boring day today.. nothing much to say.. spent most of the day at home... sleeping... haha... just now went to watch White Noise interesting show.. not very understnadable... but yah.. interesting lor...

tml O'lvl results release.. den soon will be A's liaozZ.. gdluck at all...

suppose to go play vball from morning onwards one.. but din wake up on time.. so din go... went to cut hair in the afternoon.. quite a lot of pple cut hair today.. back to my short hair liaozZ.. looks like army days.. the barber thinks i'm secondary school student... he wanted to collect student price from me.. haha... rush back to tjc after the haircut.. din want to miss the afternoon session of vball as well... not the best of games for me... net high.. cant spike... yah thats about it..

left tj early.. about 530pm left liaozZ... drove home to change den go redhill mrt.. that's where i'm suppose to meet the beer ger today.. it's the same one as yesterday... she's same age as me.. realised they are called beer ambassadors, pays not bad know??? 1 nite 4 hrs liddat $120 leh... good money... she's pretty experienced in the job.. see the way she promote beer really pro... most guys bought more bottles... impressive... had quite a fun experience today.. saw a lot of things.. hahaa... had a few drinks too.. gotta protect the ger from the drinks.. so yah.. that's part of the job too (unofficially).. yah.. finally had a taste of wat's the job like... haha.. too bad last day liaozZ... next week there will be more new experiences... career fair 2005...

seems like i really have quite abit of fun during this long break before uni.. think i really shld have everything recorded down somewhere.. so someday can publish on my webpage....

din go to work today again.. woke up late.. heck lar.. hahaa.. suppose to go give tuition also.. but also heck lar... hahaa... in the end only went back to tj to play vball... i think i played quite well lor... my spike touch not bad... but only for ger's net... cos i cant jump high enough to spike at the guys one... yah... that's the problem... other den that i think i'm doing okay...

suppose to go eunos at 630pm for the beer thingy again.. but also din go.. cos today's my sister's bday.. went Pariss at Marina to makan.. i think the buffet there really not bad.. just that we were there quite late... yah.. but still quite a lot of food lor... yah.. so i think the food not bad lar... although the variety is pretty amazing... but the quality still lacks the 5* hotel standard even though they charge like 5*... not a place for us to go with our own pockets... parents treat still okay.. hahaa..

yeah.. finally weekend is here again.. tml going to play vball practically the whole day... den maybe tml finally get a chance to go do the beer promoter thingy.. hahaa... still haven got a chance to see the promoters and beer gers in action... kindda curious.. hehee..

boring day at work.. expecting nags from boss tml.. cos i din do much today... yah... these few days lunch activity usually rent vcd back to watch... ya... so lunch become more interesting... getting more bored with the job... but not bad lar... getting sidelines here and there to make things more interesting... think during this short yr after ORD.. i gained quite a bit of working experience... perhaps i'll publish them in my webpage when i finally get one.. hahaa...

yesterday got a bomb from traffic police... got summon for speeding... caught on 14 feb morning... shld be when i'm driving jimmy and his gf and e flowers to NTU that time kena one... minus 6 points and fine $150... sianzZ...

today suppose to go help huiting bf, joe with his beer promoter stuff... easy job lar... but i din get to do it in the end... basically each team has a beer promoter... a beer ger... and me, the assistant... den my team the beer ger was late... cos of some admin screw up... den her attitude also quite jialat... so she quit last min.. den me can go home liaozZ lor.. hahaa... dunno will be paid or not lar.. but i think this is an interesting experience.. ya.. suppose to roam around with e other 2 at those coffee shops and beer selling places to promote beer.... i only help carry things.. no promoting... but in the end din go lar... luckily those gals i jio'ed last nite in the end din come.. cos this is really a guy's job... if they go really not safe... so yah lor.. home early... rot around... gotta recharge for tml... long day ahead.. in fact long weekend ahead...

din go to work today, cos too tired after last nite... but did quite a few things at home... firstly i received my password for PSC scholarships application.. so i went on to fill up the application... realised i got nothing much to impress them with... only aiming for a lowly teaching scholarship.. dunno if they'll even consider me or not... hehee... yah... need to write essay for part 2 of my application.. haven done that... dunno how to start also... gonna ask dear to help me in that...

as i was flipping thru my result slips... found my ord present... $80 takashimaya voucher.. hahaa.. shopping time!! hahaa..

