I, Me, Myself...

i think i'm a very fickle minded person, i can never make up my mind... but yet... i can control my desires quite well... why do i say that?? because if i'm at dilemma, i can simply tell myself to take which option... and i have learnt no to regret the decision that i make... sometimes we just have to learn that some decisions will only show if they are rite after some time.... initially it may seem wonderful, but as time unfolds we may find out that things will turn out just fine.... so maybe i'm just a born gambler... just try my luck.. things might turn out fine...

i have always been a very lucky person... many decisions that i made, turn out to be very good ones... for example, i have a wonderful girlfriend who really really cares for me and pamper me... i am nice boyfriend too mind you! haha... my academic results have been quite good all the while.. and my NS life... was simply heavenly... the best life a person can get for those 2.5 yrs... aircon room everyday... non-physical... so good that i wanted to sign-on... but ultimately i failed to do so... perhaps there's just something better install for me out there...

i am now fat... i like to eat... this is something i hate to control... yes i can control it.. and i did before... but i was happy about it other den i look better den before... i wanna eat!! i dun like to waste food and really find uncleared plates a serious eye-sore.. so i gotta finish them no matter wat... i eat and drink a lot... i guess many of my frens shld know by now...

i like to play sports.... badminton.. basketball... bowling.. volleyball... i can last very long playing games... but if u ask me to run... after 10mins... i'll be totally sick of it... not tired of it... so ppl out there... ask me out for sports k!! not running!! :P

i seldom dare to talk to strangers,, sometimes i will pro-actively talk to ppl... i dunno where i get that courage from... but yah.. sometimes only... sometimes i talk because i wanna get some attention on me, cos most ppl wun automatically ask about me or get interested in my life... whereas i like to know all about my frens... i try to remember everything they tell me... but forgive me.. my memory fails me quite often...

i like to think i have lots of frens... lots of ppl i can look for when i need help... but the truth is there aint many and quite often i feel depress cos of that... i'd like to have pple care for me... wanna help me when i look weird... cos that would be the things i'd do for others... but i know i cant ask ppl to do that... but if they ever do.. i'll be so glad... sometimes when i get depressed... i tend to forget... thru all these time... there was always someone who will be there for me... yanli... i just love her... she's wonderful... although sometimes she also need hints to tell her i'm in a not so good mood...

guess that's about it for my first entry... so until next time when i find something interesting to add... that shld take too long...