kindda had a handover this morning... headache and a bit of diarrhea... felt better after some panadol... slept till 4 plus till dear came... we went shopping together.. she bought a pair of working pants and shoes.. me just bought some stuff for taiwan... changed S$425 for 8000NT... hope it will be enough... hehee...

met up with kaiyu, tenghui, vince and weiting for dinner... ate at V8 at bugis junction... food was not bad but my stomach was still not feeling too good... but the food was not bad.. decided to go bowling... but wasted some time waiting for silie to come down from pasir panjang... so we went to eat dessert while waiting for him... ate at monster ice.. a shop near Sim Lim that sells sherbets.. nice nice...

bowling was not bad... played 2 games... 2nd game was my highlight... started off with a turkey... den a spare.. but downhill from den on.. but i still managed a 165 score.. that's like the highest since secondary school.. the only time i got higher was my record 178... hahaa... kindda lousy.. but i think i was tired lar... if not i would have continued to play again...

went geylang serai to eat roti prata after bowling... met huimin there again... we met her there some time back too went we were there for supper... hahaa.. so "qiao" hahaa... there were some gossips about her and her boyfriend... haha..

came home after that.. and now i gotta go PACK!!!!!!!!!!

just got back home only... went out with my BOC mates just now... went pub with them at serangoon garden... had some jim bean initially but i turn to coke very soon cos i was driving... play alot of drinking games very fun.. very high.. hahaa.. think i'll really miss those days... BOC is very family-like... brother and sisters... my reservist is over for now... next one shld be atleast 5 yrs later... yah... just had a great time for the past week... lots of fun and excitment in the exercise... relearnt lots of stuff... all in all, it has been a good week...

yesterday i received a letter from MOE... my application for MOE teaching award was turned down... sobzZ... but i kindda expected it lar... i seldom make it thru interviews... find it hard to sell myself... even though i know that's the way to do things... well.... guess i'll just be an average student afterall...

tml's my last day of reservist liaozZ.. think the next time i'll be back will be at least 4 yrs later... going to defer my ICTs for uni... yah.. the past few days have been exciting, stressful, tiring, and now i'm having a splitting headache... aarrgghhh...

went to toa payoh during lunchtime to watch tj's badminton finals... but the guys and gals teams got into the finals... i tot at least one of them would have won... but both lost... i was there to watch the whole game.. i could only stay till the 2nd game.. din see lisi play... hope she's alrite...

going to taiwan on sunday... hahaa... counting down...

exercise has begun.. a rather slow start to the exercise.. nothing much happening... some cock-ups here and there as usual... felt kindda lost at first... cos very long never do operations liaozZ.. but after awhile quite okay liaozZ... got the hang of things happening... so quite relax... got long breaks in between... played winning eleven... hadnt played that game in years... and i think i'm not bad... quite lucky and scored quite a few goals.. hahaa.. and the newbie(me!!) won.. hahaa.. oh yah... drove to camp today.. quite shiok to be driving in... felt a sense of pride... although it's my mum's car, still feel shiok.. haha..will be driving the rest of the week till mum comes back next mon... i'll be leaving for taiwan on sunday morning... i'll be driving to airport too.. hehee.. shiok ar!!

tml will be 2nd day of exercise... believe the pace will pick up and things will be happening faster... dunno can cope or not... hope can... today's the birthday of one of my old frens... and she stills remembers me.. hahaa.. so happy... i'm the kind who will msg my fren's happy birthday once a year just to remind them i'm still alive... hahaa.. the most disappointing ans will be "who are u?" so sad rite?? but lucky i only kena it once only... but once i replied with my name they know who i am... so i'm still happy.. hehee...

just now went to watch starwars 3 with yanli.. had to recap wat happened in the earlier episodes with her.. so she wun be lost during the show.. she's not exactly a starwars fan u see?? hehee yah... actually this episode may be the most anticipated but it is also the most expected episode... why?? cos we know wat happen before and wat will happen next... is it really that hard to guess wat happens in between?? no rite?? actually i was there more for the action lar.. hahaa.. somemore now is off-peak price... not bad lar.. 3 *** lar... hahaa

there will be briefing in tj tml regarding the taiwan trip... dunno if i can make it there in time or not... depends wat time the exercise end tml... hehee... looking forward to the food in taiwan... haha... left out half shilin market the other time.. this time must make sure we cover everything...

sent mum off to hainan island... drove uncle's car back home... manual car.. but very nice to drive... cos seasoned liaozZ... so not much of a problem... rot at home most of the day... din do much.. basically boroing day...

din blog for a few days.. the past few days quite boring... go to base.. rot the whole day... den go home rot... till next day den the cycle repeats again... yah... next week exercise will begin.. so will be more busy... i doing an active personnel job.. cos they feel i still current... so well.. gonna be exciting... hahaa.. always alot of things happen... fun lar... kindda missed it anyway...

mum and sis are going hainan tml... i'm suppose to go too.. but too bad got reservist... cannot go... really quite disappointed i couldnt go... i am the only grandson that speaks hainanese and i couldnt go... arrrggghhh... but nvm.. next weekend going taiwan after my reservist... just paid fung $500++ just now... actually think it's quite cheap.. although it's china airlines... but i always believe... if u suay.. no matter wat airlines u take it wouldnt matter...

yah... next week i get to drive everyday.. hehee.. cos the car's with me.. hahaa... YEAH!!!

long day at base... thou not doing much... but that precisely makes time seem even longer... yah... quite boring... hahaa... a lot of reservist with me... first time see so many pple.. damn funny... when out for lunch till almost 3pm.. super relak... haha... wonder when i'll get my pay... now taiwan postpone to 29th may... dunno got enough money to spend or not... mummy's going hainan island on sunday.. so i'll be at home alone next week... hmmm... boring... dunno got car to drive or not also...

coaching cse has ended... the exam's over... and i PASSED!!! not too well though... if my result wasnt round up i would have failed... yah.. quite heng i guess... hmmm... i'm just glad i din waste my money... yeah!!!!

first day back at PLAB... lots of memories.. the system still as screwed as ever.. but now everyone has a flat-screen monitor.. hahaa.. but seems to be giving new problems.. hahaa... nothing much done.. basically go back see see look look.. realised nothing much has changed and i was away for that long.. hahaa.. most pple who saw me was like.. "wah.. why so fast come back already??" best of all... i realise i still among the youngest ones around in the squadron.. and i'm already NSmen... wat a joke.. hahaa..

yah tml's the exam.... jiayou jiayou jiayou...

coaching cse is coming to a close... wednesday's judgement day.. the final exams... it's not easy to pass... need to get 70% in the theory and 80% in the practical to pass... yah... hope i dun screw up... den tml will be reporting back to PLAB liaozZ.. so fast reservist liaozZ.. whahhaaaa..... ANY SWEAT?? NO SWEAT!! Wello... wello.. wello.... :P

spent the weekend in JB with dear... it was a nice weekend... supposed to celebrate our anniversary there lar... but din really din much of a celebration... but we did have a good time there... went shopping.. bought a few things here and there... ate alot of nice food... and cheap too... yah... really enjoyed ourselves... yah.. guess the best part shld be staying in Pan Pacific.. the room was HUGE.. the TOILET was HUGE-ER!! whahaaa... sadly it was only one night... no money to stay too long anyway... we order room service for supper too.. really nice.. hahaa... haven ordered room service for so so long.. i think room service is really something we must enjoy whenever we stay in a hotel... just makes everything seem so much nicer... hehee...

i now rotting in front of my comp... mum took laptop to work... so i using comp... yah... din noe wat to do today... yesterday was my 5th anniversary with yanli... but it wasnt all that exciting... she's working in the day.. so me rot... den gave tuition... she had pilates after work... so i could only meet her ofter that.. we meet at around 930pm... to go for dinner at toa payoh.. we went to this kuay chap that we like very much.. cheap and nice.. yah.. that was pretty much it liaozZ... dinner was nice lar... but dun think that's enough for a day liddat lor.. went to my house to watch tv for awhile.. den she wants to go home liaozZ... while sending her home.. i just felt sad... just felt the day shld just end liddat... so i suggested to go watch movie... but when we reached cineleisure.. the last show already started and they were already cleaning up... it was only 1230.. i just felt so depressed.... i din know wat to do from den on.... we rot in the car for a long time den finally decided to send her home... felt sad all the way... even though she offered to spend the nite with me... i was really tempted to bring her home immediately, but i knew she would not get a good nite's sleep and would wake up the next day feeling tired... and i really hate to see her feeling tired... when she's tired i just feel so neglected... so alone... yah.. so she went home.. i waited at the carpark for awhile... hoping that she would come back down... but i drove home.. and i still felt sad... i know that she isnt doing anything wrong... maybe i'm just asking for too much...

just now i visited quite a fwe pple's blog... think some of them are actually feeling lost now... why?? cos the vball season is over... while all of them love to p lay vball the passing of the season means no more trainings... time to start studying... for the yr twos... it's bye bye tj.. even if they go for trainings it's unlikely they will get to play for tj again... kindda like withdrawal symptom... haha... they will all get out of it... sad undoubtedly.. but yah.. i believe all of them have grown up a little....

wat a day at toa payoh stadium... it's not tj's day though... yah... they lost 0-3 to ny... it's quite a one-sided affair.... tj was just no match for ny's sheer power... they seemed like the most powerful team ever assembled in ny's history... yah... while tj's blocking was suppose to be their strength but today ny's spikes were just simply out of their reach... yah... basically a one sided affair... not too interesting... whereas the gals finals turn out to be the highlight of this afternoon... jj has won ny against all odds... i believe no one would dare say jj did not deserve to win... they won the game with incredible defending and clever attacks... they have truely won as a team... there's not star player... everyone was a key player... and their cheerleaders... total respect for them... i've never seen a cheerleading crowd more organised as spirited as them.... it's impossible to describe... pple who were there would definitely understand wat i was saying...

went to eat jap food after the games... fung paid i guess... cos i left early.. hahaa... food was cheap lar... nothing much... wonder where they went after that... too bad i gotta attend coaching lesson... today's lesson's on spiking... we were taught wat to pay attention to when we teach ppl how to spike.... impt thing is that we know wat are the points to note... yah... i still need more practise in tossing of balls for the spiker... rather inconsistent...