den huiting also msg me about this asia breweries booth helper thingy.. $35 per day.. thurs day to sat... 630pm to around 11pm...not much info given initially.. except they need ppl.. so i go msg alot of ppl lor... den in the end tell me only need 3.. i also paiseh dunno who to reject... tsk tsk tsk... anyway tml.. i'll go work early.. leave early.. go tuition.. den go eunos at 630pm for this job... so tml gonna be a busy day...

yah so... time to go sleep... zZZzzZZZzzzzzzzz..........

just got home not long ago... very tired...

had a long day at work today... quite bored.. dear came find me for lunch.. watched vcd with val & joy at work during lunch hr.. haaa... wasnt really sure wat was going on in the show... cos i was doing my work... but i told them to save the file in my com... so next time i can watch.. hahaa.. so clever rite...

after work went back to tj to play vball... so long din go back liaozZ... think nowadays i only qualified to play with the gals team.. i'm too weak to play against the guys... no place for me... i wasnt really very good playing with the gals either... but at least the net shorter... haha... had quite a good time playing vball... dear came to find me at the court... she jogged from home...

we went to my house together.. get car.. den drive her to borders... den i went to meet carlin for dinner, although it's her supper.. hahaa... yah.. not bad lor.. had a very long chat with her.. din see her for quite some time... did some catching up.. yah.. great to have a friend like her even after so many yrs... yah.. we were never in the same school... yet we are still in touch... quite amazing yah?? hahaa...

yah.. after sending her home den i realised that dear was out of borders for a long time liaozZ.. felt really guilty that she was alone in orchard... she din wanna tell me cos she din wanna disturb my chat... yah... but that's kindda silly... it really made my heartache when i heard her voice when i called her... i immediately rushed down to fetch her...

SORRY DEAR!! I LOVE YOU.. I REALLY DIN KNOW BORDERS CLOSED EARLY.....

finally get my pay today... not much only $400 plus... quite a good day today... did a few worksheets... not many just a few.. boss sure grumble one... but dun care... 1 side in 1 side out... i get my job done eventually... so just bo chup him... yah.. after work went dinner with mummy... dat's my day... nothing much..

tml going back tj to play vball... doubt i'll be able to jump... but nvm... just go play lor... hahaa...

saturday went back to tj to play vball... and that basically sums up my day.. rather boring... worst still... my kness really giving me problems liaozZ... very painful and cannot jump... seems like its really time for me to lose weight.. or forget about play vball again... haizZ.... sianzZ

sunday... joined the SMU waikiki beach volley competition... at first tot maybe if lcky can win something... reach there den realise.. haha... no chance.. cos i realised the prize was quite attractive... no wonder so many strong teams in the game... yah.. we got knocked out almost immediately... kindda sianzZ... my knee giving problems again... haizZ.. can die... saw a lot of familiar faces at the beach... saw carlin's sister.. wanni(dun think she remembers me liaozZ)... yah... many many others... dear still seems quite good in vball... pity she din have a chance to improve in tj... nor in ntu... now abit too late... yah... left the beach early cos i was tired... went chinatown for lunch... a little shopping and i came home to sleep... was really tired while driving home... jumped onto the bed the moment i got home... hahaa... tired... wasnt really under the sun much today s wasnt burnt even though i din put sunblock... but today's weather not bad lar... got wind den cloudy also... so overall not a bad day lor... just tired...

din go to work today... woke up with quite a bad headache... felt like vomitting too... yah so din go to work.. so din get my paycheck still... think i really have very bad working attitude... hahaa... die liaozZ.... but i think this only happens when the job is boring and i dun really like it.... yah... so if i got a choice.. dun think i'll be there too... so boring...

i basically spent the whole day at home sleeping... much better in the evening... went to tuition again... think that's the best job for me for now... anyone got anymore tuition kids to pass to me??? please do so... i dun charge much... negotiable.. hehee....

just now when to pick dear from her naima's place... den we went chomp chomp for dessert... went to try the egg toufu... actually it tastes like custard... i like it... hehee.... after that went down to river angbao... this year's one like nothing much liddat... quite boring...

went to interview in the morning... boring thing.. go there talk talk... never tell me anything new also.. everything the jobstreet ger already told me liaozZ... but now still haven confirm i get the job.. they suppose to call me and let me know on a later date.. haha...

went back to tuition centre after the interview.. but i really wasnt in the mood to work... very tired... production rate was ultra slow... tml sure kena nag again... went TM for lunch with valerie and joy... asked dear to join us too... seems like dear still quite free at her new job... cos most of the system she need to use still not up for her... yah... it rained when we were going back.. kindda caught in it... mt shirt dried pretty fast.. quite pleased with this shirt... comfortable and cheap... and dries super fast..

