just got home only.. today's another tiring day.. worked whole day.. went for Hainan clan dinner... at hainan street.. long long 8 course dinner.. but the food not bad.. quite nice in fact... alot of distant relatives that i din know of... hahaa.. anyway that's not the tiring part...

went to vincent's house to pick up his van to go down to NTU to send fridge back to the florist... yah... very tiring cos gotta drive all the way to NTU and back... but today get my delivery fees.. not bad for a few days work i would say...

my last entry ended rather abruptly.. reason?? i fell asleep.. haha... but just post it on for fun lor.. so continue what happened yesterday... yesterday was supposed to be pay day... but din get it yet.. cos i left early...

after work i had to give tuition to jiaqin again... she is really getting from bad too worst... not paying attention at all... can remember a single thing.. i was revising her sec 1 stuff... yet she doesnt remember anything... how the hell is she going to improve her grades if she doesnt even make an effort to remember what she has learnt... super irritating... sometimes i just wanna give up... but... give up den no more money... haizZ... find different ways to make her remember...

after tuition.. i went home and took the car.. went back grandma's place to drive jiaqin home... after that went to pick dear to go watch constantine.. show started the moment we stepped into the cinema... hahaaa.. nice show.. quite interesting... quite funny also... some rather lame stuff were here and there in the show... but i got a feeling dear may be quite lost in it... well... dear... dunno ask me k... at most i laff at u for awhile only.. haha...

not a bad day... boring day at work thou...boss drove us out for lunch.. at peranakan place at katong... food there not bad.. but also not cheap.. yah.. had a meeting earlier on.. and most of it i heard my name... seems like i have lots of things to do.. but.. bo chup.. haha.. somemore say wat wanna improve dress code... look more professional, wanna wear tie... DUHzZZ!!

today's vday.. suppose to go to a fast food restaurant outside night safari with yanli.. but because of the delay we din go.. went to kovan to eat... not as exciting as night safari.. so this is my boring valentine's day.. i was really touched when she took a cab down to my delivery location after she finished work... she came to pei me cos i told her i had a bad day... things were much easier with her around.. i'll let her do the talking... i will just do the driving.. i know she'll see this..

DEAR DEAR!! I LOVE YOU, THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALL THESE YEARS. YOU ARE SIMPLY WONDERFUL

din blog yesterday.. cos i was too tired after a whole day of driving and sending flowers...went out 7am... reach home only like 11plus... dunno earn like $20-$30 dollars only.. if not fren, sure tell them f-off...waste my time..

today is much worse actually... 24 deliveries planned today.. i had everything well sorted out last night... which place to go first, how to go... more or less settled... but today one huge delay 1st thing in the morning.. den the delays snowballed.. i tried to drive faster liaozZ.. at times on the expressways i was going 120kph.. but still not in time... cos there were cock ups along the way... like the road directory showed me PJC was beside science center.. and i went there... THERE WAS NO PJC... PJC is now at Teck Whye Walk.. that's somewhere in Choa Chu Kang... and it also shows NUS Kent Ridge Hall at a different location... making wrong turns here and there... ADVICE : never do deliveries alone, it helps to have someone beside you... sent a few wrong orders also... missed a few places cos no time... worst still.. my HP got no BATT... i was totally disconnected, lost... i was suppose to have interview at 3pm... becos of all the delays.. i skipped it... finished the day deliveries.. but i lost the chance to earn $265 at the Career Fair 2005. too bad... night deliveries actually can be on time one... but stupid Kent Ridge Hall made me waste a lot of time there... in the end dragged till 10 den finish.. actually go somemore one... but jimmy help me send... to say the truth.. all these resulted from poor planning from jimmy... he wants to do everything himself yet he cannot finish on time.. so everything delay delay.. worst still, he likes to tell me every single complain the buyers give him... tell me those for wat?? i dun need to know those.. i do deliveries!!! i cant solve his problems... he only create more problems for me... this time also dunno how much money i can get... after all the cock ups.. maybe not much... see how lar... i paid $50 for my petrol somemore... today i travelled.. 679 KM!!!!


tml's a new day.. back to the boring tuition centre.. hahaa..

today's a driving day.. had been driving from morning till nite... tired.. seriously tired... i'll go sleep immediately after this.. today first time do delivery.. went to vincent's place to pick up the van... manual one... challenging.. first time driving manual since passing my license.. exciting... drove okay... jerky at times... stalled a few times.. but that's okay... morning delivery was with yanli... cos she free and vincent working.. she was great help... afternoon was with vincent.. while yanli went to give tuition... overall was okay today still quite relax.. only a few deliveries.. tml will be siong... worst still was that jimmy's organisation skills not too good... most of the admin is in a mess!!!! utter failure in that aspect...