today was supposed to be a slacking day... only coaching cse at night... but it was just so tiring... feel so drained now... cos gotta try all the different drills... tired tired tired.....

yesterday was a whole day of vball in tj... was there since 3 pluss till almost 8pm.... played set after set... game after game... but i think i'm just lagging behind everyone physically... really seems slow on the court no matter wat i do... maybe it's time to leave the court... but i still yearn for the chance to play in a competition.. not as a reserve but a main player... but that seems to be getting further and further... anyway.. i was really tired after training... by the time i got home... i could only lie on the bed and sleep...

today.. woke up really early... went to guan yin temple to pray with mum... well... i'm still spectical about the way she prays... really abit anyhow one... i think all she's looking for is some place where she could express her wishes and she does really care about the rites... as long as she can say wat she want to whoever wanna listen can liaozZ... hahaa...

today's mummy's day... hahaa.. went to changi village that hotel for buffet lunch... the food there not bad... but variety quite limited... maybe that's why the quality quite good... and their scallops like free one.. really alot... whahaa... eat till very fulll... now still bloated....

only just got home.... very tired... recap on yesterday... i went to play badminton in the afternoon at Kembagan CC... wah!! that CC really looks nice... got 7-11 and a cafe.. with nice cosy cushion seats... shiok... den got alot of activities going on... den upstairs got cooking lar.. singing lessons lar... den the gym has a tv to almost every treadmill and stationary bike... shiok rite?? that's a CC in a rich ppl's district.. everything just seems nicer den usual...

went back to tj after badminton... for training... quite surprised to see miss teo there.. yah.. she's there to help fung pick out the teams problem and improve as much as possible... yah.. and she did that quite successfully in the sense she really picked out a lot of problems... hahaa... she looks a little dumbfounded... yah... i left early cos i was really tired... so did really hear wat she said to them... guess shld help more or less lar.. haha

i woke up today with my whole body aching... yah... still aching now... went for MOE interview... only today den i know they were only considering me for the MOE teaching award... not the scholarship... hahaa... but nvm.. as long as they pay my school fees i happy liaozZ...interview by principal of NYJC and TKGS... and another MOE official... a bunch of scary women... they keep asking me to change to a degree with pure teaching subjects.. that means like study maths of science... i dunno why but i really against that idea... but now i'm glad i did that... studying pure will be boring more me i guess... and it will be harder to convince students to like a subject if u only study the academic aspect of it.. whereas engineering is the actual application of the subject... hahaa... think i haven screwed it up as bad as the USP one... we shall see...

coaching lessons are also tiring... today's service and tossing of balls.... actually very hard... i just cant to serve properly there... and my tossing of balls like super inaccurate and inconsistent.... need to have more practice... shall do it tml in tj...

nitezZ....

had coaching training today... all the way at presbyterian high school.. i think i like that school... it looks nice den any school i've been too... but i dunno abt the ppl there... anyway.. i was late hahaa... step into the class halfway thru the lesson... they were into the theories of coaching... firstly... what is volleyball? is a sport some rich american came up with in the late 1800s... yah.. den it went to canada.. den to japan 1908.... den to china in 1910... yah stuff liddat... and it seems volleyball used to be played with 10 pple.. and the ball was actually the inner lining of a basketball... makes it sounds a bit 2nd class rite?? yah...

den it comes to being a coach... wat is a coach? why be a coach? well... a coach is a teacher... and it's not just about the skills... it's a about the mental development, the physical development and the teamwork... yah... suddenly it seems like a lot of work... gotta read up a lot on the game, the psychology, the biomechanics... that's pretty much the theory part...

practical seems abit like a training session... how to organise a training... how shld training develop... yah stuff liddat... but i think i was kindda left out.. cos i din know anyone there... perhaps there was an intro session that i missed... but... yah... there were 3 grps of ppl... teachers, saf regs, players... i din know any of the players... and they keep to their clique... it was kindda hard for me to to mix also... that the most sianzZ part... hope friday will be better...

i just woke up a while ago and i'm going to go back to sleep very soon after i finish this blog.. i was really tired today... din sleep last nite was on the computer the whole time... playing game... then in the morning jio lisi go Klunch... very cheap only $5 sang from 11 to 2pm 2 of us only... cos no one else wanna go.... sing until seh... no more voice... but i still think it's quite worth it lot.. yah... tiring part 1... now...

after ktv.. i sent lisi home... den went to meet kaiyu & tenghui at bedok interchange.. cos we going to buy stuff for matt's stewardess fren to bring some stuff over for him.. we bought chicken rice paste... laksa paste... den many others.... den best of all... we bought a huge packet of fresh chillis... garlic & ginger... and a packet of chilli padi.... den off we went to kaiyu's house to make chilli... and i must confess... it's really really hot.... but still tastes good.. whahaa... another new dish on my menu... homemade hainanese chilli...

after that i sent tenghui home den i went to grandma's place for dinner... it's quite adangerous drive home.. cos i was getting sleepy... almost fell asleep at the junction... so in the end i wind down the windows and kept awake with the wind in my face... always works... suppose to have tuition one... but that jiaqin say wed & fri instead... pissed... but too tired to argue... so let it go.... den realise tml got coaching cse....

tired... tired tired..............................

went back to tj today for vball.. it has been awhile since i went back for training... quite a few old boys came back too... our main purpose was to play match with the current team... yah all was well until the 4th set when ron made a super ridiculous service error... we got the service over... but zai was so pissed he kicked the ball into the ceiling... one of the boards fell... well i think the error was ridiculous but the reaction to it was even more ridiculous.... worst still was while i was trying to tell zai that this was a small thing no need to flare... rubin was there claiming this is not a small thing.. it's big... super pissed with rubin... wat the hell does he want?? go lar go give the kids a piece of ur mind... wat for??? i got so pissed i lost control... i flared up.. starting shouting at him... think i scared quite a few ppl then... yah... ultimately i dun think it's up to him to react the way he did... say watever he wants or threatened to not come down for training anymore... haizZ... wat the hell....

remember when i said "the tj gals have a good chance of getting into the placings for Adiv this year and the guys no much chance... really have to pray, if dun have religion it's time to get one"?? yah... the gals were knocked out in the first round... cos they cracked... while the guys have a very very powerful religion called LADY LUCK... and she's been smiling very brightly on them since the start of the competitions... super easy groupings all the way... and they really peaked their performance today.... today's a very exciting day at CCAB... tj guys are into the finals... they have just beaten aj 3-2... a super super close affair... neck and neck all the way.... i just have to say they are just mentally very strong... that's wat won the game... it's not superior skills... maybe lucky play a few parts here and there... rather comical sometimes... those who were there would know... those who werent there, u missed possibly the most exciting match of the season... ridiculous refereeing thou... hahaa... total comedy... i'm totally impressed with their attitude today... they got back whenever they trailed and they just kept on fighting... but somehow i believe somewhere in them they are doing this for the gals too... they wanna win it for them too... yah... but yah.. super impressed.... nothing much to say... i guess many of the gals will be thinking if only they were thru to the finals too... well... if they had the spirit the guys had today... the championship would be theirs to take... saw eunice today... she was really excited when tj won... she'll always be a part of us... and her knees... wat's all those plaster for?? hahahaa... k lar... guess now we'll just have to stay tuned for the finals.. 11th May, Toa Payoh Stadium...... still dunno wat time yet...

today's shld be one of the funnest day recently... eileen, lisi, lihui and weifeng came my house to watch dvd... watched freaky friday... very funny... think weifeng's very funny too... den the other 3 always like bully her... haha... den i just sit there watch.. like watching 2 comedies going on... whahaa... before coming to my house we all met downstairs to eat dim sum while waiting for lihui.. she was slow... hahaa... after that somemore ordered canadian pizza to eat while watcing movie... these gals eat so much wun go fat one... metabolism rate damn high... not like me... hahaa... yah... order extra large hawaiian and meat lovers... managed to finish everything somemore... after the show i sent all of them home...

but that's not the end of the day... i met up with dear... den we went chinatown to meet her frens at kster... den sing for 2 hrs... hahaa... very long never go ktv liaozZ.. so quite shuang.. and somemore like quite cheap leh... think they got voucher or something... not even $20... and her frens started singing form 7pm... we left at 1230am... cheap rite?? but the system there not really wonderful lar.... screen sometimes can hang one... hahaaa...

i have MIA'd for sometime liaozZ... have been hermitising myself... it's a new word i came up with... hermitising-cooping oneself at home.... haha... yah have been at home for almost a week... lying on my bed most of the time... sleeping as if i'm hibernating... i'm really quite good at it.. haven been to watch the guys match didnt really attract me to it leh... tomolo one den see... a real match... they haven been lucky since the start of the competition... let's see how they size up against real opponents tml...

esther's birthday today... went to find her for lunch... she asked her fren along... but dunno why like very awkward... din talk much... just eat eat den leave liaozZ... precisely not the lunch i was looking for.. but maybe too tired din wanna interact... yah... shld be ba... hope she had something fun on her birthday...

went to NUS for medical after lunch... rather bo liaozZ check up.. height weight pressure urine x-ray... yah.. stuff liddat... went excursion at sheares after the checkup... zai & rubin brought me around... and taught me a trick to wash clothes.. cheapskates but i'll do it too.. hahaa...

still havent got over the fact that the gals are out... was wondering how many of them went home to cry their hearts our under their blankets... well i didnt... tears were welling up though... but all i did was stare at the celling... still feel sad... though not too sure if i was sad for them or sad for myself...

today's dear's birthday... brought her to bongo burger... wondering where it is?? it's a burger joint at night safari... really nice burgers only 2nd to billy bombers... quite ex for a fast food... but it's nice... realised there is a ben&jerry outlet there too... for ice-cream lovers, u can get ben&jerry's at the zoo & night safari... or somewhere near u at a major supermarket, though not as many flavours as the outlet... dinner was great.. nice atmosphere.. a little dark... but nice.. oh yah.. din feel any mosquitoes... lot's of tourists at night safari...

went cineleisure for movie.. watched Spanglish... liked the humour... like the actress Paz Vegas... shes just SOOOOooo attractive.. dear says she's nice too.. hahaa.. bought dear a garfield cushion from cineleisure... for her to hug at her office... still owe her a Mp3-player... gonna get it when the stock comes in at Sim Lim Square... hehee...

