laziness

Laziness is something in-born to everyone. I believe everyone is lazy in one way or another. Me? I'm plain lazy,

lazy to study, but i'll do my work if i have to...
lazy to exercise, unless i'm forced to...
lazy to look for job, even though i know i seriously need one now...

laziness is not an illness, it's a mental weakness. which means i'm mentally weak, which is quite true. i can seldom tell myself to work against my body. which explains why i'm so lazy to exercise. Even if i tell myself now that i will not be lazy anymore, when i wake up tml.. i'm just too lazy...

Although lazy, but there are things that i'll do... like eat.. no matter how lazy i get.. i'll still eat & drink and sleep.. but can u believe there are ppl out there who are lazy to eat, drink or sleep!! WACKY WORLD!!

i woke up late today again... woke up @ almost 10am... so decided not to go vball... so went back to sleep... and just concentrate on driving later... driving was good today.. got a sleeping instructor... sleep all the way.. hahaa... like driving on my own.. yah... sometimes gotta drive a bit jerky at the junctions to wake him up.. haha... but overall i'm quite happy with my driving today... not much problem... other den i think i drive too slowly... even van and buses can overtake me.. haha...

i'm back from KL.. KL was rather boring actually... why?? cos after a high note in hongkong / taiwan.. how fun can KL be rite?? no shopping cos all was already done... and also i'm quite broke... so wat did i do there?? hmmm.. eat.. walk around.. eat... walk around till tired... go for massage.. eat again... that's basically it... oh yah.. i took a day at genting too... but also quite sianzZ.. cos i could not go in.. but not cos i was underage.. but cos i wasnt wearing a collared shirt.. lame.. worst.. they dun allow me to carry bags in.. duhzZ.. DO I LOOK LIKE OSAMA!??

went to my new house to wait for my cabinets to arrive... not really too excited about the finishing.. cos things dun look as good as i thot... although not bad lar... gotta make do with watever little space i have in my puny little room... maybe next week i'll post a pic of my room here...

overall quite a boring and waste money weekend... but on the bright side.. i did spend some good time with yanli.. and my cchs buddies during the trip to KL... well that's the silver lining.. hahaa..

KL going to KL

i'm quite happy with wat i did with this site yesterday.. at least now it has the bare minimum to look more like a blog that i want.. with the links and tagboard... yupzZ... that's good... let me promote again... go see my pictures... i have lots of pics there... haha... just for fun lar...

tonite, 11pm , i'll be going to KL... really sounds quite lame... yah.. rachel reminded me abt this... :P i believe i'll be quite broke when i get back on sunday... hahaa... i'm still living off my savings... spent 2 yrs to save $4800... but i finishing it in 2 months... sounds so not worth it... hahaa...

I, Me, Myself...

i think i'm a very fickle minded person, i can never make up my mind... but yet... i can control my desires quite well... why do i say that?? because if i'm at dilemma, i can simply tell myself to take which option... and i have learnt no to regret the decision that i make... sometimes we just have to learn that some decisions will only show if they are rite after some time.... initially it may seem wonderful, but as time unfolds we may find out that things will turn out just fine.... so maybe i'm just a born gambler... just try my luck.. things might turn out fine...

i have always been a very lucky person... many decisions that i made, turn out to be very good ones... for example, i have a wonderful girlfriend who really really cares for me and pamper me... i am nice boyfriend too mind you! haha... my academic results have been quite good all the while.. and my NS life... was simply heavenly... the best life a person can get for those 2.5 yrs... aircon room everyday... non-physical... so good that i wanted to sign-on... but ultimately i failed to do so... perhaps there's just something better install for me out there...

i am now fat... i like to eat... this is something i hate to control... yes i can control it.. and i did before... but i was happy about it other den i look better den before... i wanna eat!! i dun like to waste food and really find uncleared plates a serious eye-sore.. so i gotta finish them no matter wat... i eat and drink a lot... i guess many of my frens shld know by now...

i like to play sports.... badminton.. basketball... bowling.. volleyball... i can last very long playing games... but if u ask me to run... after 10mins... i'll be totally sick of it... not tired of it... so ppl out there... ask me out for sports k!! not running!! :P

i seldom dare to talk to strangers,, sometimes i will pro-actively talk to ppl... i dunno where i get that courage from... but yah.. sometimes only... sometimes i talk because i wanna get some attention on me, cos most ppl wun automatically ask about me or get interested in my life... whereas i like to know all about my frens... i try to remember everything they tell me... but forgive me.. my memory fails me quite often...

i like to think i have lots of frens... lots of ppl i can look for when i need help... but the truth is there aint many and quite often i feel depress cos of that... i'd like to have pple care for me... wanna help me when i look weird... cos that would be the things i'd do for others... but i know i cant ask ppl to do that... but if they ever do.. i'll be so glad... sometimes when i get depressed... i tend to forget... thru all these time... there was always someone who will be there for me... yanli... i just love her... she's wonderful... although sometimes she also need hints to tell her i'm in a not so good mood...

guess that's about it for my first entry... so until next time when i find something interesting to add... that shld take too long...