiasu students who would say " free ar?? TAKE!!", aunty who took english newspaper supplements even though they dun know english, aunty who chatted with me for 20mins about her son's education and i tot she was mad, uncles who spoke to me in hokkien, a jap old man spoke to me in jap as if i understand and he wouldnt stop even though i gave him the "huhh??" look, some navy warrant officer asking me where is the navy booth (SAF are having their own career fair at Suntec Atrium, in fron of carrefour, and i'm not suppose to tell ppl this, cos this will turn my visitors away), the beer ger whom i worked with last week and finally esther, jass and jingting were there too... i really see all kinds of funny people.. hahaa... fun part...

went dinner with esther, jass, jingting and dear also came to find me for dinner.. we went cafe cartel... dear was there to get the places first... we ate lots of bread... i think might have 6 to 7 loaves of bread... yah.. i ate this fried chicken main course.. think that replaces the old breaded chicken item... but i think this new one looks like KFC.. more expensive though... and i think i scratched the inside of my mouth with the ultra crispy batter... yah.. think i'll stick to pasta in future..

finally can type an entry before midnite... 1st day at work at the career fair.. quite interesting.. think cos i got a nice supervisor.. quite pretty too... think she quite stylo... but think she's well over my age.. so dear, dun worry.. hahaa.. i manned the info-counter the whole day today.. 10 whole hours there is not an easy job.. but i think it's more interesting den working in office... at least u get to stand there talk to ppl... get to see pple's response... quite fun...

wat do i do exactly?? pple ask me questions, and i answer them... pple ask me directions, i have no worries on that.. i'm good with directions and i pretty much know the layout already.. pple ask me about wat courses and jobs are available... i'm still slow with that but i have a very useful directory with me and almost everyone have been patient with me today... phew...

i have to say i am not overly outgoing... i try to pro-actively ask pple if they need assistance.. but more often den not... i'll just keep quiet and wait for their queries... i'm happy and glad that i can actually answer and handle most of the queries today.. not much help needed from my sup.. and 80% of the time i'm there alone at the counter.. so i'm pretty much on my own already...

met quite a few pple at the fair today.. eve and bugs was there... so was carlin and her frens... i even saw my driver back in airforce... he was in a suit.. looks like big boss.. haha.. dun underestimate those drivers.. hahaa...

din go to work today.. slept thru the morning... raining.. nice weather to sleep... the good thing about this tuition centre job is that if i dun feel like going.. all i need to do is give some dum/lame excuse and i can stay at home and sleep... hahaa... but den again this may not be a good thing.. cos i lose $$$... told boss on monday that i wun be coming to work on thurs and fri liaozZ.. cos i'll be helping out at career fair... he din seems like he minded.. so.. bo chup him.. haha...

went to teach jiaqin earlier today since i din go work... teach early finish early so can go home rest early.. haha.. more sleep... teaching her really chore... always spend half the lesson scolding her.. also dunno if she gets wat i teach or not... now i truly understand wat is the hardest part in teaching.. it's making ur student WANT to understand... WANT to learn... super big challenge...

went down to TP to see the Tj gers play against TP.. think our gers are technically not bad... but somehow they lack the desire to win... perhaps it's still early in the year... we shall see how things develop as the competitions draw nearer..

went to watch Hitch with dear after vball... nice show... a show to watch in couples... full of laughter too... thanks to will smith and the fat guy... cant remember his name... yah.. it's a nice and relaxing show to watch... best after a tiring day...

so tml i'll be station at suntec city, hall 603.. so pple visiting the career fair.. please to drop by and say hi.. i predict i'll be rather bored.. esp weekdays... so yah.. come find me yah??

went to Career fair briefing in the morning... i'll be at the infomation counter thru out the 4 days.. so anyone wanna go visit the career fair?? admission is free.. i'll be at the info counter everyday.. can go find me k...

the back stabber at the tuition center is gone.. he has left for NIE... tsk tsk tsk... now boss will be around more often... not a good thing... cos that means more of his disruptive comments and useless ideas... like shit.. dun care... shall just take my own sweet time in doing things... i forsee his tuition centre to close in a few yrs time... brainless method of teaching... doesnt he know by now u cannot use 1 single method to teach everyone?? haizZ... stubborn... dun care.. also not my company...

went vball training after work.. not in the state to jump or spike... basically become serving machine again.... the group of guys really full of shit... their training is practically a sitcom... most of the guys shld be able to get into tj.. except for a few who gotta appeal... the gals impressive... all got in... super impressive... really a lot of people lor... hmmm... seems like there is hope for going to taiwan liaozZ...

work whole day today... after work still go teach tuition... teaching her really getting more and more tedious.. she really dun remember anything.. e more i teach... e more she forgets.. the mor ei have to revise... it's an incredible vicious cycle... horribly horrifying... aarrrggghhhzZ...

Os are out today.. still no news when As will be out... i received my matriculation letter from NUS liaozZ.. time to decide to join them or change course.. gotta decide fast... time is no longer on my side... time seems to be getting faster recently... getting more busy.. more work... more things at home... adult life suxX... earn more money...