tml's gonna be a busy day... firstly... it's esther's bday.. but i still have no idea wat to get her or wat to do for her yet.. haha... den i have to go to NUS for medical checkup.... den i have tuition in the evening... whahaaa...

there was only one purpose for today.. to go watch the A gers win against AJ... they have lost their last match to JJ and i was hoping they would see the light... understand that they no longer have anything to lose... they need to win AJ and win it big to have a CHANCE to get into the second round... i thought they shld have came out of the last game being stronger... being more confident, no more holding back... i somemore wentto tj before CCAB to watch them warm up... they look fine... seems hyped up for the game.. i was happy to see them... i told eileen i wanted to talk to all of them before going to CCAB cos i knew i wun have a chance once we are there.. it will be for the coaches to do their job liaozZ... but now i regret.. guess i shld have said something cos it seems they still dunno wat they are playing for today...

if we say they played poorly on friday, then today would have to be a total disaster... today's match really made them look amateur.. yah.. that's how bad they were today... it seemed to me fung also gave up hope half thru the 2nd set... mentally they are just too weak... skills wise they are in no way poorer that aj... they just lose it as the game started... lihui felt something was wrong starting form the 1st set... so did i as i sat outside looking at them play... sometimes i wonder is there anything i could do if i were on the coaching bench... i would really like to give them a good scolding on the spot... make them wake up... but will it really work?? or will they just breakdown further?

after the match fung, hay and i had a talk with them... i really did know wat to say at first cos i was still bewildered about their performance.. in my eyes they are a quality team... much better den the guys in almost every aspect... although the guys got the easier teams in their group i still expect the gals to be able to qualify... but i was wrong... i gave them a piece of my mind after fung and hay made their points... i guessed i was rather harsh... but i would have be harsher... if not for their teary eyes... guess they are still too young to understand the heartache those coaching staff feel... if we dun care we wun bother coming back so often... if we dun care we wun be there at the matches hoping to see them put up their best performance...

they were tearing even before i said anything... in fact i angry to see them cry... i feel they dun deserve to cry and did not even have the right to cry... i told there straight in their faces that their performance today was not just poor, it's horrifying... and they do not have the right to cry less eileen... cos she did not give up thru'out the competition... i saw her gave up today.. not in herself.. but the players around her... her spikers have totally lost their confidence and fighting spirit... from the 1st dropshot that i saw her made.. i knew she gave up on them.. and that was the end of the game.... she has invested all her confidence in all those in the court with her.. but she failed drastically in that deal... not an ounce of fighting spirit was apparent...

although i scolded them... i really felt a crinching feeling in my chest... my heart really ached... to see them being bowled out the competition liddat.. not even putting up a fight... it just made me feel damn sad... guess i'll be feeling more of these if i really become a coach...

in my 3 yrs in tj... we have always be underachieving... in my 1st yr... we were knocked out in the first round despite being champions the yr before... 2nd yr we only managed 3rd but not many of us had much to regret cos we put up a great fight along the way, kindda like a redemption for the mistake in the 1st year.. in my last yr... we shld have gotten 1st... but i wasnt really much in that team anyway... i was mainly a bench warmer... i was never a first team player maybe i just wasnt good enough... the main reason why i'm back in tj so often is because i missed those days... those days when we were all fighting for something... not for personal glory but just to put of a good fight no matter what kind of opponents we face... that's all i was looking for...

it's been a few days since i blogged.. somehow the com wasnt avail for me... friday was really a sad day i guess... i saw tj gals lost... lost to jj again... at the hands of the same 2 gals that put them out of the competitions last yr.... really i think they could have won if they just played the way the usually play with us.... they were nervous... they looked nervous and move nervously... they are basically rooted to the floor... and they din take the chances they have to kill off the opponents... but credit to jj.. their moral was high and had very few mistakes... now the gals have one last match left for the 1st round.. they have to win it.. and win it big in order to advance to the next round... they face aj... undoubtedly the strongest in their group.... they really need to show championship wining quality if they were to go on... they need to go all out on attack... need to be fearless... and they MUST have CONFIDENCE in themselves... jiayou ba... Impossible is not an option....

had a very sickening day at NUS today... it's a very lousy interview session for me... think i haven blanked out as badly as today before.... super disgusting... said so much but i dun think i made any sense... seriuosly jialat lar... if they let me into the program it only means they think i have lots to improve... hahaa...

din blog yesterday... cant remember why... yesterday went to watch A Div, the guys are playing their 2nd match while the gals are having their first... the guys played much better compared to monday but they were also up against a weaker opponent... they still need to minimise alot of mistakes that they are making... the gals were like i said, more steady... but something was lacking from them... the fighting spirit... it doesnt seem that they have the mentality/urge to win less eileen and isabella... i hope i can see some hunger from them in the next match.... they'll really need it....

today went back tj to help training... kindda mimic'd jj's way of playing... din really think i did a very good job... kindda off today... but i think they understood wat they have to look out for liaozZ lar... we shall see on friday... still think they got chance to get thru....

today's the first day of the a div competitions... reach CCAB only a while before the guys match.. saw the other 2 teams in their group play... not much of a match... it seems their opponents today, MJ was their only worthy opponents in the first round... seems like their prayers are working for them... they shld be able to cruise thru to the 2nd round... but by then they better show improvement in their steadiness... their performance today... some would it's kindda stage fright, some blame it on the ball... i say it's just a poor performance...

also saw a match between aj & jj the 2 other teams in our gals grp... they are strong... aj has a powerful lineup... jj is pretty much unchanged from... but they are getting more accurate at sending the balls to the empty spots... as for aj... they are simply power pact... our gals... i believe they have a chance... cos they are a very equally distributed team... they have a tight defense and also a well varied attack.... just hope they can maintain their form...

haven been bloggin for a few days... first, the excuses.. friday night i was too tired.. den yesterday nite my sis and her frens were hogging onto all the comps.. so got none to use...

now to backdate on my happenings.. friday... went training... din really do much... just went back to play.. my knees are really starting to hurt more and more.. does that mean i'm getting heavier and heavier?? hope not... although i know just hoping doesnt help much but den.... :P

after training went tuition... hay drove me there on the way to meet yinglan for dinner... dunno why they suddenly meeting for dinner also... well.. i shall not probe further... tuition was okay... cos even though she still din do homework.. at least she din shut off during lesson... so still okay...

went home... sent dear home... den picked lisi up for supper... and later yanli too... den we went to rochor to eat "tao huay"... she finally agrees that it's better than the geylang one... but i dun mind the geylang one lar... geylang win with it's varieties on the menu... whereas rochor's only "tao huay".. kindda boring actually...

saturday... i was supposed to go tj to watch the gals play frenly against temasek poly... i could get up... decided i shld rest a little more for my psychometric test at MOE... I'm glad i did..the test was supposed to last from 1.30pm to 5pm... but it only started around 2.45pm.. den at 4.30pm it was only half time... luckily the latter tests werent timed and we could leave as soon as we finished... obviously i did i as fast i could lar... it's only questionnaires... irritating... luckily i met jincai at MOE.. he applied for teaching scholarship too... at least not so bored... the test really tedious lor... pretty much like SAT... not difficult... just that they give a lot of questions and very little time... irritating...

oh yah.. tj gals won 4 out of 5 set of the frenly.. think with this result they shld be all set and prepared for the championships... for the guys... it's time u get a religion if u dun have one...

today... woke up at noon only cos i was suppose to give tuition again.. yupzZ... i din give her any homework last lesson so i din expect much... my aim is to see her do her work... on den i can be sure she really understands the topic... she seems quite at ease with her maths today.. seems like she already noes wat to do... how to do... i assume that's cos she well awake... yah... i wonder how long she can keep up with this sort of attention... hahaa...

4e guys are actually out for lunch to celebrate silie's birthday.. but cos i was having tuition i couldnt go.. i told kaiyu i would be meeting them only after lunch... but he somehow got the wrong msg and tot i was joining them... still i couldnt make it of cos... after tuition i msg kaiyu only to find out he and tenghui have gone home to study... and when i called fuliang.. he's home too!!! ah man!! wat;s wrong with u guys.. hahaa... soon it will be my turn to mug... haha... wonder if i'll ever get use to mugging again.. haha...

haven been doing much these few days... pretty much just rot at home only lor... den go vball training.. tuition also din go... feeling less den half-hearted abt tuition liaozZ... dun think my cousin is appreciating my efforts to help her... somemore complain to her parents.. say i scold her, insult her... wat the hell... this is so disappointing..

these few vball trainings ended with a discussion for june holidays trip... deciding to go taiwan... gonna be alot of suggestions coming out... soon we will find out who's the spoilt brats and who's the mature ones... it's now a question of money... how much can they afford to pay... will they be able to get the $500 from school by getting the championship... i believe the girls are hopeful.. the guys.. think they will need alot of luck...

been out most of the day... went to dear's place to drive her da jie's car to pick her er jie out of hospital.... yah... was out with them most of the day... went yum cha for dim sum with dear, her er jie, er jie fu and si jie... think the har gao very nice... the prawn very big and fresh... yummy yummy... after that drove her er jie fu home den accompanied them to tampines shopping....

reach home 5plus... super tired... zZzz... just now cooked dinner... think it's nice... cos dear and sis finished everything.. hahaa.. even though i cooked quite a lot... :) hahaa...

this morning went to bright hill to pay respects to my grandma.. it's been 5yrs since she left... memories of her are still vivid... had a hard time trying to find parking there... but i was rather proud of myself being able to easily park into a small parallel slot outside the temple... hahaa... somemore my mum say the slot so small can go in or not... haha.. proved her wrong.. no prob at all.. :)

after that went tampines for lunch... okay okay only... nothing fantastic.. just went foodcourt... haha.. go all the way there just for food court... so dum rite?

just received a letter from PSC informing me that i was not shortlisted for their scholarships, but since i showed interest in teaching they have transfer me to MOE for further considerations... i was kindda disappointed i wasnt select even for an interview before they reject me... well... guess competition's too strong?? hope i can get something out of MOE... haha...

had a whole day of vball at tj... quite shuang.. although din really played well during the guys training... but overall okay lar... esther and wanyang was around in the morning too... me really sweat a lot... changed 5 tshirts today... all time high liaozZ.. haha... wet alot of places hahaa... think the girls quite disgusted by my sweat... not i can control one... too bad... think hay seems unlike himself today... din really play well.. den got really fed up... i see liaozZ also sianzZ.... that set.. everyone also play until very sianzZ... very unlike him to flare up den everyone moral just disappear... this is bad.... yah... that's about it...