at nite went to pick yanli up in my car... for dinner with her jc clique.. seems like a bunch of young ladies showing signs of getting old.. hahaa... yah.. dinner wasnt fantastic... the conversations are more interesting... so that's my day... i'm so tired.. gotta forced myself to keep awake while driving home... but i'm alrite... next time i'll take a cab... zZzZzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......

friday.. suppose to go back tj to play vball one... but too tired.. too much driving and visiting makes u tired... worst u dun get enough ang baos to make u happy.. so yah.. spelt the whole day till dinner time... went to Genghis Khan at Park Mall... advise to ALL my frens... AVOID IT!!! it's one of the worst buffet i've been too... really really sucks... really waste my stomach space...

drove yanli to mount faber again... went there to see the view... nice nice.. many stars... tonite alot of pple... got 2 cafes there.. but the price all not cheap... $10++ per glass.. yah.. so we juat walk walk lor...

working tml as flowers delivery man... borrowing van from vincent... same for sunday... monday hope to get hay to drive his... so yah.. time to sleep!!!

had quite a good day today.. been driving practically the whole day but my fuel gauge still showing more then full tank... i really wonder how much the petrol kiosk guy pumped into my tank yesterday... haha... 4e guys came to my house in the morning as the first stop for our annual visiting routine... but we went to this dim sum shop at lor 17 there breakfast first... it's called wen dao shi... not fantastic... but not horrible lar... so not really that recommended... hhaa... went to vincent's place after mine... pick him up there and went on to joel's place... vincent drove my car on this leg of the journey... he's good lar... no worries... den followed by a longer pitstop at kaiyu's place... this time ah lian drove... tsk tsk tsk... typical woman driver= danger/ road hazard/ stay away... hahaa.. sort of had lunch there lor... had " yusheng" without the fish... with more crackers den vege.. haha... den there was tea-leave eggs... japanese chicken... lotus-leaf bun with OTAK!! hahaa... yah basically we were full... next stop was fuliang's place... kindda like forced to eat there.. cos his grandma prepared popiah... den we cannot say no mahzZ... so squeeze lor... really full.. hhaa.. yah... very full... i drove to silie's place... but by the type i stepped into his house... mum called me up to go pick my grandma... going our house for dinner...

a lot of pple came... and like other huge gatherings at my place.. it was pretty messy.. but i think this is one of the easiest... cos i had time for myself.. the last one... i was basically stucked inthe kitchen preparing food... and poor dear dear has to serve me food all the time and stick with me in the kitchen.. so nice rite?? she was doing the same this time too just that i wasnt stucked in the kitchen that long..

after dinner i went to watch "i do i do" with yanli, mum & sis.. very funny lar.. although as u go along the show u find the plot rather predictable.. but the laffs will still come... so i would say this is still a good show.. so i'm almost done with my CNY movies.. now left with flight of the phoenix and constantine... any takers???

not a very fruitful day of ang baozZ... din see all my relatives... but those who were around usually give $10 angbaozZ.. so still not bad... i guess... went to dear's hse to bai nian also.. quite paiseh... first time going there during new yr.. hehee... watch amazing race 6.... exciting race till the end... not the expected winners... but not too bad... hope tml's a better ang bao day...

XIN NIAN KUAI LE!! WAN SHI RU YI!!

just got home not long ago... drove to chinatown to walk around after watching movie... watched seoul raiders.. not bad... quite funny.. typical hongkong show lor... nothing special lar... hahaa... just watch for fun... lucky mum's paying.. chinatown very crowded.. we reacheds there about 1 plus still packed... walked until 3 den leave.. still another long day ahead...

GONG XI GONG XI!

finally one full day at work.. 10hrs in total.. quite torturing to stay in the centre for that long... super boring... really need ppl to talk to u and walk around more... or else really can get bored to death...

went down to orchard after work to continue on my new yr clothes.. my aim?? bermudas and preferably a good top... before all that... dinner... location?? taka... food?? suxX... price.. suxX even more... Status?? condemned!!! walked to OG orchard point again... seems like that's the only place with clothes that i can fit into and it's not too ex... yah.. i bought my bermudas.. plain looking... $18... i'm happy with it.. but din manage to find a suitable top for new year.. too bad....

