din go to work today again.. like wat's new rite?? hahaaa.. gave tuition today.... 1 hr only.. tml den one more hr.. cos today gotta ruch down to NTU... drove down.. quite shiok... NTU got much less humps den NUS... does that explain why NTU cars are faster and more accidents? hmmm.. no idea...

went to NTU for Impresario.. for those of u who dunno wat is it.. it's an islandwide talentime org by NTU... standard not bad lar... but still not as good as expected... guest are pretty good.. got zhou chong qing... and maia lee.. and candice foo (e sg idol dropout, who's also winner for last yr's impresario)... overall performances were not bad lar... there was this spoof the organisers did on kungfu hustle... that set the whole house into laughter.. but yanli wasnt laffing.. cos she din watch kungfu hustle.. hahaa.. too bad... but it was damn funny... patronised NTU's macdonalds also.. hehee.. cheaper den outside... but the 20 pc nuggets same price.. they think UNI students cant count ar?? hahaa...

just now read esther's blog... she thinks she suay... all kind of suay things happen to her.. but i think not really all suay lar.. she very careless also.. so mei... take care urself.. stop being so careless!! anyway ur dOg so small... next time it tries to bite... run!! hahaa... have ur rabbit been bitten by ur dog?? hahaa...

went to tanjong pagar this morning... one of jobstreet's offices... i guess this shld be my first interview... first one that i readily agreed to go and turned up.. hahaa.. well.. wasnt much of an interview too... jass and dear was there with me.. guess that made me feel better.. can speak a little more... but maybe too much for my own good... but den.. heck lar... better den staying quiet and nodding ur head... so basically it's a job to help out at Career 2005... Exhibition at suntec coming March... pay's $6.50/h... 4 days... gonna pontang from tuition centre for this... anyway.. i calculated my pay for last month... only got $400... seems so sucky... jiaqin's tuition already $300.. yah..

went back to work today after the interview.. purposely slow down my rate of work... dun wanna do too much too fast.. wat's the point rite?? helping him aint helping myself... moreover he doesnt really trust me... tsk.. gotta use my money wisely... not much left for me to use...

went dinner with mum & sis & dear... parkway crystal jade... first time cannot finish the food we ordered... dunno is appetite smaller or just too much food... i'd like to think is my appetite smaller... hahaa... after dinner went giant to buy myself a super big cup... my cups at home all too small.. hahaa... so bought this "ah pek" steel cup... haha... think can hold 1 litre in it.. shiok ar!! hahaa... bottoms up!!!

just got home from dinner not long ago... ended up going to work late today... cos i overslept.. actually woke up at 7am one.. but dunno why fell asleep again.. hehee.. so only reached office about 11... den i bought breakfast from long john's.. quite nice actually leh... and it's quite cheap... next time go try okie?? i like the sandwich and the baked beans... hehee.. i like baked beans... i used to have many cans of that in camp when i was in airforce.. hahaa... makes good supper... hahaa..

gave tuition to my cousin again, lesson after lesson, i realise... she remembers lesser and lesser things... really pekcek... still stucked in the same chapter.. almost 1 mth liaozZ.. but the happy thing is today get my fees.. hahaa... so got abit of money liaozZ.. hehee.. think this would be a good yr for me... jiayou!!

went home to collect car.. den drove to pick up yanli form her house.. den esther from orchard to go down to NUS... IHG finals.. missed the guys match.. sheares won 3-2 over KR though.. missed the excitement... haizZ... saw the gers finals... landslide victory by temasek... Yuhan was there.. no wonder why they won so easily...

took the morning off to go interview in the morning... hehee... going with dear and jass... hay fly aeroplane!! tsk tsk tsk...

had a pretty productive day today... went to work at 830am.. half hr earlier den normal... could be earlier.. but decided to have breakfast at bedok hawker... hehee... nasi lemak... very long never eat liaozZ.. since working at GE.. formulated quite a few worksheets today... so cant complain my workrate low today... yah... realised something at work today.. i was backstabbed... first time understanding the world outside... 4 yrs older den me... also from tj somemore... i despise U!! backstabber.... complain to boss when i'm not around... tsk tsk tsk.... i was wrong about U... anyway.. i'll be wary of him liaozZ... lucky the other 2 gals kindda like on my side one.. cos me same level... same pay scale... hahaa..

went back tj to play vball today... not a bad day at vball either...touch was not bad... although cant really jump still... but not bad i guess.. esther was there too... and today i finally saw for myself... the kind of brainless things alison could just say... think her speech really bypass her brains.. but that's wat makes her cute...