after vball went dinner with dear at ajisen... very long never eat liaozZ... shuang... hehee...

feel so tired today... been out the whole day... morning sent dear to NTU... den went back to the tuition centre wanted to collect my pay, but boss wasnt there... so went tj first.. so i'm like in tj super early... got there rot a while... see the "small" ones play mahjong... kids nowadays super shiok... hahaa... met up with hay at the bedok camp hawker for lunch... nothing much there leh.. the prawn noodles still not open... suay... malay food wasnt fantastic... yah... after that went back for training.. training was tiring today... first thing i had to do was to stand on the table and spike... that was like super tiring lor... right hand tired... left hand tired... but most tiring are legs... cos stand on table.. scared fall down... wobbly wobbly liaozZ... when playing match, din really had a good game... making alot of silly dumb mistakes... am i just too tired?? think the girls team really have a shot at getting something this year... they need some luck though... alison was playing well today... think she has really improved a lot.. but she really has to watch the ways she goes down... everytime also with kena the knee den will bleed... tsk tsk tsk... wanted to tell her that she really played well.. but dunno how to put it... somemore hay say liaozZ.. so i say somemore like extra.. so yah... she's improving well...

went to the tuition centre after vball.. finally got my pay check.. returned him the keys and i'm done with that tiny little place... hahaaa.... i'm free.. and jobless again.. hahaa...

came home den immediately went for tuition liaozZ... super tired after everything... fell asleep.. so yah.. i just woke up again...

i successfully submitted my essay for USP last nite... and also i have submitted a whole lot of certificates, result slips and testimonial for my scholarship... hope i'll be getting something... :)

finally finished writing my essay liaozZ... although i still think it doesnt really sound right.. but that's all i have for now.. at least today seems more productive den yesterday... yah... managed to complete it lor...

din do much today... when tuition... came home den dear came to find me for dinner... came home after dinner trying to do my Essay... why is writing an essay so difficult?? guess it's so when u are brain dead... could only squeeze out 2 short paras... and they really DUN sound right... shit manzZ.. going to sleep soon... continue tml... please wish me luck... gotta get more ideas tml... jiayou!!!!

just got up not long ago.. haha.. i fell asleep when i got home... i was folding my clothes den BOOM.. i was sleeping... but i din sleep for long lar... a while only.. but i feel much less tired now.. good short rest.. hhaa...

not too fruitful today... cos i was suppose to to my USP essay but i din do... suppose to help dear edit photos... but din do... lying on my bed most of the time... until hay called and ask me to go eat... den i got out of my bed.. haha.. wat a sloth!!! hahaa... ate at bedok mac... and i applied for the EZlink Member thingy.. just for fun lar... dun think i'll be visiting that often anyway.. haha...

went back tj for vball.. today play until super tired... i gotta squeeze my tshirt 4 times today.. usually only twice... so yah.. think i had a good workout?? hahaa... so i kindda ate more for dinner... ate fishball noodles... very long lever eat liaozZ.. the fishball is still nice... it's hard to fine food that doesnt drop much in standard... this fishball noodles really did well to maintain it's standard... so many yrs liaozZ... change so many cook.. still good... impressed... yah.. i also ate cheng teng.. den bought fruits to eat somemore... full full full..

okie, i better start writing my USP essay.. or else i wun meet the 1st Apr deadline... AArrGGgggHHH...

finally i got an idea for my USP essay... it's gonna be something on right and wrong... yah... think i'll have fun writing on that... will do the writing tml.. i wun be going back to that tuition centre to work liaozZ.. friday i'll be going back to find him for the last time.. to get my cheque and return him his keys... den i'm out of there!!!!! yeah!!!!

boring sunday... dinner in kushinbo... hoping it to be good.. but so disappointed... the place has deteriorated beyong recognition... suckzZ liaozZ.... haizZ...

first thing i did today was to take a cab down to Katong mall to buy choco cake from awfully chocolate for lihui.. it's her bday... so yah... i went to buy lor... half kg cake shared by almost 20 of us... hahaa... the cake was really nice... very chocolaty and not too sweet.. think i can finish the whole cake myself.. hahaa.. seems like lihui has quite a fruitful bday.. lotsa presents from the kids... yupzZ.. everyone likes her... hahaa... how not to rite??

vball today was okay... but i'm facing a problem... will we be getting enough players for our tj alumni team... i see those in UNI not coming down... yet ppl like qingwen and zhiwei can still make it down... this shows a lot for commitment... missing once or twice is okay.. i understand they all have their own things to settle... but how long do they need?? basically i can say they dun show their face after their inter hall games... this sucks...

just now dragged dear to go watch "the eye 10" not really that scary lar... lame at many parts but most of the time really quite silly... ppl are laughing thru'out the show... hahaa... surprising rite....

just wanna add a few more words...

eunice : good luck to u.. :)
esther : u still got things to tell me?
wanyang : jing cha shu shu.. hahaa..
lihui : happy happy bday!!

okie can go sleep liaozZ..

okie.. so lihui's not in today's outing.. oppzZ.. hehee.. not exactly a wonderful day for me also... early in the morning went marina square for bowling with my cchs kakis... really cheap... $1 per game... cos just reopen so got offer.. we were there before it open.. so confirm got lane.. took 1st 2 lanes... my scores are seriously off the charts today... way way below the charts... well.. yah.. so rather lousy day for me at the lanes... but it was rather eventful... alot of weird things happen...

TOP 5 LIST

5. one fren bowled really hard again, 1 pin slided outside the range of the barrier so it was still lying in the middle of the lane after the rack came down for the cleanup. btw he missed that pin on his second try as well.

4. another fren bowled right after trying to hit and clear that pin in the middle of the lane... but he also missed... but he still managed a STRIKE!!

3. another fren, he recently became rather "gan jiong"... he got ready as the rack came down after the 1st throw... he released his powerful shot too early and it rebounded off the barrier...

2. same fren as no.3 bowled really hard.. hit the pins.. when the rack was suppose to come down to collect the pins, someting else fell down.. the lamp bracket for the lights also came crashing down...

1. we were at lane one, same fren as no.4 swung the ball really hard.. ball flew in the air landed outside the lane and bounced towards the wall. leave a dent and a white patch on the wall (they just refurnished the place)

left the bowling centre to go meet PS weijie jass and esther for lunch... wasnt really wat i had in mind also... to say the truth i think i shld not have gone for the lunch... think i felt rather left out... dun think they did it on purpose lar.. but even i find myself rather extra... tried to make myself scarce...

after lunch we walked around aimlessly for awhile before deciding to come my house for awhile... before that we stopped by orchard cos jass wanted to buy something from isetan... paulene's working there as well... esther & jass went to buy their stuff and when they got back.. they said they saw xiujuan too.. she just got even thinner... OMG!! hahaa..

at my house was rather boring lar... i manage to find a rather entertaining show for them to watch.. while i just fell asleep on the chair... duhzZ.. wat a day... sianzZ rite??

guess this entry will be for eunice... since i cant leave a msg in ur blog... i hope u'll be able to see this... i was hoping u could stay in tj too... after all these months, i guess u all have bonded really well... it's really hard for u to leave i guess... well... dun give up just yet... go to the principal... write in to her directly... get recommendations from ur CT dun think fung is useful anymore... write about urself.. try to sell urself... get ur CT to write a short para and sign off... rules may be rules but they can always make allowances for those who are REALLY keen... so yah.. dun give up just yet k... try ur best to impress the principal with everything u've got... things may just work out... whether u heed my advice, that's ur wish.. but no matter where u end up... u'll always be part of our team.. i'm sure the rest feel the same.... jiayou... just is case she doesnt see this... ppl pls let her know k... :)

yeap inertia still working very hard on me today.. still din go work... haha... starting to get worried if i could even get my pay... well... not going to worry about that yet... spend the whole day at home... not very constructive.. tot of running on my threadmill... but that's as far as i got.. just thinking... just now went out with mum and sis... watched miss congeniality 2... not a bad show... i was expecting a lousy sequel.. but i was wrong... it was not bad.. hahaa.. good laughs along the way...

tml shld be a better day.. going bowling in the morning... den afternoon meeting with esther & PS & weijie & jass and lihui i think... yah.. think tml will be more fun...

really wanted to go to work today.. was already changed in the morning... but i just fell asleep on my bed again... well.. guess i just cant bring myself to go back to that place again... so i guess i'll just to try again tml.. i need to go back to get my pay for last month.. i'll make sure he gives it to me... i dun really care about this month.. but last month's pay a must.. last month got more money.. hahaa..

so i'm sure about it now.. i'll be going thru courses to become a qualified coach... yeap... step 1: NCAP tech lvl 1 @ VAS... step 2: NCAP theory lvl 1 @ ssc... step 3: first aid cse @ ssc... yah.. that's the very basic... there will be more.. but that will be in the future... currently i dunno whether i want to go into coaching as a career.. i'm doing this for interest now... we shall see again in the future...

in the not so distant future i have only job in mind... i wanna be in the food industry.. yet i dun wanna waste wat i would learn in my engineering subjects... so maybe i'll be going into foodstuff manufacturing... or processing... the machinery/equipment... yah.. something liddat... maybe i'll come up with some patented method or machine.. den set up my own company.. hahaa... yah.. that's my direction...

saying so much most of it is just thinking... i think a lot.. but more often den not.. i'm too lazy to do it... well... this comes to the topic of being lazy... can anyone be just plain lazy... my ans is NO... there's nothing plain about being lazy... it's a horrifying incurable disease... lazy to exercise, obesity arrives... lazy to work, poverty drops by... lazy to maintain a relationship?? why dun just be alone?? that's an excuse for those who cant find a partner.. hahaa.. well.. it's really bad being lazy.. but i just cant help it... can someone just motivate me out of it?? laziness is just like inertia... once i stop.. i dun wanna start.. once i start... i dun feel like stopping... and if u ask me to stop.. forget about asking me to restart... yah... that's lazines... suxX!!!!