tml no need to work... only need to go back next week.. hahaa.. SHIOK!! hahaa.. but that also means no money... dun think my ang pao gonna make up for my lost in pay.. doesnt seem worth it now.. sobzZ....

din blog yesterday.. think i was too tired... actually now i also quite tired.. but i think i wanna blog still.. cos too long den i'll forget wat had happened one... and yah.. 2 days is too long for me... hahaa.. short term memo... but long term still okay.. haha... okay so here goes...

saturday morning... i slept thru it... that's wat i tot i was supposed to do lar... den my mum woke me up like 830.. saying we gotta go temple to pray to my grandma... it's not that i dun wanna pray.. i'm okay with it.. but... the way she anyhow prays... even free thinkers like me also see "buay song".. really anyhow one.. cos why?? she also free thinker mahzZ.. den she pray just for the sake of it... so everything also chin cai chin cai... might as well dun do rite?? haizZ.. yah.. that's my morning.. i drove there too...

afternoon went back to tj to play vball... quite shuang... i think i was able to jump at first... could spike too.. but after a while tired liaozZ den cannot liaozZ.. also my knee seems to be giving up on me liaozZ... aching quite badly... kindda hurts when i land too.. OUCH... esther was there.. cos she had MC for the dog bite?? cant remember the MC for wat liaozZ.. hehee... i said short term memo liaozZ rite?? hahaa... left at 6.. cos gotta go home and fetch everyone to dinner...

dinner was at my uncle's place... sort of CNY dinner.. saw many relatives there... quite surprised they turned up... think i'm quite big shot.. haha.. cos everyone knows me... me eldest grandson mahzZ... it's like once i reach only.. my uncle dragged me to greet everyone... very weird.. my parents are divorced... they dunt know... my father din wanna tell them.. gave them excuse say we sold the flat cos we bankrupt.. money for me and my sis's studies... whahaaa... wat a TALL tale... i dunno if he told them that.. cos when i reach with yanli, keli and my mum... he was already there... anyway... he hasnt paid for my education dunno since when.. so.. i dun feel any duty of a son to him... i only see him as a pitiful old man, who still cant get his thinking straight... hopeless case...

that dinner was rather torturous, why?? cockiness... some of them really and brag about the things they do... wanna know what they like to brag about?? can always call me.. i can entertain u for at least an hr... hahaa..

went to look and new yr flowers after dinner.. drove to the florist neart TJ... the whole stretch was crowded even at 11plus... most amazing thing was my mum actually bought 7 pots of flowers... tsk tsk tsk.. she really likes to buy a lot of things and put in the house.. den at the end of it complain say the house too small... think she really needs a very very big house... hahaa...

after so long... finally i can get to sunday.. sunday suppose to be a resting day at home... but i gotta go out.. shopping for new year clothes... went to parkway initally.. and i realised i getting really fat... couldnt find clothes that fit.. and cheap.. so i went to suntec after that.. tired a few shops.. also failed... i was really depressed... i wanna buy.. but cannot fit.. and also no money... depressed depressed... but i bought my rm telephone from carrefour... $10 only.. and it has caller ID.. good enough for me liaozZ...

finally me and yanli went to orchard to walk walk see see... i was really getting really depressed... but usually that's all i do lar... just wallow in my own misery... den yanli will just comfort me... hahaa.. cheapo rite??? but she nice enough to endure me... i would have just left with a slap... so and OG orchard point.. i finally managed to get some clothes.. bought 2 shorts and and 2 t-shirts.. $80.. reasonable i guess... quite a simple sunday it seems.. hahaa..

went for supper just before sending yanli home... we ate at the shop beside the katong 5star chicken rice... not bad know?? price not too cheap lar.. but the taste of the food reallt quite good lar... next time we can skip having chicken rice all the time liaozZ...

din go to work today again.. like wat's new rite?? hahaaa.. gave tuition today.... 1 hr only.. tml den one more hr.. cos today gotta ruch down to NTU... drove down.. quite shiok... NTU got much less humps den NUS... does that explain why NTU cars are faster and more accidents? hmmm.. no idea...

went to NTU for Impresario.. for those of u who dunno wat is it.. it's an islandwide talentime org by NTU... standard not bad lar... but still not as good as expected... guest are pretty good.. got zhou chong qing... and maia lee.. and candice foo (e sg idol dropout, who's also winner for last yr's impresario)... overall performances were not bad lar... there was this spoof the organisers did on kungfu hustle... that set the whole house into laughter.. but yanli wasnt laffing.. cos she din watch kungfu hustle.. hahaa.. too bad... but it was damn funny... patronised NTU's macdonalds also.. hehee.. cheaper den outside... but the 20 pc nuggets same price.. they think UNI students cant count ar?? hahaa...