went simpang bedok for dinner with esther.. cos the rest not interested.. so me and my mei only lor... chat with her a little too... i'm just really glad i have esther as my mei... just a wonderful person to have around urself.. hehee...

finally i wanna whine again.. no one buying flowers from me yet... dun think any commission is gonna come for me liaozZ... saturday i no choice i had to cash my ERS shares.. so now got $500 in my bank.. can survive for awhile.. so sianzZ... dun like hand to mouth kind of living... not enough for me...

suppose to go to work at 12pm... in the end... decided to fly their aeroplane... i called backed... realised i was the only who flew aeroplane.. hahaa... the other gal, Joy also say she's sick... cough until cannot breathe.. like REAL!! hahaa... anyway.. going to work tml... gotta make some money somehow... really keen on switching jobs liaozZ... hehee...

so if i din go to work, den wat did i do?? hmmm.. i laid on my bed till around 9pm den dinner came den i ate... den rot again.. den i'm here in front of my com.. haha... wat an enjoyable day rite?? if only everyday was just like this and i could still survive... hahaa... wat a sloth i am.. hahaa...

din go to work today... is my boss say no need to go one.. i got a feeling he thinks i'm cheating him on the job.. like i'm not doing work... this feels bad... this is a singal for me to start looking for new jobs... yah.. and i'll do that... moreover... it's not as if he is paying alot... duhzZ....

so today i woke up around 1plus... suppose to go play basketball in the morning but in the end din go cos i was just too tired.... wanted to drive there one... but haizZ.. tired lar... cant get out of bed.. so heck it lor....

so i plus i woke up.. i had lunch... washed up a little... waxed my hair... for fun... cos just got a bottle of it.. hahaa... den my sis told me she also have... den she gave me hers too... cos she not using liaozZ... yah.. sticky feeling.. but okay lar.. think it feels better den gel... hahaa...

wanted to go sentosa see the tj juniors in surf & sweat... but most of them leaving liaozZ.. yah.. so me went to harbourfront to pick up eileen & lisi.. den sent eileen to telok kurau to her grandma's place which turned out to be yanli's sister's condo too... small world...

den me and lisi were still deciding where to go for food... finally decided on chomp chomp... jio'd hay and PS... went to their place to pick them up... made my way there quite easily... yah... but made quite a mess on my way to chomp chomp.. but still got there somehow... dinner was great... quite a lot of food... couldnt really try everything there yet.. cos full liaozZ... we went bendemeer for hay to pick of a fish tank.... den we decided to go NUS to watch vball... Temasek Hall vs King Edward 7.... Temasek Hall won.... not really the underdaugs but they din really have any star players.. they played pretty well as a team... met quite a few ppl there... realise there is quite a lot of familiar faces in NUS.. looking forward to go there i guess... maybe i shld have been there already... but i've already made my decision.. stick to it den... i'll be there in August... but still haven decide where to stay.... Sheares?? Temasek?? Kent Ridge?? hmmmm.. or Eusoff??? watever.. still to early to decide... drove hay, PS, qingwen and Lisi back home after the matches... Lisi was really tired... fell asleep the moment she got onto the car... hhahaa... so much for the tireless energizer.... hahaaa...

starting work tomolo only at 12pm.. really think my boss is trying to reduce my working hrs, irritating... reducing my pay in a way also... sucks...

finally just wanna say that Finding Neverland is quite a nice show... feels kindda like A Beautiful Mind if u have watched that show too... yah.. not bad lar... it's a show suitable for older kids... young one wun know wat's going on... heheee...

went back tj to play vball today.. saw very few ppl at first.. thot all "pang seh" me... heng some of them turned up after a while.. so had quite a few games.. kindda accepted the cruel fact that i'm no longer an attacking player... quite sianzZ.. so now i practically receive... and serve.. my defense quite weak also... seem to have lost my positioning... can never get into the correct position to receive a spike or a dropshot... feeling suxX... feels like an outsider of the game... after i've like been doing it for almost 10 yrs liaozZ.... suxX...

just got back from dinner only.... had thai food at lemongrass restaurant... at HMV... not bad... but expensive... yah... so wun going there unless someone else is paying... just drove everyone home.. later going out for midnite movie with dear dear... shld be watching finding neverland... hope it's nice...

worked today again... working seems like a chore liaozZ... not too good leh... wonder how long will i last there... anyway... still haven got any pay from anywhere... money running low in my account.. left $50 only.. still gotta pay $219 for insurance next month... sounds a chore... sounds like i'm pretty broke.... had tuition today also... still stuck at where i was since last week... still cant get the algebra formulaes into her head... haizZ.... she liddat i wanna help also difficult...