day 3 of my "chao dar" back.... went tj to play ball today... pain was still there... but still bearable.... yah... but downside.. kindda played like shit today... yah... cos of my "chao dar" back... so cant really straighten my arms... den kindda awkward... den like shit lar... timing also like totally off... den like no strength liddat... den now somemore like strained my right shoulder... pain pain... came home to find dear for dinner.... we went to geylang serai to eat... eat till very full and very shuang... hahaa.. after den we had a long long walk... all the way to kembagan MRT... long cos we walk almost an hour... slowly walk and talk lor... yah.. quite nice lor... very long never liddat liaozZ... took bus from kembagan onwards though.. hehee.. tired liaozZ.... zZzz....

today's the aftermath of yesterday... hahaa... cos i stayed at home the whole day... trying to cool myself off.. i'm HOT HOT HOT!! can practically cook an egg with the scorching skin of mine... aarrggghhh!! lesson learnt... never go bare back without sunblock/suntan lotion... now i learn it the hard way... guess this is also good proof that singapore is really getting hotter and hotter... wonder how are we gonna survive a century down the road... it's about time for the scenes in "day after tml" to happen... scary at first but i guess it's actually not a bad thing rite?? cool down the earth a bit... PHEW!! now i'm just blabbering away.. i need to think of an essay for the USP... arrgghhh... "write about an idea that fascinates you or how it has challenged your thinking" wtf!! even the title seems alien to me.. tsk tsk tsk.. how how how?? suggestions anyone???

haven blogged for a few days.. been hiding at home for a while... turtled-myself... hahaa... yah... yesterday i has having a bad stomachache... whole day i was on my bed... pain pain pain.... that's yesterday.. now better liaozZ... this morning went to play basketball at bedok... now super "chao dar"... whole body's burning now... arrgghhh!!!!! shld have put some protection... aarrrgghhh....

was in tjc the whole day yesterday... there in the morning... there in the afternoon.. there at night... and past midnite.. morning i was there for guys training.. den afternoon gals training... suppose to go to work after that.. but heck lar.. too tired to work... so went dinner with them instead... ate the super cheap $1 chicken rice opp tj.. quality suxX lar... but think the price is still quite attractive lor.. yah... that's my dinner... went home soon after to get car... den drove to tj.. original plan was to go supper with the small ones... but hay was like super late... den we decided to "ta pao"... so i drove with wanyang to buy supper back.... after the food was talk cock session... den finally left me and hay to watch our OLD videos.... memories are sweet but wat's over is gone... so sad...

today i din go work again.. stay at home whole day... sleep thru the day until dinner time... den went dinner with mum and coffeeshop nearby... went KTV and chinatown with dear, puey,zip & dx... sang alot of songs... quite long never go ktv liaozZ.. so quite shuang... but nose kindda block so cant sing properly, quite disappointed abt that... sobzZ... but still fun lar... got a lot of new songs...

never blog for 2 days liaOZz.... tired the past few days.. doing wat?? i also dunno... just very tired lor.. sunday din do much.. slept practically the whole day.. den yesterday... go play vball... went back to the tuition centre in the afternoon... looked up the 2 gals for lunch... told boss i quitting.. officially end of this month... but unofficially... i also bo chup... hahaa...

went back tj to play vball today also... sweat alot... feels good... hahaa.. recently i keep getting the ball in my face... last saturday ball rebounded off qingwen den end up on my face... today also kena a few times... sianzZ.. today blocked a few shots.. shuang.. hahaa.. seldom get to do that... hahaa...

went tuition today. gotta go to her house in serangoon.. far far and inaccessible.. irritating.. pekcek... shalt not say more... PEKCEK!!

i received my SAF100 liaozZ... next reservist callup will be May 17 to May 28... lucky i'm in airforce.. hahaa.. cos that just means 2 weeks of boring work.. haha.. take it as going back for visit... yah.. but i think i gotta pass my ippt when i go back.. if not gotta do RT... sobzZ....

i only have one word for NUS open house... boring... super crowded.. lucky i was there early... went with weijing, kelly & wanyang... we were all interested in different stuff in NUS.. so kindda walked our own ways there... but it wasnt really that interesting lor... i found wat i was looking for... my main aim was just to listen to some talks... primarily the engine fac one and the USP one... guess i'll just stick to engine for the time being... i'm really interested to join the USP though.. think it's quite interesting.. i wanna do well in Uni.. and be recognised... dun wanna be just quiet unknown me anymore...

went back tj for vball after the open house... only me, hay and qingwen there... quite sianzZ.. but that's also when i really get to play... so yah.. no complains from me... next week's the start of the week-long hols... and also vball camp again... dunno when i can make it back to play also....

today's mum's bday... so went out for dinner with her... when to marriot hotel.. buffet dinner... it's thailand themed this time... food wasnt fantastic... think the dessert more interesting... lot's of durian stuff.. surprise to see many angmohs there too... guess durians getting pop with angmohs too.. haha..

just now just drove to wenyi's place to pass her the present i got for her 21st bday... it's basically a crystal ornament lar... think she'll like it... hehee... not as expensive as mum's present.. but hope she likes it when she sees it...

went back tj to play vball.. and i still din go back to work.. hahaa... seriously dunno how to face my boss liaozZ.. hahaa.. but still i'm quitting.. next week gotta go back at least on monday... cos next week is pay week... but i dun care lar...i get my last month's pay den sua liaozZ... this month i also din go to work much, like 2 days only.. give him free lar...

tml going to NUS open house...

went to buy wenyi's and mummy's bday present with dear... got them all liaozZ... mum's present was super EX... spent $250 on it... just hopes she'll like it... she has a particular liking for Swarovski Crystals... but i can find any that i like... nor any that she doesnt have... so we ended up buying crystal from precious thots... not cheap also... but i think the craftsmanship looks much better than the Swarovski ones.... yah... that's today... tml going to work... finally... gotta tell the man i'm quitting....

din go to work today again... decided liaozZ.. made up mind liaozZ.. think i'm going to quit the tuition centre job very soon... yah... sick of office jobs liaozZ... yah... interested in more hands on stuff.... cafe jobs anyone??? anybody got anything for me???

had quite a fun day today... went to work initially... but reached there... no one had the mood to work... so we talked lor... just waste time and waste time... yah... whole morning do nothing... den we went to rent vcd to watch... watched the Connie & Carla... funny funny... yah.. after show go for lunch.. outside Tj there... so me just brought my bag along... sick of the work anyway... brought some work home.. see if can do a bit or not.. den tml wun be so jialat....

stay in tj after lunch... played vball till 8pm.. very tired and my legs really very painful... my jumping really got problem liaozZ... depressing... shld i continue playing vball?? or maybe the question shld be.. can i still play or not... finding myself pretty useless... but if dun play.. i dun think i'll exercise also... so how??

dear came to find me at tj... happy to see her... went to coffeeshop opp tj for dinner.. had quite a nice dinner... not too ex lar.. exceptable... maybe shall go JB one of these days...

tml going down to stupid jobstreet to give them my timesheet... i realise i msg that jobstreet woman... not once she had replied... shall not waste money on her anymore... yah... next time i'll go direct to HQlink...

din blog yesterday.. cos i was just dead tired.. by the time i reached home.. i could only lie on the bed and be DEAD!! yah so the career fair is finally over... had quite an interesting experience... quite fun... saw lots of different kinds of ppl over the few days... but really stand until legs very pain.... too heavy liaozZ... legs now still aching like siao...

today din go work also.. cos i was just simply too tired.... rested the whole morning in fact the whole day lar.. now feeling much better liaozZ... had a very full dinner just now at 5* chicken... their charges going very high... not for the chicken but other dishes.. like anyhow charge one... next time i'll just stick to chicken.... e rest waste money...

after 3 days at suntec... i finally feel the pain.. my legs are really aching... it's really kindda sudden.. i was alrite thru-out the day till i finished job... but my knees and my calves suddenly have this acute pain the moment i stepped out of the exhibition hall... just now reach home immediately do stretching... now feeling better... i din really do anything strenuos except standing most of the time... although i had a chair.. but it was too high.. so sometimes i'd rather stand..

today doesnt seem as interesting as yesterday... the kind of pple are getting repetitive.. and time seems to be crawling as well... i was also real tired when i woke up this morning also... super xinku... usually i dun eat breakfast one, today went to eat hoping it would keep me awake... it kindda did lar... but din last too long... after awhile i was yawning again...

at the exhibition i drank a lot of water to try to keep myself awake... resulting my heavy bladder... haha... gotta go toilet so many times... i also tried to be more talkative... the more i talked the more awake i got... and yah.. that's practically how i got thru my day.. talk and talk and talk... saw some of eileen & lisi's classmates today.. they gave me the funny look.. si ginas.. haha.. also saw my airforce fren... saw xiaowen... saw nelson too... he kena scolded by me somemore... NUS eng yr1, come see wat career fair.. hahaa...

after work ate dinner with mum, keli & dear... went to outback steakhouse... the steak was not bad... basically the food was not bad... there's this interesting chicken dish.. "alice spring chicken" quite nice.. like the cheese and mushroomy taste... but the wait for the food was irritating.. the restaurant seems to be severely under-staffed... super slow... dear went to scold them a few times somemore... that's my dear... so.. no one try bullying her k.. sure kena jialat jialat from her one... except me.. haha..