just now read esther's blog... she thinks she suay... all kind of suay things happen to her.. but i think not really all suay lar.. she very careless also.. so mei... take care urself.. stop being so careless!! anyway ur dOg so small... next time it tries to bite... run!! hahaa... have ur rabbit been bitten by ur dog?? hahaa...

went to tanjong pagar this morning... one of jobstreet's offices... i guess this shld be my first interview... first one that i readily agreed to go and turned up.. hahaa.. well.. wasnt much of an interview too... jass and dear was there with me.. guess that made me feel better.. can speak a little more... but maybe too much for my own good... but den.. heck lar... better den staying quiet and nodding ur head... so basically it's a job to help out at Career 2005... Exhibition at suntec coming March... pay's $6.50/h... 4 days... gonna pontang from tuition centre for this... anyway.. i calculated my pay for last month... only got $400... seems so sucky... jiaqin's tuition already $300.. yah..

went back to work today after the interview.. purposely slow down my rate of work... dun wanna do too much too fast.. wat's the point rite?? helping him aint helping myself... moreover he doesnt really trust me... tsk.. gotta use my money wisely... not much left for me to use...

went dinner with mum & sis & dear... parkway crystal jade... first time cannot finish the food we ordered... dunno is appetite smaller or just too much food... i'd like to think is my appetite smaller... hahaa... after dinner went giant to buy myself a super big cup... my cups at home all too small.. hahaa... so bought this "ah pek" steel cup... haha... think can hold 1 litre in it.. shiok ar!! hahaa... bottoms up!!!

just got home from dinner not long ago... ended up going to work late today... cos i overslept.. actually woke up at 7am one.. but dunno why fell asleep again.. hehee.. so only reached office about 11... den i bought breakfast from long john's.. quite nice actually leh... and it's quite cheap... next time go try okie?? i like the sandwich and the baked beans... hehee.. i like baked beans... i used to have many cans of that in camp when i was in airforce.. hahaa... makes good supper... hahaa..

gave tuition to my cousin again, lesson after lesson, i realise... she remembers lesser and lesser things... really pekcek... still stucked in the same chapter.. almost 1 mth liaozZ.. but the happy thing is today get my fees.. hahaa... so got abit of money liaozZ.. hehee.. think this would be a good yr for me... jiayou!!

went home to collect car.. den drove to pick up yanli form her house.. den esther from orchard to go down to NUS... IHG finals.. missed the guys match.. sheares won 3-2 over KR though.. missed the excitement... haizZ... saw the gers finals... landslide victory by temasek... Yuhan was there.. no wonder why they won so easily...

took the morning off to go interview in the morning... hehee... going with dear and jass... hay fly aeroplane!! tsk tsk tsk...

had a pretty productive day today... went to work at 830am.. half hr earlier den normal... could be earlier.. but decided to have breakfast at bedok hawker... hehee... nasi lemak... very long never eat liaozZ.. since working at GE.. formulated quite a few worksheets today... so cant complain my workrate low today... yah... realised something at work today.. i was backstabbed... first time understanding the world outside... 4 yrs older den me... also from tj somemore... i despise U!! backstabber.... complain to boss when i'm not around... tsk tsk tsk.... i was wrong about U... anyway.. i'll be wary of him liaozZ... lucky the other 2 gals kindda like on my side one.. cos me same level... same pay scale... hahaa..

went back tj to play vball today... not a bad day at vball either...touch was not bad... although cant really jump still... but not bad i guess.. esther was there too... and today i finally saw for myself... the kind of brainless things alison could just say... think her speech really bypass her brains.. but that's wat makes her cute...

went simpang bedok for dinner with esther.. cos the rest not interested.. so me and my mei only lor... chat with her a little too... i'm just really glad i have esther as my mei... just a wonderful person to have around urself.. hehee...

finally i wanna whine again.. no one buying flowers from me yet... dun think any commission is gonna come for me liaozZ... saturday i no choice i had to cash my ERS shares.. so now got $500 in my bank.. can survive for awhile.. so sianzZ... dun like hand to mouth kind of living... not enough for me...

suppose to go to work at 12pm... in the end... decided to fly their aeroplane... i called backed... realised i was the only who flew aeroplane.. hahaa... the other gal, Joy also say she's sick... cough until cannot breathe.. like REAL!! hahaa... anyway.. going to work tml... gotta make some money somehow... really keen on switching jobs liaozZ... hehee...