yah... super tired... and i still haven get paid... zZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

just got home only.. today's another tiring day.. worked whole day.. went for Hainan clan dinner... at hainan street.. long long 8 course dinner.. but the food not bad.. quite nice in fact... alot of distant relatives that i din know of... hahaa.. anyway that's not the tiring part...

went to vincent's house to pick up his van to go down to NTU to send fridge back to the florist... yah... very tiring cos gotta drive all the way to NTU and back... but today get my delivery fees.. not bad for a few days work i would say...

my last entry ended rather abruptly.. reason?? i fell asleep.. haha... but just post it on for fun lor.. so continue what happened yesterday... yesterday was supposed to be pay day... but din get it yet.. cos i left early...

after work i had to give tuition to jiaqin again... she is really getting from bad too worst... not paying attention at all... can remember a single thing.. i was revising her sec 1 stuff... yet she doesnt remember anything... how the hell is she going to improve her grades if she doesnt even make an effort to remember what she has learnt... super irritating... sometimes i just wanna give up... but... give up den no more money... haizZ... find different ways to make her remember...

after tuition.. i went home and took the car.. went back grandma's place to drive jiaqin home... after that went to pick dear to go watch constantine.. show started the moment we stepped into the cinema... hahaaa.. nice show.. quite interesting... quite funny also... some rather lame stuff were here and there in the show... but i got a feeling dear may be quite lost in it... well... dear... dunno ask me k... at most i laff at u for awhile only.. haha...

not a bad day... boring day at work thou...boss drove us out for lunch.. at peranakan place at katong... food there not bad.. but also not cheap.. yah.. had a meeting earlier on.. and most of it i heard my name... seems like i have lots of things to do.. but.. bo chup.. haha.. somemore say wat wanna improve dress code... look more professional, wanna wear tie... DUHzZZ!!

today's vday.. suppose to go to a fast food restaurant outside night safari with yanli.. but because of the delay we din go.. went to kovan to eat... not as exciting as night safari.. so this is my boring valentine's day.. i was really touched when she took a cab down to my delivery location after she finished work... she came to pei me cos i told her i had a bad day... things were much easier with her around.. i'll let her do the talking... i will just do the driving.. i know she'll see this..

DEAR DEAR!! I LOVE YOU, THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALL THESE YEARS. YOU ARE SIMPLY WONDERFUL

din blog yesterday.. cos i was too tired after a whole day of driving and sending flowers...went out 7am... reach home only like 11plus... dunno earn like $20-$30 dollars only.. if not fren, sure tell them f-off...waste my time..

today is much worse actually... 24 deliveries planned today.. i had everything well sorted out last night... which place to go first, how to go... more or less settled... but today one huge delay 1st thing in the morning.. den the delays snowballed.. i tried to drive faster liaozZ.. at times on the expressways i was going 120kph.. but still not in time... cos there were cock ups along the way... like the road directory showed me PJC was beside science center.. and i went there... THERE WAS NO PJC... PJC is now at Teck Whye Walk.. that's somewhere in Choa Chu Kang... and it also shows NUS Kent Ridge Hall at a different location... making wrong turns here and there... ADVICE : never do deliveries alone, it helps to have someone beside you... sent a few wrong orders also... missed a few places cos no time... worst still.. my HP got no BATT... i was totally disconnected, lost... i was suppose to have interview at 3pm... becos of all the delays.. i skipped it... finished the day deliveries.. but i lost the chance to earn $265 at the Career Fair 2005. too bad... night deliveries actually can be on time one... but stupid Kent Ridge Hall made me waste a lot of time there... in the end dragged till 10 den finish.. actually go somemore one... but jimmy help me send... to say the truth.. all these resulted from poor planning from jimmy... he wants to do everything himself yet he cannot finish on time.. so everything delay delay.. worst still, he likes to tell me every single complain the buyers give him... tell me those for wat?? i dun need to know those.. i do deliveries!!! i cant solve his problems... he only create more problems for me... this time also dunno how much money i can get... after all the cock ups.. maybe not much... see how lar... i paid $50 for my petrol somemore... today i travelled.. 679 KM!!!!


tml's a new day.. back to the boring tuition centre.. hahaa..