2nd day at the career fair.. still find the job okay for now... hahaa.. but i think i do feel a little less interested as yesterday.. cos i find that i was talking lesser... less interactive... less proactive... yah... that's my attitude... but i am talking more to colleagues and other booth pple.. just crapping lar... dunno their names also.. haha... jus crap together.. crapping knows no boundaries...

fun part today is the kinds of people... there are nerds, idiots, babes, more nerds, uneducated aunties and uncles, uni grads, china nerds, suntec security guard looking for another job in their uniform, caucasians, indian nerds, physically disabled, mentally impaired, skimply-dressed babes, european nerds, rude students, very-skimpily-dress babes (a.k.a. bra-less, damn obvious), very rude students, kiasu singaporeans who take pamphlets just because someone else take, thrifty singaporeans who actually return pamphlets after reading thru them, kiasu students who would say " free ar?? TAKE!!", aunty who took english newspaper supplements even though they dun know english, aunty who chatted with me for 20mins about her son's education and i tot she was mad, uncles who spoke to me in hokkien, a jap old man spoke to me in jap as if i understand and he wouldnt stop even though i gave him the "huhh??" look, some navy warrant officer asking me where is the navy booth (SAF are having their own career fair at Suntec Atrium, in fron of carrefour, and i'm not suppose to tell ppl this, cos this will turn my visitors away), the beer ger whom i worked with last week and finally esther, jass and jingting were there too... i really see all kinds of funny people.. hahaa... fun part...

went dinner with esther, jass, jingting and dear also came to find me for dinner.. we went cafe cartel... dear was there to get the places first... we ate lots of bread... i think might have 6 to 7 loaves of bread... yah.. i ate this fried chicken main course.. think that replaces the old breaded chicken item... but i think this new one looks like KFC.. more expensive though... and i think i scratched the inside of my mouth with the ultra crispy batter... yah.. think i'll stick to pasta in future..

finally can type an entry before midnite... 1st day at work at the career fair.. quite interesting.. think cos i got a nice supervisor.. quite pretty too... think she quite stylo... but think she's well over my age.. so dear, dun worry.. hahaa.. i manned the info-counter the whole day today.. 10 whole hours there is not an easy job.. but i think it's more interesting den working in office... at least u get to stand there talk to ppl... get to see pple's response... quite fun...

wat do i do exactly?? pple ask me questions, and i answer them... pple ask me directions, i have no worries on that.. i'm good with directions and i pretty much know the layout already.. pple ask me about wat courses and jobs are available... i'm still slow with that but i have a very useful directory with me and almost everyone have been patient with me today... phew...

i have to say i am not overly outgoing... i try to pro-actively ask pple if they need assistance.. but more often den not... i'll just keep quiet and wait for their queries... i'm happy and glad that i can actually answer and handle most of the queries today.. not much help needed from my sup.. and 80% of the time i'm there alone at the counter.. so i'm pretty much on my own already...

met quite a few pple at the fair today.. eve and bugs was there... so was carlin and her frens... i even saw my driver back in airforce... he was in a suit.. looks like big boss.. haha.. dun underestimate those drivers.. hahaa...

din go to work today.. slept thru the morning... raining.. nice weather to sleep... the good thing about this tuition centre job is that if i dun feel like going.. all i need to do is give some dum/lame excuse and i can stay at home and sleep... hahaa... but den again this may not be a good thing.. cos i lose $$$... told boss on monday that i wun be coming to work on thurs and fri liaozZ.. cos i'll be helping out at career fair... he din seems like he minded.. so.. bo chup him.. haha...

went to teach jiaqin earlier today since i din go work... teach early finish early so can go home rest early.. haha.. more sleep... teaching her really chore... always spend half the lesson scolding her.. also dunno if she gets wat i teach or not... now i truly understand wat is the hardest part in teaching.. it's making ur student WANT to understand... WANT to learn... super big challenge...

went down to TP to see the Tj gers play against TP.. think our gers are technically not bad... but somehow they lack the desire to win... perhaps it's still early in the year... we shall see how things develop as the competitions draw nearer..

went to watch Hitch with dear after vball... nice show... a show to watch in couples... full of laughter too... thanks to will smith and the fat guy... cant remember his name... yah.. it's a nice and relaxing show to watch... best after a tiring day...

so tml i'll be station at suntec city, hall 603.. so pple visiting the career fair.. please to drop by and say hi.. i predict i'll be rather bored.. esp weekdays... so yah.. come find me yah??

went to Career fair briefing in the morning... i'll be at the infomation counter thru out the 4 days.. so anyone wanna go visit the career fair?? admission is free.. i'll be at the info counter everyday.. can go find me k...

the back stabber at the tuition center is gone.. he has left for NIE... tsk tsk tsk... now boss will be around more often... not a good thing... cos that means more of his disruptive comments and useless ideas... like shit.. dun care... shall just take my own sweet time in doing things... i forsee his tuition centre to close in a few yrs time... brainless method of teaching... doesnt he know by now u cannot use 1 single method to teach everyone?? haizZ... stubborn... dun care.. also not my company...

went vball training after work.. not in the state to jump or spike... basically become serving machine again.... the group of guys really full of shit... their training is practically a sitcom... most of the guys shld be able to get into tj.. except for a few who gotta appeal... the gals impressive... all got in... super impressive... really a lot of people lor... hmmm... seems like there is hope for going to taiwan liaozZ...

work whole day today... after work still go teach tuition... teaching her really getting more and more tedious.. she really dun remember anything.. e more i teach... e more she forgets.. the mor ei have to revise... it's an incredible vicious cycle... horribly horrifying... aarrrggghhhzZ...

Os are out today.. still no news when As will be out... i received my matriculation letter from NUS liaozZ.. time to decide to join them or change course.. gotta decide fast... time is no longer on my side... time seems to be getting faster recently... getting more busy.. more work... more things at home... adult life suxX... earn more money...

boring day today.. nothing much to say.. spent most of the day at home... sleeping... haha... just now went to watch White Noise interesting show.. not very understnadable... but yah.. interesting lor...

tml O'lvl results release.. den soon will be A's liaozZ.. gdluck at all...

suppose to go play vball from morning onwards one.. but din wake up on time.. so din go... went to cut hair in the afternoon.. quite a lot of pple cut hair today.. back to my short hair liaozZ.. looks like army days.. the barber thinks i'm secondary school student... he wanted to collect student price from me.. haha... rush back to tjc after the haircut.. din want to miss the afternoon session of vball as well... not the best of games for me... net high.. cant spike... yah thats about it..

left tj early.. about 530pm left liaozZ... drove home to change den go redhill mrt.. that's where i'm suppose to meet the beer ger today.. it's the same one as yesterday... she's same age as me.. realised they are called beer ambassadors, pays not bad know??? 1 nite 4 hrs liddat $120 leh... good money... she's pretty experienced in the job.. see the way she promote beer really pro... most guys bought more bottles... impressive... had quite a fun experience today.. saw a lot of things.. hahaa... had a few drinks too.. gotta protect the ger from the drinks.. so yah.. that's part of the job too (unofficially).. yah.. finally had a taste of wat's the job like... haha.. too bad last day liaozZ... next week there will be more new experiences... career fair 2005...

seems like i really have quite abit of fun during this long break before uni.. think i really shld have everything recorded down somewhere.. so someday can publish on my webpage....

din go to work today again.. woke up late.. heck lar.. hahaa.. suppose to go give tuition also.. but also heck lar... hahaa... in the end only went back to tj to play vball... i think i played quite well lor... my spike touch not bad... but only for ger's net... cos i cant jump high enough to spike at the guys one... yah... that's the problem... other den that i think i'm doing okay...

suppose to go eunos at 630pm for the beer thingy again.. but also din go.. cos today's my sister's bday.. went Pariss at Marina to makan.. i think the buffet there really not bad.. just that we were there quite late... yah.. but still quite a lot of food lor... yah.. so i think the food not bad lar... although the variety is pretty amazing... but the quality still lacks the 5* hotel standard even though they charge like 5*... not a place for us to go with our own pockets... parents treat still okay.. hahaa..

yeah.. finally weekend is here again.. tml going to play vball practically the whole day... den maybe tml finally get a chance to go do the beer promoter thingy.. hahaa... still haven got a chance to see the promoters and beer gers in action... kindda curious.. hehee..

boring day at work.. expecting nags from boss tml.. cos i din do much today... yah... these few days lunch activity usually rent vcd back to watch... ya... so lunch become more interesting... getting more bored with the job... but not bad lar... getting sidelines here and there to make things more interesting... think during this short yr after ORD.. i gained quite a bit of working experience... perhaps i'll publish them in my webpage when i finally get one.. hahaa...

yesterday got a bomb from traffic police... got summon for speeding... caught on 14 feb morning... shld be when i'm driving jimmy and his gf and e flowers to NTU that time kena one... minus 6 points and fine $150... sianzZ...

today suppose to go help huiting bf, joe with his beer promoter stuff... easy job lar... but i din get to do it in the end... basically each team has a beer promoter... a beer ger... and me, the assistant... den my team the beer ger was late... cos of some admin screw up... den her attitude also quite jialat... so she quit last min.. den me can go home liaozZ lor.. hahaa... dunno will be paid or not lar.. but i think this is an interesting experience.. ya.. suppose to roam around with e other 2 at those coffee shops and beer selling places to promote beer.... i only help carry things.. no promoting... but in the end din go lar... luckily those gals i jio'ed last nite in the end din come.. cos this is really a guy's job... if they go really not safe... so yah lor.. home early... rot around... gotta recharge for tml... long day ahead.. in fact long weekend ahead...

din go to work today, cos too tired after last nite... but did quite a few things at home... firstly i received my password for PSC scholarships application.. so i went on to fill up the application... realised i got nothing much to impress them with... only aiming for a lowly teaching scholarship.. dunno if they'll even consider me or not... hehee... yah... need to write essay for part 2 of my application.. haven done that... dunno how to start also... gonna ask dear to help me in that...

as i was flipping thru my result slips... found my ord present... $80 takashimaya voucher.. hahaa.. shopping time!! hahaa..

den huiting also msg me about this asia breweries booth helper thingy.. $35 per day.. thurs day to sat... 630pm to around 11pm...not much info given initially.. except they need ppl.. so i go msg alot of ppl lor... den in the end tell me only need 3.. i also paiseh dunno who to reject... tsk tsk tsk... anyway tml.. i'll go work early.. leave early.. go tuition.. den go eunos at 630pm for this job... so tml gonna be a busy day...

yah so... time to go sleep... zZZzzZZZzzzzzzzz..........

just got home not long ago... very tired...

had a long day at work today... quite bored.. dear came find me for lunch.. watched vcd with val & joy at work during lunch hr.. haaa... wasnt really sure wat was going on in the show... cos i was doing my work... but i told them to save the file in my com... so next time i can watch.. hahaa.. so clever rite...

after work went back to tj to play vball... so long din go back liaozZ... think nowadays i only qualified to play with the gals team.. i'm too weak to play against the guys... no place for me... i wasnt really very good playing with the gals either... but at least the net shorter... haha... had quite a good time playing vball... dear came to find me at the court... she jogged from home...

we went to my house together.. get car.. den drive her to borders... den i went to meet carlin for dinner, although it's her supper.. hahaa... yah.. not bad lor.. had a very long chat with her.. din see her for quite some time... did some catching up.. yah.. great to have a friend like her even after so many yrs... yah.. we were never in the same school... yet we are still in touch... quite amazing yah?? hahaa...

yah.. after sending her home den i realised that dear was out of borders for a long time liaozZ.. felt really guilty that she was alone in orchard... she din wanna tell me cos she din wanna disturb my chat... yah... but that's kindda silly... it really made my heartache when i heard her voice when i called her... i immediately rushed down to fetch her...