so if i din go to work, den wat did i do?? hmmm.. i laid on my bed till around 9pm den dinner came den i ate... den rot again.. den i'm here in front of my com.. haha... wat an enjoyable day rite?? if only everyday was just like this and i could still survive... hahaa... wat a sloth i am.. hahaa...

din go to work today... is my boss say no need to go one.. i got a feeling he thinks i'm cheating him on the job.. like i'm not doing work... this feels bad... this is a singal for me to start looking for new jobs... yah.. and i'll do that... moreover... it's not as if he is paying alot... duhzZ....

so today i woke up around 1plus... suppose to go play basketball in the morning but in the end din go cos i was just too tired.... wanted to drive there one... but haizZ.. tired lar... cant get out of bed.. so heck it lor....

so i plus i woke up.. i had lunch... washed up a little... waxed my hair... for fun... cos just got a bottle of it.. hahaa... den my sis told me she also have... den she gave me hers too... cos she not using liaozZ... yah.. sticky feeling.. but okay lar.. think it feels better den gel... hahaa...

wanted to go sentosa see the tj juniors in surf & sweat... but most of them leaving liaozZ.. yah.. so me went to harbourfront to pick up eileen & lisi.. den sent eileen to telok kurau to her grandma's place which turned out to be yanli's sister's condo too... small world...

den me and lisi were still deciding where to go for food... finally decided on chomp chomp... jio'd hay and PS... went to their place to pick them up... made my way there quite easily... yah... but made quite a mess on my way to chomp chomp.. but still got there somehow... dinner was great... quite a lot of food... couldnt really try everything there yet.. cos full liaozZ... we went bendemeer for hay to pick of a fish tank.... den we decided to go NUS to watch vball... Temasek Hall vs King Edward 7.... Temasek Hall won.... not really the underdaugs but they din really have any star players.. they played pretty well as a team... met quite a few ppl there... realise there is quite a lot of familiar faces in NUS.. looking forward to go there i guess... maybe i shld have been there already... but i've already made my decision.. stick to it den... i'll be there in August... but still haven decide where to stay.... Sheares?? Temasek?? Kent Ridge?? hmmmm.. or Eusoff??? watever.. still to early to decide... drove hay, PS, qingwen and Lisi back home after the matches... Lisi was really tired... fell asleep the moment she got onto the car... hhahaa... so much for the tireless energizer.... hahaaa...

starting work tomolo only at 12pm.. really think my boss is trying to reduce my working hrs, irritating... reducing my pay in a way also... sucks...

finally just wanna say that Finding Neverland is quite a nice show... feels kindda like A Beautiful Mind if u have watched that show too... yah.. not bad lar... it's a show suitable for older kids... young one wun know wat's going on... heheee...

went back tj to play vball today.. saw very few ppl at first.. thot all "pang seh" me... heng some of them turned up after a while.. so had quite a few games.. kindda accepted the cruel fact that i'm no longer an attacking player... quite sianzZ.. so now i practically receive... and serve.. my defense quite weak also... seem to have lost my positioning... can never get into the correct position to receive a spike or a dropshot... feeling suxX... feels like an outsider of the game... after i've like been doing it for almost 10 yrs liaozZ.... suxX...

just got back from dinner only.... had thai food at lemongrass restaurant... at HMV... not bad... but expensive... yah... so wun going there unless someone else is paying... just drove everyone home.. later going out for midnite movie with dear dear... shld be watching finding neverland... hope it's nice...

worked today again... working seems like a chore liaozZ... not too good leh... wonder how long will i last there... anyway... still haven got any pay from anywhere... money running low in my account.. left $50 only.. still gotta pay $219 for insurance next month... sounds a chore... sounds like i'm pretty broke.... had tuition today also... still stuck at where i was since last week... still cant get the algebra formulaes into her head... haizZ.... she liddat i wanna help also difficult...

took the car for a drive today again... went orchard to pick up my sister and her frens den send them home... den went simei to pick lisi den went out for supper at geylang...yes.. dou jiang you tiao again... hahaa... den sent lisi home... heard some news about rach.. hehee.. den drove yanli around... see see look look.. quite impressed with myself.. i seem to know most of the roads in singapore.. moving around is not a problem... great to be driving... heheee...

din go to work today again.. pontang... just felt too lazy again... yah... went back tj to play vball today.. also collected pineapple tarts from lisi... guys training today.. me became serving machine... think i served close to 2000 balls.. hahaa.... i can replace that worthless serving machine liaozZ... hahaa... pretty tired now... first time serve balls until almost cramp... suxX... hahaa...