took the car for a drive today again... went orchard to pick up my sister and her frens den send them home... den went simei to pick lisi den went out for supper at geylang...yes.. dou jiang you tiao again... hahaa... den sent lisi home... heard some news about rach.. hehee.. den drove yanli around... see see look look.. quite impressed with myself.. i seem to know most of the roads in singapore.. moving around is not a problem... great to be driving... heheee...

din go to work today again.. pontang... just felt too lazy again... yah... went back tj to play vball today.. also collected pineapple tarts from lisi... guys training today.. me became serving machine... think i served close to 2000 balls.. hahaa.... i can replace that worthless serving machine liaozZ... hahaa... pretty tired now... first time serve balls until almost cramp... suxX... hahaa...

went to work today... boring day... had tuition... she just cant remember anything i taught her... really pissed...

din go to work today... why leh?? cos i din feel like it.. wanna laze on the bed, so i din go lor.. shiok rite?? yes it was.. but i think i better not do it too often.. or else there goes my job... hahaaa... i spent the morning sleeping.. so shuang... dear brought lunch for me... and we continue to rot together till evening den we went tj... dear sampled lisi's pineapple tarts.. she says not bad... so we will be getting a few bottles from her mum... i printed like 100 over pamphlets for the tj SC to help me distribute.. dunno whether they'll do it or not.. dun waste my money!!

played a little vball for a while... still think i suck... cant jump... why doesnt my weight wanna leave me alone... haizZ... they just love me so much... haizZ... took car from mummy at night... den pick yanli out for dinner... we went chomp chomp for dinner... not bad this time.. the last time we went there about few yrs back.. we were super turned off and so pissed with the service... today's so much better... had a good meal... yah... den we wanted to go GeLare for waffles cos it's tuesday.. we chose the ECP one... BUT it was closed by the time we got there.. SadzZ.. so ate macdonalds instead... sat there for quite a while.. i read storybook...

but soon dear got tired.. so we went to drive around... feels good driving around at night.... we drove to mount faber... our first time there... no wonder thats a lover's spot... we saw lots of couples there.. hahaa.. the view there quite nice... one side's a harbourview, the other side's city view... yah.. nice place.. but it's a long & dark way up... creepy feeling... yuckzZ... hahaa..

not a very interesting day... went to work... earned $50 i guess... dear came to look for me for lunch.. she "cooked" for me.. very long never eat anything prepared by her liaozZ... tasted nice... got quite a lot of food.. today work quite slack.. cos most of the day boss not around.. so kindda slack my way thru....

after work went to look for mummy for dinner... ate at hisatomo for dinner... it's a jap restaurant at raffles place.. used to go there quite often when i was younger.. it's been ages since i went there.. food not bad... not too expensive lar...

woke up really early today.. 530am.. drove to airport to pick mum up... smooth driving all the way.. hahaa... after dropping mum at home, i drove to work... parked my car in front of long johns there... i tot it was free parking cos sunday.. but when i came down from work.. got one ticket there liaozZ!!! aarrgghhh!!

all in all it was a really eventful 4 days of driving for me... conquered the expressways, vertical parking, parallel parking... orchard.. geylang... changi airport... i scratched my car.. got fined... wat more can i ask for... as long as the big accidents stay away from me... i'm quite confident they will.. i'm a safe driver... hahaaa.... used up $50 of petrol liaozZ... any mum's helping me pay the fine.. wat to do?? i'm now facing a personal state of bankruptcy...

visited kelly at coffee club just now.. we have drinks and later a carrot cake... she asked why arent having our lunch at coffee club.. cos it's EX!! yah... spent most of the time there reading... oh yah.. yanli was there too... kelly was kindda surprise we read.. hahaa... i read chinese books one okay.. hahaa... found out something about kelly cos of a qn i asked... kelly>> if u read this.. yah it was me who told them... think u need them... forgive me if u disagree...

went back tj for vball this afternoon... got alot of old boys.. only a few current tjcians... so practically became old boys training... but not bad lar... finally seems like a training session... but i think i really very unfit... i really become quite a burden in the court... reaction super super slow.... cant jump.. service also sometimes can.. sometimes cannot... practically useless lar... receiving also not very good...

after that went dinner at marina south.. drove there.. with yanli.. picked up huilian along the way too.. quite boring actually.. din really feeling like eating that one... but since minghan is leaving for australia.. treat it as a farewell ba... yah.. after dinner also sianzZ.. din feel like bowling or play pool.. cos like waste time and money... cos i not much money left for this month... haizZ... i need money....