SORRY DEAR!! I LOVE YOU.. I REALLY DIN KNOW BORDERS CLOSED EARLY.....

finally get my pay today... not much only $400 plus... quite a good day today... did a few worksheets... not many just a few.. boss sure grumble one... but dun care... 1 side in 1 side out... i get my job done eventually... so just bo chup him... yah.. after work went dinner with mummy... dat's my day... nothing much..

tml going back tj to play vball... doubt i'll be able to jump... but nvm... just go play lor... hahaa...

saturday went back to tj to play vball... and that basically sums up my day.. rather boring... worst still... my kness really giving me problems liaozZ... very painful and cannot jump... seems like its really time for me to lose weight.. or forget about play vball again... haizZ.... sianzZ

sunday... joined the SMU waikiki beach volley competition... at first tot maybe if lcky can win something... reach there den realise.. haha... no chance.. cos i realised the prize was quite attractive... no wonder so many strong teams in the game... yah.. we got knocked out almost immediately... kindda sianzZ... my knee giving problems again... haizZ.. can die... saw a lot of familiar faces at the beach... saw carlin's sister.. wanni(dun think she remembers me liaozZ)... yah... many many others... dear still seems quite good in vball... pity she din have a chance to improve in tj... nor in ntu... now abit too late... yah... left the beach early cos i was tired... went chinatown for lunch... a little shopping and i came home to sleep... was really tired while driving home... jumped onto the bed the moment i got home... hahaa... tired... wasnt really under the sun much today s wasnt burnt even though i din put sunblock... but today's weather not bad lar... got wind den cloudy also... so overall not a bad day lor... just tired...

din go to work today... woke up with quite a bad headache... felt like vomitting too... yah so din go to work.. so din get my paycheck still... think i really have very bad working attitude... hahaa... die liaozZ.... but i think this only happens when the job is boring and i dun really like it.... yah... so if i got a choice.. dun think i'll be there too... so boring...

i basically spent the whole day at home sleeping... much better in the evening... went to tuition again... think that's the best job for me for now... anyone got anymore tuition kids to pass to me??? please do so... i dun charge much... negotiable.. hehee....

just now when to pick dear from her naima's place... den we went chomp chomp for dessert... went to try the egg toufu... actually it tastes like custard... i like it... hehee.... after that went down to river angbao... this year's one like nothing much liddat... quite boring...

went to interview in the morning... boring thing.. go there talk talk... never tell me anything new also.. everything the jobstreet ger already told me liaozZ... but now still haven confirm i get the job.. they suppose to call me and let me know on a later date.. haha...

went back to tuition centre after the interview.. but i really wasnt in the mood to work... very tired... production rate was ultra slow... tml sure kena nag again... went TM for lunch with valerie and joy... asked dear to join us too... seems like dear still quite free at her new job... cos most of the system she need to use still not up for her... yah... it rained when we were going back.. kindda caught in it... mt shirt dried pretty fast.. quite pleased with this shirt... comfortable and cheap... and dries super fast..

yah... super tired... and i still haven get paid... zZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

just got home only.. today's another tiring day.. worked whole day.. went for Hainan clan dinner... at hainan street.. long long 8 course dinner.. but the food not bad.. quite nice in fact... alot of distant relatives that i din know of... hahaa.. anyway that's not the tiring part...

went to vincent's house to pick up his van to go down to NTU to send fridge back to the florist... yah... very tiring cos gotta drive all the way to NTU and back... but today get my delivery fees.. not bad for a few days work i would say...

my last entry ended rather abruptly.. reason?? i fell asleep.. haha... but just post it on for fun lor.. so continue what happened yesterday... yesterday was supposed to be pay day... but din get it yet.. cos i left early...

after work i had to give tuition to jiaqin again... she is really getting from bad too worst... not paying attention at all... can remember a single thing.. i was revising her sec 1 stuff... yet she doesnt remember anything... how the hell is she going to improve her grades if she doesnt even make an effort to remember what she has learnt... super irritating... sometimes i just wanna give up... but... give up den no more money... haizZ... find different ways to make her remember...

after tuition.. i went home and took the car.. went back grandma's place to drive jiaqin home... after that went to pick dear to go watch constantine.. show started the moment we stepped into the cinema... hahaaa.. nice show.. quite interesting... quite funny also... some rather lame stuff were here and there in the show... but i got a feeling dear may be quite lost in it... well... dear... dunno ask me k... at most i laff at u for awhile only.. haha...

not a bad day... boring day at work thou...boss drove us out for lunch.. at peranakan place at katong... food there not bad.. but also not cheap.. yah.. had a meeting earlier on.. and most of it i heard my name... seems like i have lots of things to do.. but.. bo chup.. haha.. somemore say wat wanna improve dress code... look more professional, wanna wear tie... DUHzZZ!!

today's vday.. suppose to go to a fast food restaurant outside night safari with yanli.. but because of the delay we din go.. went to kovan to eat... not as exciting as night safari.. so this is my boring valentine's day.. i was really touched when she took a cab down to my delivery location after she finished work... she came to pei me cos i told her i had a bad day... things were much easier with her around.. i'll let her do the talking... i will just do the driving.. i know she'll see this..

DEAR DEAR!! I LOVE YOU, THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALL THESE YEARS. YOU ARE SIMPLY WONDERFUL

din blog yesterday.. cos i was too tired after a whole day of driving and sending flowers...went out 7am... reach home only like 11plus... dunno earn like $20-$30 dollars only.. if not fren, sure tell them f-off...waste my time..

today is much worse actually... 24 deliveries planned today.. i had everything well sorted out last night... which place to go first, how to go... more or less settled... but today one huge delay 1st thing in the morning.. den the delays snowballed.. i tried to drive faster liaozZ.. at times on the expressways i was going 120kph.. but still not in time... cos there were cock ups along the way... like the road directory showed me PJC was beside science center.. and i went there... THERE WAS NO PJC... PJC is now at Teck Whye Walk.. that's somewhere in Choa Chu Kang... and it also shows NUS Kent Ridge Hall at a different location... making wrong turns here and there... ADVICE : never do deliveries alone, it helps to have someone beside you... sent a few wrong orders also... missed a few places cos no time... worst still.. my HP got no BATT... i was totally disconnected, lost... i was suppose to have interview at 3pm... becos of all the delays.. i skipped it... finished the day deliveries.. but i lost the chance to earn $265 at the Career Fair 2005. too bad... night deliveries actually can be on time one... but stupid Kent Ridge Hall made me waste a lot of time there... in the end dragged till 10 den finish.. actually go somemore one... but jimmy help me send... to say the truth.. all these resulted from poor planning from jimmy... he wants to do everything himself yet he cannot finish on time.. so everything delay delay.. worst still, he likes to tell me every single complain the buyers give him... tell me those for wat?? i dun need to know those.. i do deliveries!!! i cant solve his problems... he only create more problems for me... this time also dunno how much money i can get... after all the cock ups.. maybe not much... see how lar... i paid $50 for my petrol somemore... today i travelled.. 679 KM!!!!


tml's a new day.. back to the boring tuition centre.. hahaa..

today's a driving day.. had been driving from morning till nite... tired.. seriously tired... i'll go sleep immediately after this.. today first time do delivery.. went to vincent's place to pick up the van... manual one... challenging.. first time driving manual since passing my license.. exciting... drove okay... jerky at times... stalled a few times.. but that's okay... morning delivery was with yanli... cos she free and vincent working.. she was great help... afternoon was with vincent.. while yanli went to give tuition... overall was okay today still quite relax.. only a few deliveries.. tml will be siong... worst still was that jimmy's organisation skills not too good... most of the admin is in a mess!!!! utter failure in that aspect...

at nite went to pick yanli up in my car... for dinner with her jc clique.. seems like a bunch of young ladies showing signs of getting old.. hahaa... yah.. dinner wasnt fantastic... the conversations are more interesting... so that's my day... i'm so tired.. gotta forced myself to keep awake while driving home... but i'm alrite... next time i'll take a cab... zZzZzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......

friday.. suppose to go back tj to play vball one... but too tired.. too much driving and visiting makes u tired... worst u dun get enough ang baos to make u happy.. so yah.. spelt the whole day till dinner time... went to Genghis Khan at Park Mall... advise to ALL my frens... AVOID IT!!! it's one of the worst buffet i've been too... really really sucks... really waste my stomach space...

drove yanli to mount faber again... went there to see the view... nice nice.. many stars... tonite alot of pple... got 2 cafes there.. but the price all not cheap... $10++ per glass.. yah.. so we juat walk walk lor...

working tml as flowers delivery man... borrowing van from vincent... same for sunday... monday hope to get hay to drive his... so yah.. time to sleep!!!

had quite a good day today.. been driving practically the whole day but my fuel gauge still showing more then full tank... i really wonder how much the petrol kiosk guy pumped into my tank yesterday... haha... 4e guys came to my house in the morning as the first stop for our annual visiting routine... but we went to this dim sum shop at lor 17 there breakfast first... it's called wen dao shi... not fantastic... but not horrible lar... so not really that recommended... hhaa... went to vincent's place after mine... pick him up there and went on to joel's place... vincent drove my car on this leg of the journey... he's good lar... no worries... den followed by a longer pitstop at kaiyu's place... this time ah lian drove... tsk tsk tsk... typical woman driver= danger/ road hazard/ stay away... hahaa.. sort of had lunch there lor... had " yusheng" without the fish... with more crackers den vege.. haha... den there was tea-leave eggs... japanese chicken... lotus-leaf bun with OTAK!! hahaa... yah basically we were full... next stop was fuliang's place... kindda like forced to eat there.. cos his grandma prepared popiah... den we cannot say no mahzZ... so squeeze lor... really full.. hhaa.. yah... very full... i drove to silie's place... but by the type i stepped into his house... mum called me up to go pick my grandma... going our house for dinner...

a lot of pple came... and like other huge gatherings at my place.. it was pretty messy.. but i think this is one of the easiest... cos i had time for myself.. the last one... i was basically stucked inthe kitchen preparing food... and poor dear dear has to serve me food all the time and stick with me in the kitchen.. so nice rite?? she was doing the same this time too just that i wasnt stucked in the kitchen that long..

after dinner i went to watch "i do i do" with yanli, mum & sis.. very funny lar.. although as u go along the show u find the plot rather predictable.. but the laffs will still come... so i would say this is still a good show.. so i'm almost done with my CNY movies.. now left with flight of the phoenix and constantine... any takers???

not a very fruitful day of ang baozZ... din see all my relatives... but those who were around usually give $10 angbaozZ.. so still not bad... i guess... went to dear's hse to bai nian also.. quite paiseh... first time going there during new yr.. hehee... watch amazing race 6.... exciting race till the end... not the expected winners... but not too bad... hope tml's a better ang bao day...

