i now rotting in front of my comp... mum took laptop to work... so i using comp... yah... din noe wat to do today... yesterday was my 5th anniversary with yanli... but it wasnt all that exciting... she's working in the day.. so me rot... den gave tuition... she had pilates after work... so i could only meet her ofter that.. we meet at around 930pm... to go for dinner at toa payoh.. we went to this kuay chap that we like very much.. cheap and nice.. yah.. that was pretty much it liaozZ... dinner was nice lar... but dun think that's enough for a day liddat lor.. went to my house to watch tv for awhile.. den she wants to go home liaozZ... while sending her home.. i just felt sad... just felt the day shld just end liddat... so i suggested to go watch movie... but when we reached cineleisure.. the last show already started and they were already cleaning up... it was only 1230.. i just felt so depressed.... i din know wat to do from den on.... we rot in the car for a long time den finally decided to send her home... felt sad all the way... even though she offered to spend the nite with me... i was really tempted to bring her home immediately, but i knew she would not get a good nite's sleep and would wake up the next day feeling tired... and i really hate to see her feeling tired... when she's tired i just feel so neglected... so alone... yah.. so she went home.. i waited at the carpark for awhile... hoping that she would come back down... but i drove home.. and i still felt sad... i know that she isnt doing anything wrong... maybe i'm just asking for too much...

just now i visited quite a fwe pple's blog... think some of them are actually feeling lost now... why?? cos the vball season is over... while all of them love to p lay vball the passing of the season means no more trainings... time to start studying... for the yr twos... it's bye bye tj.. even if they go for trainings it's unlikely they will get to play for tj again... kindda like withdrawal symptom... haha... they will all get out of it... sad undoubtedly.. but yah.. i believe all of them have grown up a little....