today's a driving day.. had been driving from morning till nite... tired.. seriously tired... i'll go sleep immediately after this.. today first time do delivery.. went to vincent's place to pick up the van... manual one... challenging.. first time driving manual since passing my license.. exciting... drove okay... jerky at times... stalled a few times.. but that's okay... morning delivery was with yanli... cos she free and vincent working.. she was great help... afternoon was with vincent.. while yanli went to give tuition... overall was okay today still quite relax.. only a few deliveries.. tml will be siong... worst still was that jimmy's organisation skills not too good... most of the admin is in a mess!!!! utter failure in that aspect...

at nite went to pick yanli up in my car... for dinner with her jc clique.. seems like a bunch of young ladies showing signs of getting old.. hahaa... yah.. dinner wasnt fantastic... the conversations are more interesting... so that's my day... i'm so tired.. gotta forced myself to keep awake while driving home... but i'm alrite... next time i'll take a cab... zZzZzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......

friday.. suppose to go back tj to play vball one... but too tired.. too much driving and visiting makes u tired... worst u dun get enough ang baos to make u happy.. so yah.. spelt the whole day till dinner time... went to Genghis Khan at Park Mall... advise to ALL my frens... AVOID IT!!! it's one of the worst buffet i've been too... really really sucks... really waste my stomach space...

drove yanli to mount faber again... went there to see the view... nice nice.. many stars... tonite alot of pple... got 2 cafes there.. but the price all not cheap... $10++ per glass.. yah.. so we juat walk walk lor...

working tml as flowers delivery man... borrowing van from vincent... same for sunday... monday hope to get hay to drive his... so yah.. time to sleep!!!

had quite a good day today.. been driving practically the whole day but my fuel gauge still showing more then full tank... i really wonder how much the petrol kiosk guy pumped into my tank yesterday... haha... 4e guys came to my house in the morning as the first stop for our annual visiting routine... but we went to this dim sum shop at lor 17 there breakfast first... it's called wen dao shi... not fantastic... but not horrible lar... so not really that recommended... hhaa... went to vincent's place after mine... pick him up there and went on to joel's place... vincent drove my car on this leg of the journey... he's good lar... no worries... den followed by a longer pitstop at kaiyu's place... this time ah lian drove... tsk tsk tsk... typical woman driver= danger/ road hazard/ stay away... hahaa.. sort of had lunch there lor... had " yusheng" without the fish... with more crackers den vege.. haha... den there was tea-leave eggs... japanese chicken... lotus-leaf bun with OTAK!! hahaa... yah basically we were full... next stop was fuliang's place... kindda like forced to eat there.. cos his grandma prepared popiah... den we cannot say no mahzZ... so squeeze lor... really full.. hhaa.. yah... very full... i drove to silie's place... but by the type i stepped into his house... mum called me up to go pick my grandma... going our house for dinner...

a lot of pple came... and like other huge gatherings at my place.. it was pretty messy.. but i think this is one of the easiest... cos i had time for myself.. the last one... i was basically stucked inthe kitchen preparing food... and poor dear dear has to serve me food all the time and stick with me in the kitchen.. so nice rite?? she was doing the same this time too just that i wasnt stucked in the kitchen that long..

after dinner i went to watch "i do i do" with yanli, mum & sis.. very funny lar.. although as u go along the show u find the plot rather predictable.. but the laffs will still come... so i would say this is still a good show.. so i'm almost done with my CNY movies.. now left with flight of the phoenix and constantine... any takers???

not a very fruitful day of ang baozZ... din see all my relatives... but those who were around usually give $10 angbaozZ.. so still not bad... i guess... went to dear's hse to bai nian also.. quite paiseh... first time going there during new yr.. hehee... watch amazing race 6.... exciting race till the end... not the expected winners... but not too bad... hope tml's a better ang bao day...

XIN NIAN KUAI LE!! WAN SHI RU YI!!

just got home not long ago... drove to chinatown to walk around after watching movie... watched seoul raiders.. not bad... quite funny.. typical hongkong show lor... nothing special lar... hahaa... just watch for fun... lucky mum's paying.. chinatown very crowded.. we reacheds there about 1 plus still packed... walked until 3 den leave.. still another long day ahead...