XIN NIAN KUAI LE!! WAN SHI RU YI!!

just got home not long ago... drove to chinatown to walk around after watching movie... watched seoul raiders.. not bad... quite funny.. typical hongkong show lor... nothing special lar... hahaa... just watch for fun... lucky mum's paying.. chinatown very crowded.. we reacheds there about 1 plus still packed... walked until 3 den leave.. still another long day ahead...

GONG XI GONG XI!

finally one full day at work.. 10hrs in total.. quite torturing to stay in the centre for that long... super boring... really need ppl to talk to u and walk around more... or else really can get bored to death...

went down to orchard after work to continue on my new yr clothes.. my aim?? bermudas and preferably a good top... before all that... dinner... location?? taka... food?? suxX... price.. suxX even more... Status?? condemned!!! walked to OG orchard point again... seems like that's the only place with clothes that i can fit into and it's not too ex... yah.. i bought my bermudas.. plain looking... $18... i'm happy with it.. but din manage to find a suitable top for new year.. too bad....

tml no need to work... only need to go back next week.. hahaa.. SHIOK!! hahaa.. but that also means no money... dun think my ang pao gonna make up for my lost in pay.. doesnt seem worth it now.. sobzZ....

din blog yesterday.. think i was too tired... actually now i also quite tired.. but i think i wanna blog still.. cos too long den i'll forget wat had happened one... and yah.. 2 days is too long for me... hahaa.. short term memo... but long term still okay.. haha... okay so here goes...

saturday morning... i slept thru it... that's wat i tot i was supposed to do lar... den my mum woke me up like 830.. saying we gotta go temple to pray to my grandma... it's not that i dun wanna pray.. i'm okay with it.. but... the way she anyhow prays... even free thinkers like me also see "buay song".. really anyhow one.. cos why?? she also free thinker mahzZ.. den she pray just for the sake of it... so everything also chin cai chin cai... might as well dun do rite?? haizZ.. yah.. that's my morning.. i drove there too...

afternoon went back to tj to play vball... quite shuang... i think i was able to jump at first... could spike too.. but after a while tired liaozZ den cannot liaozZ.. also my knee seems to be giving up on me liaozZ... aching quite badly... kindda hurts when i land too.. OUCH... esther was there.. cos she had MC for the dog bite?? cant remember the MC for wat liaozZ.. hehee... i said short term memo liaozZ rite?? hahaa... left at 6.. cos gotta go home and fetch everyone to dinner...

dinner was at my uncle's place... sort of CNY dinner.. saw many relatives there... quite surprised they turned up... think i'm quite big shot.. haha.. cos everyone knows me... me eldest grandson mahzZ... it's like once i reach only.. my uncle dragged me to greet everyone... very weird.. my parents are divorced... they dunt know... my father din wanna tell them.. gave them excuse say we sold the flat cos we bankrupt.. money for me and my sis's studies... whahaaa... wat a TALL tale... i dunno if he told them that.. cos when i reach with yanli, keli and my mum... he was already there... anyway... he hasnt paid for my education dunno since when.. so.. i dun feel any duty of a son to him... i only see him as a pitiful old man, who still cant get his thinking straight... hopeless case...

that dinner was rather torturous, why?? cockiness... some of them really and brag about the things they do... wanna know what they like to brag about?? can always call me.. i can entertain u for at least an hr... hahaa..

went to look and new yr flowers after dinner.. drove to the florist neart TJ... the whole stretch was crowded even at 11plus... most amazing thing was my mum actually bought 7 pots of flowers... tsk tsk tsk.. she really likes to buy a lot of things and put in the house.. den at the end of it complain say the house too small... think she really needs a very very big house... hahaa...

after so long... finally i can get to sunday.. sunday suppose to be a resting day at home... but i gotta go out.. shopping for new year clothes... went to parkway initally.. and i realised i getting really fat... couldnt find clothes that fit.. and cheap.. so i went to suntec after that.. tired a few shops.. also failed... i was really depressed... i wanna buy.. but cannot fit.. and also no money... depressed depressed... but i bought my rm telephone from carrefour... $10 only.. and it has caller ID.. good enough for me liaozZ...

finally me and yanli went to orchard to walk walk see see... i was really getting really depressed... but usually that's all i do lar... just wallow in my own misery... den yanli will just comfort me... hahaa.. cheapo rite??? but she nice enough to endure me... i would have just left with a slap... so and OG orchard point.. i finally managed to get some clothes.. bought 2 shorts and and 2 t-shirts.. $80.. reasonable i guess... quite a simple sunday it seems.. hahaa..

went for supper just before sending yanli home... we ate at the shop beside the katong 5star chicken rice... not bad know?? price not too cheap lar.. but the taste of the food reallt quite good lar... next time we can skip having chicken rice all the time liaozZ...

din go to work today again.. like wat's new rite?? hahaaa.. gave tuition today.... 1 hr only.. tml den one more hr.. cos today gotta ruch down to NTU... drove down.. quite shiok... NTU got much less humps den NUS... does that explain why NTU cars are faster and more accidents? hmmm.. no idea...

went to NTU for Impresario.. for those of u who dunno wat is it.. it's an islandwide talentime org by NTU... standard not bad lar... but still not as good as expected... guest are pretty good.. got zhou chong qing... and maia lee.. and candice foo (e sg idol dropout, who's also winner for last yr's impresario)... overall performances were not bad lar... there was this spoof the organisers did on kungfu hustle... that set the whole house into laughter.. but yanli wasnt laffing.. cos she din watch kungfu hustle.. hahaa.. too bad... but it was damn funny... patronised NTU's macdonalds also.. hehee.. cheaper den outside... but the 20 pc nuggets same price.. they think UNI students cant count ar?? hahaa...

just now read esther's blog... she thinks she suay... all kind of suay things happen to her.. but i think not really all suay lar.. she very careless also.. so mei... take care urself.. stop being so careless!! anyway ur dOg so small... next time it tries to bite... run!! hahaa... have ur rabbit been bitten by ur dog?? hahaa...

went to tanjong pagar this morning... one of jobstreet's offices... i guess this shld be my first interview... first one that i readily agreed to go and turned up.. hahaa.. well.. wasnt much of an interview too... jass and dear was there with me.. guess that made me feel better.. can speak a little more... but maybe too much for my own good... but den.. heck lar... better den staying quiet and nodding ur head... so basically it's a job to help out at Career 2005... Exhibition at suntec coming March... pay's $6.50/h... 4 days... gonna pontang from tuition centre for this... anyway.. i calculated my pay for last month... only got $400... seems so sucky... jiaqin's tuition already $300.. yah..

went back to work today after the interview.. purposely slow down my rate of work... dun wanna do too much too fast.. wat's the point rite?? helping him aint helping myself... moreover he doesnt really trust me... tsk.. gotta use my money wisely... not much left for me to use...

went dinner with mum & sis & dear... parkway crystal jade... first time cannot finish the food we ordered... dunno is appetite smaller or just too much food... i'd like to think is my appetite smaller... hahaa... after dinner went giant to buy myself a super big cup... my cups at home all too small.. hahaa... so bought this "ah pek" steel cup... haha... think can hold 1 litre in it.. shiok ar!! hahaa... bottoms up!!!

just got home from dinner not long ago... ended up going to work late today... cos i overslept.. actually woke up at 7am one.. but dunno why fell asleep again.. hehee.. so only reached office about 11... den i bought breakfast from long john's.. quite nice actually leh... and it's quite cheap... next time go try okie?? i like the sandwich and the baked beans... hehee.. i like baked beans... i used to have many cans of that in camp when i was in airforce.. hahaa... makes good supper... hahaa..

gave tuition to my cousin again, lesson after lesson, i realise... she remembers lesser and lesser things... really pekcek... still stucked in the same chapter.. almost 1 mth liaozZ.. but the happy thing is today get my fees.. hahaa... so got abit of money liaozZ.. hehee.. think this would be a good yr for me... jiayou!!

went home to collect car.. den drove to pick up yanli form her house.. den esther from orchard to go down to NUS... IHG finals.. missed the guys match.. sheares won 3-2 over KR though.. missed the excitement... haizZ... saw the gers finals... landslide victory by temasek... Yuhan was there.. no wonder why they won so easily...

took the morning off to go interview in the morning... hehee... going with dear and jass... hay fly aeroplane!! tsk tsk tsk...

had a pretty productive day today... went to work at 830am.. half hr earlier den normal... could be earlier.. but decided to have breakfast at bedok hawker... hehee... nasi lemak... very long never eat liaozZ.. since working at GE.. formulated quite a few worksheets today... so cant complain my workrate low today... yah... realised something at work today.. i was backstabbed... first time understanding the world outside... 4 yrs older den me... also from tj somemore... i despise U!! backstabber.... complain to boss when i'm not around... tsk tsk tsk.... i was wrong about U... anyway.. i'll be wary of him liaozZ... lucky the other 2 gals kindda like on my side one.. cos me same level... same pay scale... hahaa..

went back tj to play vball today... not a bad day at vball either...touch was not bad... although cant really jump still... but not bad i guess.. esther was there too... and today i finally saw for myself... the kind of brainless things alison could just say... think her speech really bypass her brains.. but that's wat makes her cute...

went simpang bedok for dinner with esther.. cos the rest not interested.. so me and my mei only lor... chat with her a little too... i'm just really glad i have esther as my mei... just a wonderful person to have around urself.. hehee...

finally i wanna whine again.. no one buying flowers from me yet... dun think any commission is gonna come for me liaozZ... saturday i no choice i had to cash my ERS shares.. so now got $500 in my bank.. can survive for awhile.. so sianzZ... dun like hand to mouth kind of living... not enough for me...