left out something yesterday actually, me and yanli were at funan looking for dinner... but in the end din really work out... den we were at the posb bank there depositing cash... den there was this indian lady behind us who was like desperately trying to get help to do some transactions... there was this young chinese lady and guy in front of her... den they were like giving her directions and stuff.. so i kpo just listen lor... den finally i realised they dun really know the features of the cash deposit machine... they dunno u can deposit money into other ppls acc... so i told the auntie it can be done.. she asked me to show her how to do it.. i stood bbesid eher while she did her transaction.. den when she successfully did it.. she was so happy and so gratefully.. she kept saying "thank you", "god bless you", "you are a wonderful person" that knd of things... until i also paiseh.. hehee.. but hear liaozZ very shuang... haha.... den finally she even said "it's very hard to see nice ppl in singapore anymore".. both me and yanli only had one conclusion... she was damn suay... hehee...

today i basically drove the car wherever i went... i feels great... travelling time is so short when u drive... and i dun speed.. all well within the speed limit k.. hehee... morning i drove to tj.. picked up jass and lihui on the way... den i drove to tuition in serangoon... den i drove back to bedok to meet wanyang they all.. den i drove to tampines to drop bingguang... back to bedok to pick up yanli.. drop lihui and wanyang.. dropped jass.. den went army market... den bras basah... den i sent yanli home... den i went orchard to meet peisheng and esther for dinner... we went somewhere near bugis for dinner... food was okay... the staff were funny lar.. hehee.. PS din like them thou.. hehee.. and as usual my mei cleared the table.. hehee... thanks mei.. all in all i think i expended half the fuel tank.. hahaa... think that about $20 of petrol... so not bad lar...

BUT i scratched the car... the front corner of the car kena scratched when i reversing in my own carpark... i din realise initially... arrgghhh... wonder how much does the paint job cost?? hehee... my mum still in china.. sunday morning go airport pick her up den say.. haha...

today's the happiest day i've ever had for the past few years... today i made the greatest achievement... i passed my driving... although din pass with flying colors but i passed... in fact i did really badly for the test today.. i sucked the moment i started the engine.. i moved off without releasing my handbrakes... engine stalled dunno how many times... one of them somemore in the middle of a cross junction... red light liaozZ... haizZ... but lucky for me the tester somehow let me pass... he disregarded all the little mistakes i made.. and i scraped thru... remember this tester... CHANG ENG KIAT.... just drive normally.. and u'll be fine... trust me...

today i drove yanli home personally.. drove my mum's car... auto car.. really easy to drive... now i wonder why i take manual test.. haha.. anyway.. it really feels good to be able to drive ur gf home personally... no more taxis... taxis are ridiculous... reckless drivers.. hahaa... i'll be going to airport sunday morning to pick my mum back.. she went shanghai for holiday.. hehee..i'm so nice..

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i only volunteered to help coordinate for tj alumni.... i'm not tjc frenly match coordinator....

din go to work today... told them i'm having diarrhea... fake one.. just din feel like it... hahaa... i seldom get diarrhea one... at most fever... anyway.. sleep the whole morning... until it was time for driving... din do well today either... but better den yesterday lar.. tml must zai zai... must pass.... jiayou jiayou jiayou...

finished quite a few worksheets today... good for the boss but not good for me.. means more work to come... yah.. that's work lor...

driving today quite sucky... got stuck at vertical parking... cant seem to regain my turning point.. always turn at the wrong time... car keeps getting too far left.. main problem is myself.. cos i always turn and look behind at different angles... so my turning point never the same.. super irritating.. haizZ... gotta buck up... dun wanna fail again...

went for vball for a while... no energy at all.. play a bit den weanna die liaozZ.. sianzZ... doesnt seem like anything goes well for me today...

got a little gossip, one of my mei seems to be getting involved with someone.. but still dunno yet.. shall wait and see... but i believe my mei will tell me if anything happens rite?? heheee...

starting my 2nd week at work... work seems to be piling up already.. like got a lot of worksheets to create.. although quite idiot proof.. but very tedious... although ppl there quite nice... but went they start dwelling into work... all like super serious... kindda sianzZ den...

finally back to driving.. guess i still got a bit of touch.. haven lost everything.. cleared the circuit quite smoothly... now more daring on the road liaozZ... going faster den before... just hope to maintain till i pass.... arrrghhh

still no one order flowers from me leh.. how???