went to work today... boring day... had tuition... she just cant remember anything i taught her... really pissed...

din go to work today... why leh?? cos i din feel like it.. wanna laze on the bed, so i din go lor.. shiok rite?? yes it was.. but i think i better not do it too often.. or else there goes my job... hahaaa... i spent the morning sleeping.. so shuang... dear brought lunch for me... and we continue to rot together till evening den we went tj... dear sampled lisi's pineapple tarts.. she says not bad... so we will be getting a few bottles from her mum... i printed like 100 over pamphlets for the tj SC to help me distribute.. dunno whether they'll do it or not.. dun waste my money!!

played a little vball for a while... still think i suck... cant jump... why doesnt my weight wanna leave me alone... haizZ... they just love me so much... haizZ... took car from mummy at night... den pick yanli out for dinner... we went chomp chomp for dinner... not bad this time.. the last time we went there about few yrs back.. we were super turned off and so pissed with the service... today's so much better... had a good meal... yah... den we wanted to go GeLare for waffles cos it's tuesday.. we chose the ECP one... BUT it was closed by the time we got there.. SadzZ.. so ate macdonalds instead... sat there for quite a while.. i read storybook...

but soon dear got tired.. so we went to drive around... feels good driving around at night.... we drove to mount faber... our first time there... no wonder thats a lover's spot... we saw lots of couples there.. hahaa.. the view there quite nice... one side's a harbourview, the other side's city view... yah.. nice place.. but it's a long & dark way up... creepy feeling... yuckzZ... hahaa..

not a very interesting day... went to work... earned $50 i guess... dear came to look for me for lunch.. she "cooked" for me.. very long never eat anything prepared by her liaozZ... tasted nice... got quite a lot of food.. today work quite slack.. cos most of the day boss not around.. so kindda slack my way thru....

after work went to look for mummy for dinner... ate at hisatomo for dinner... it's a jap restaurant at raffles place.. used to go there quite often when i was younger.. it's been ages since i went there.. food not bad... not too expensive lar...

woke up really early today.. 530am.. drove to airport to pick mum up... smooth driving all the way.. hahaa... after dropping mum at home, i drove to work... parked my car in front of long johns there... i tot it was free parking cos sunday.. but when i came down from work.. got one ticket there liaozZ!!! aarrgghhh!!

all in all it was a really eventful 4 days of driving for me... conquered the expressways, vertical parking, parallel parking... orchard.. geylang... changi airport... i scratched my car.. got fined... wat more can i ask for... as long as the big accidents stay away from me... i'm quite confident they will.. i'm a safe driver... hahaaa.... used up $50 of petrol liaozZ... any mum's helping me pay the fine.. wat to do?? i'm now facing a personal state of bankruptcy...

visited kelly at coffee club just now.. we have drinks and later a carrot cake... she asked why arent having our lunch at coffee club.. cos it's EX!! yah... spent most of the time there reading... oh yah.. yanli was there too... kelly was kindda surprise we read.. hahaa... i read chinese books one okay.. hahaa... found out something about kelly cos of a qn i asked... kelly>> if u read this.. yah it was me who told them... think u need them... forgive me if u disagree...

went back tj for vball this afternoon... got alot of old boys.. only a few current tjcians... so practically became old boys training... but not bad lar... finally seems like a training session... but i think i really very unfit... i really become quite a burden in the court... reaction super super slow.... cant jump.. service also sometimes can.. sometimes cannot... practically useless lar... receiving also not very good...

after that went dinner at marina south.. drove there.. with yanli.. picked up huilian along the way too.. quite boring actually.. din really feeling like eating that one... but since minghan is leaving for australia.. treat it as a farewell ba... yah.. after dinner also sianzZ.. din feel like bowling or play pool.. cos like waste time and money... cos i not much money left for this month... haizZ... i need money....

left out something yesterday actually, me and yanli were at funan looking for dinner... but in the end din really work out... den we were at the posb bank there depositing cash... den there was this indian lady behind us who was like desperately trying to get help to do some transactions... there was this young chinese lady and guy in front of her... den they were like giving her directions and stuff.. so i kpo just listen lor... den finally i realised they dun really know the features of the cash deposit machine... they dunno u can deposit money into other ppls acc... so i told the auntie it can be done.. she asked me to show her how to do it.. i stood bbesid eher while she did her transaction.. den when she successfully did it.. she was so happy and so gratefully.. she kept saying "thank you", "god bless you", "you are a wonderful person" that knd of things... until i also paiseh.. hehee.. but hear liaozZ very shuang... haha.... den finally she even said "it's very hard to see nice ppl in singapore anymore".. both me and yanli only had one conclusion... she was damn suay... hehee...