GONG XI GONG XI!

finally one full day at work.. 10hrs in total.. quite torturing to stay in the centre for that long... super boring... really need ppl to talk to u and walk around more... or else really can get bored to death...

went down to orchard after work to continue on my new yr clothes.. my aim?? bermudas and preferably a good top... before all that... dinner... location?? taka... food?? suxX... price.. suxX even more... Status?? condemned!!! walked to OG orchard point again... seems like that's the only place with clothes that i can fit into and it's not too ex... yah.. i bought my bermudas.. plain looking... $18... i'm happy with it.. but din manage to find a suitable top for new year.. too bad....

tml no need to work... only need to go back next week.. hahaa.. SHIOK!! hahaa.. but that also means no money... dun think my ang pao gonna make up for my lost in pay.. doesnt seem worth it now.. sobzZ....

din blog yesterday.. think i was too tired... actually now i also quite tired.. but i think i wanna blog still.. cos too long den i'll forget wat had happened one... and yah.. 2 days is too long for me... hahaa.. short term memo... but long term still okay.. haha... okay so here goes...

saturday morning... i slept thru it... that's wat i tot i was supposed to do lar... den my mum woke me up like 830.. saying we gotta go temple to pray to my grandma... it's not that i dun wanna pray.. i'm okay with it.. but... the way she anyhow prays... even free thinkers like me also see "buay song".. really anyhow one.. cos why?? she also free thinker mahzZ.. den she pray just for the sake of it... so everything also chin cai chin cai... might as well dun do rite?? haizZ.. yah.. that's my morning.. i drove there too...

afternoon went back to tj to play vball... quite shuang... i think i was able to jump at first... could spike too.. but after a while tired liaozZ den cannot liaozZ.. also my knee seems to be giving up on me liaozZ... aching quite badly... kindda hurts when i land too.. OUCH... esther was there.. cos she had MC for the dog bite?? cant remember the MC for wat liaozZ.. hehee... i said short term memo liaozZ rite?? hahaa... left at 6.. cos gotta go home and fetch everyone to dinner...

dinner was at my uncle's place... sort of CNY dinner.. saw many relatives there... quite surprised they turned up... think i'm quite big shot.. haha.. cos everyone knows me... me eldest grandson mahzZ... it's like once i reach only.. my uncle dragged me to greet everyone... very weird.. my parents are divorced... they dunt know... my father din wanna tell them.. gave them excuse say we sold the flat cos we bankrupt.. money for me and my sis's studies... whahaaa... wat a TALL tale... i dunno if he told them that.. cos when i reach with yanli, keli and my mum... he was already there... anyway... he hasnt paid for my education dunno since when.. so.. i dun feel any duty of a son to him... i only see him as a pitiful old man, who still cant get his thinking straight... hopeless case...

that dinner was rather torturous, why?? cockiness... some of them really and brag about the things they do... wanna know what they like to brag about?? can always call me.. i can entertain u for at least an hr... hahaa..

went to look and new yr flowers after dinner.. drove to the florist neart TJ... the whole stretch was crowded even at 11plus... most amazing thing was my mum actually bought 7 pots of flowers... tsk tsk tsk.. she really likes to buy a lot of things and put in the house.. den at the end of it complain say the house too small... think she really needs a very very big house... hahaa...

after so long... finally i can get to sunday.. sunday suppose to be a resting day at home... but i gotta go out.. shopping for new year clothes... went to parkway initally.. and i realised i getting really fat... couldnt find clothes that fit.. and cheap.. so i went to suntec after that.. tired a few shops.. also failed... i was really depressed... i wanna buy.. but cannot fit.. and also no money... depressed depressed... but i bought my rm telephone from carrefour... $10 only.. and it has caller ID.. good enough for me liaozZ...

finally me and yanli went to orchard to walk walk see see... i was really getting really depressed... but usually that's all i do lar... just wallow in my own misery... den yanli will just comfort me... hahaa.. cheapo rite??? but she nice enough to endure me... i would have just left with a slap... so and OG orchard point.. i finally managed to get some clothes.. bought 2 shorts and and 2 t-shirts.. $80.. reasonable i guess... quite a simple sunday it seems.. hahaa..

went for supper just before sending yanli home... we ate at the shop beside the katong 5star chicken rice... not bad know?? price not too cheap lar.. but the taste of the food reallt quite good lar... next time we can skip having chicken rice all the time liaozZ...

din go to work today again.. like wat's new rite?? hahaaa.. gave tuition today.... 1 hr only.. tml den one more hr.. cos today gotta ruch down to NTU... drove down.. quite shiok... NTU got much less humps den NUS... does that explain why NTU cars are faster and more accidents? hmmm.. no idea...