today i basically drove the car wherever i went... i feels great... travelling time is so short when u drive... and i dun speed.. all well within the speed limit k.. hehee... morning i drove to tj.. picked up jass and lihui on the way... den i drove to tuition in serangoon... den i drove back to bedok to meet wanyang they all.. den i drove to tampines to drop bingguang... back to bedok to pick up yanli.. drop lihui and wanyang.. dropped jass.. den went army market... den bras basah... den i sent yanli home... den i went orchard to meet peisheng and esther for dinner... we went somewhere near bugis for dinner... food was okay... the staff were funny lar.. hehee.. PS din like them thou.. hehee.. and as usual my mei cleared the table.. hehee... thanks mei.. all in all i think i expended half the fuel tank.. hahaa... think that about $20 of petrol... so not bad lar...

BUT i scratched the car... the front corner of the car kena scratched when i reversing in my own carpark... i din realise initially... arrgghhh... wonder how much does the paint job cost?? hehee... my mum still in china.. sunday morning go airport pick her up den say.. haha...

today's the happiest day i've ever had for the past few years... today i made the greatest achievement... i passed my driving... although din pass with flying colors but i passed... in fact i did really badly for the test today.. i sucked the moment i started the engine.. i moved off without releasing my handbrakes... engine stalled dunno how many times... one of them somemore in the middle of a cross junction... red light liaozZ... haizZ... but lucky for me the tester somehow let me pass... he disregarded all the little mistakes i made.. and i scraped thru... remember this tester... CHANG ENG KIAT.... just drive normally.. and u'll be fine... trust me...

today i drove yanli home personally.. drove my mum's car... auto car.. really easy to drive... now i wonder why i take manual test.. haha.. anyway.. it really feels good to be able to drive ur gf home personally... no more taxis... taxis are ridiculous... reckless drivers.. hahaa... i'll be going to airport sunday morning to pick my mum back.. she went shanghai for holiday.. hehee..i'm so nice..

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i only volunteered to help coordinate for tj alumni.... i'm not tjc frenly match coordinator....

din go to work today... told them i'm having diarrhea... fake one.. just din feel like it... hahaa... i seldom get diarrhea one... at most fever... anyway.. sleep the whole morning... until it was time for driving... din do well today either... but better den yesterday lar.. tml must zai zai... must pass.... jiayou jiayou jiayou...

finished quite a few worksheets today... good for the boss but not good for me.. means more work to come... yah.. that's work lor...

driving today quite sucky... got stuck at vertical parking... cant seem to regain my turning point.. always turn at the wrong time... car keeps getting too far left.. main problem is myself.. cos i always turn and look behind at different angles... so my turning point never the same.. super irritating.. haizZ... gotta buck up... dun wanna fail again...

went for vball for a while... no energy at all.. play a bit den weanna die liaozZ.. sianzZ... doesnt seem like anything goes well for me today...

got a little gossip, one of my mei seems to be getting involved with someone.. but still dunno yet.. shall wait and see... but i believe my mei will tell me if anything happens rite?? heheee...

starting my 2nd week at work... work seems to be piling up already.. like got a lot of worksheets to create.. although quite idiot proof.. but very tedious... although ppl there quite nice... but went they start dwelling into work... all like super serious... kindda sianzZ den...

finally back to driving.. guess i still got a bit of touch.. haven lost everything.. cleared the circuit quite smoothly... now more daring on the road liaozZ... going faster den before... just hope to maintain till i pass.... arrrghhh

still no one order flowers from me leh.. how???

today was supposed to be abusy day... supposed to work at the tuition centre this morning... mum drove me there.. only to realise there wasnt anyone there.. called my boss, all he said was i could go home... haizZ no money to earn... supposed to give tuition in the afternoon but i was just too tired to postpone to other day... so again no money to earn... den finally, in the evening, met yanli to go watch the tiger cup...

haven been at the national stadium for a long long time... the last time i was there was for SAF day... boring evening... somemore super heavy rain.. everyone was soaked.. but still gotta be there.. okay back to tiger cup.. the atmosphere at the stadium was fantastic... really felt the atmosphere... the boos and the cheers.. the endless kallang roars and waves... a pity this is the last major activity for this historical stadium... too bad i've never had the chance to experience national day there... must be overwhelming...