went to NTU for Impresario.. for those of u who dunno wat is it.. it's an islandwide talentime org by NTU... standard not bad lar... but still not as good as expected... guest are pretty good.. got zhou chong qing... and maia lee.. and candice foo (e sg idol dropout, who's also winner for last yr's impresario)... overall performances were not bad lar... there was this spoof the organisers did on kungfu hustle... that set the whole house into laughter.. but yanli wasnt laffing.. cos she din watch kungfu hustle.. hahaa.. too bad... but it was damn funny... patronised NTU's macdonalds also.. hehee.. cheaper den outside... but the 20 pc nuggets same price.. they think UNI students cant count ar?? hahaa...

just now read esther's blog... she thinks she suay... all kind of suay things happen to her.. but i think not really all suay lar.. she very careless also.. so mei... take care urself.. stop being so careless!! anyway ur dOg so small... next time it tries to bite... run!! hahaa... have ur rabbit been bitten by ur dog?? hahaa...

went to tanjong pagar this morning... one of jobstreet's offices... i guess this shld be my first interview... first one that i readily agreed to go and turned up.. hahaa.. well.. wasnt much of an interview too... jass and dear was there with me.. guess that made me feel better.. can speak a little more... but maybe too much for my own good... but den.. heck lar... better den staying quiet and nodding ur head... so basically it's a job to help out at Career 2005... Exhibition at suntec coming March... pay's $6.50/h... 4 days... gonna pontang from tuition centre for this... anyway.. i calculated my pay for last month... only got $400... seems so sucky... jiaqin's tuition already $300.. yah..

went back to work today after the interview.. purposely slow down my rate of work... dun wanna do too much too fast.. wat's the point rite?? helping him aint helping myself... moreover he doesnt really trust me... tsk.. gotta use my money wisely... not much left for me to use...

went dinner with mum & sis & dear... parkway crystal jade... first time cannot finish the food we ordered... dunno is appetite smaller or just too much food... i'd like to think is my appetite smaller... hahaa... after dinner went giant to buy myself a super big cup... my cups at home all too small.. hahaa... so bought this "ah pek" steel cup... haha... think can hold 1 litre in it.. shiok ar!! hahaa... bottoms up!!!

just got home from dinner not long ago... ended up going to work late today... cos i overslept.. actually woke up at 7am one.. but dunno why fell asleep again.. hehee.. so only reached office about 11... den i bought breakfast from long john's.. quite nice actually leh... and it's quite cheap... next time go try okie?? i like the sandwich and the baked beans... hehee.. i like baked beans... i used to have many cans of that in camp when i was in airforce.. hahaa... makes good supper... hahaa..

gave tuition to my cousin again, lesson after lesson, i realise... she remembers lesser and lesser things... really pekcek... still stucked in the same chapter.. almost 1 mth liaozZ.. but the happy thing is today get my fees.. hahaa... so got abit of money liaozZ.. hehee.. think this would be a good yr for me... jiayou!!

went home to collect car.. den drove to pick up yanli form her house.. den esther from orchard to go down to NUS... IHG finals.. missed the guys match.. sheares won 3-2 over KR though.. missed the excitement... haizZ... saw the gers finals... landslide victory by temasek... Yuhan was there.. no wonder why they won so easily...

took the morning off to go interview in the morning... hehee... going with dear and jass... hay fly aeroplane!! tsk tsk tsk...

had a pretty productive day today... went to work at 830am.. half hr earlier den normal... could be earlier.. but decided to have breakfast at bedok hawker... hehee... nasi lemak... very long never eat liaozZ.. since working at GE.. formulated quite a few worksheets today... so cant complain my workrate low today... yah... realised something at work today.. i was backstabbed... first time understanding the world outside... 4 yrs older den me... also from tj somemore... i despise U!! backstabber.... complain to boss when i'm not around... tsk tsk tsk.... i was wrong about U... anyway.. i'll be wary of him liaozZ... lucky the other 2 gals kindda like on my side one.. cos me same level... same pay scale... hahaa..

went back tj to play vball today... not a bad day at vball either...touch was not bad... although cant really jump still... but not bad i guess.. esther was there too... and today i finally saw for myself... the kind of brainless things alison could just say... think her speech really bypass her brains.. but that's wat makes her cute...

went simpang bedok for dinner with esther.. cos the rest not interested.. so me and my mei only lor... chat with her a little too... i'm just really glad i have esther as my mei... just a wonderful person to have around urself.. hehee...

finally i wanna whine again.. no one buying flowers from me yet... dun think any commission is gonna come for me liaozZ... saturday i no choice i had to cash my ERS shares.. so now got $500 in my bank.. can survive for awhile.. so sianzZ... dun like hand to mouth kind of living... not enough for me...