the soccer game itself was rather boring... i have one conclusion to make... singapore plays boring football... singaporeans are lazy.. they do not run and support their front men.. and defenders like to watch and stare.. all they do is pump the ball up front and hope for a lucky bounce... suxX.. but sometimes pretty football doesnt win matches.. but i gotta praise the foreign imports.. they seem to be the only ones working hard for singapore... thanks....

played vball the whole day today... felt like shit... played like it as well... yah... that basically sums up the day.. lousy day... anyway.. the pic below is the flowers i'm selling... remember to help me promote...

super slack day today again.. why?? cos boss whole day not around... but got things to do... took a short naps here and there... had difficulty keeping my eyes open... think i'll be staying in this job for now... ppl there quite nice... yah so..

went back tj to meet the gals for dinner... den remember PS jio to go to this cafe at YMCA... quite a nice place... quiet spot in the bustling city... drinks are damn cheap and nice too...

next week will be driving test liaOz... hope i can revise and recap and pass.. really dun wanna fail again... wish me luck...

tml finally gonna play vball.. din play for one whole week.. hands itchy liaozZ...

sunday gonna watch tiger cup...

super slack day at work... boss not around the whole morning so slack... until he came in in the afternoon... yah but still a very tiring day... went

super slack day at work... boss not around the whole morning so slack... until he came in in the afternoon... yah but still a very tiring day... went to find lisi for lunch.. den her whole class turned up at the hawker centre.. but kindda expected it... crazy class mahzZ.. tired tired...

So anyone decided to buy flowers from me already??? tml i'll post a pic of e flowers i'm selling....

2nd day of work.. it aint that bad today.. yesterday only got 2 colleague around.. today got the 3rd one.. the noisy one.. suddenly more lively.. haha.. maybe can stay a little longer there.. anyway.. still too soon to decide.. wait till end of the week den say.. yah.. $5/h is still low to me thou... but longer hrs can make up for that.. but long hrs means tired tired... more sleep for me then... but that means less games.. less internet.. but that's life isnt it?? hahaa.. suxX... home tuition still earns more... but at least i'm occupied...

Matt's leaving for StaTes Tml... take care bro... have fun and remember to use protection!! yah... sad to see u gone.. but well.. if u gotta leave.. u gotta leave... once again take care...

oh yah... i'll be selling flowers for valentines.. interested parties please call me or email me for more information.. it's much cheaper den getting them outside..

job's fine.. ppl's fine.. but i dun think i'll stya there for long... maybe till the end of the month.. try to get some money out of it...

fever's gone.. i guess.. still feel a little dizzy if i shake my head hard... hahaa...

gonna start my work tml @ harriet tuition centre, which is just above long john's.. i'm gonna do admin there... so jass.. so sorry.. no job for u.. oppzZ.. anyway.. the pay suxX lar... $5/hr only.. working from 9 to 5 lor.. dum lar... but better den doing nothing also... main reason i took up this job is that the boss seems flexible with me taking time off here and there... and since he says his method of teaching there is so good, maybe can pick up a tip or 2 fm there and improve my own tutoring skills... anyone wanna look me up for lunch?? dun k.. i'm skipping lunch.. hahaa... dinner can... but not wednesday & friday.. gotta rush off for tuition...

still feverish... i'm all wrapped up and going to sleep now... sweat it all out under the blanket.. sick suxX...

i've got fever... i'm hot.. i'm not really getting better... suxX...

just got home fomr a cchs gathering... kindda like farewell dinner for matt lar... at marche... ate quite a lot.. everything share lor... had quite a bit of fun... huilian was there.. she was as noisy as ever... quite fun to be around her... wonder why she still doesnt have a boyfriend.. must be her temper & her fingernails... "ouch" hahaa...

after dinner, we went katong for bowling.. 3 games... i think i was playing quite well... quite a few spares & strikes... very few open frames... quite shuang lor.. think i finally found my touch.. feels good.. anyone game for bowling?? hehee...

den we went to eat again... supper... same place as yesterday.. so yah.. more you tiao & tau huay zui for me.. hahaa tired....

oh yah.. din go for interview this morning... overslept again... gave some dum excuse lar... got the interview on monday 2pm instead... better not be late on monday.. hahaa...

volleyball today wasnt all that fun... esp when that stupid irritating hay goes crazy... keeps trying to make fun of me... i was on the verge of giving him a dressing down infront of everyone... aarrgghhh.. my limits are not far away...

back from supper... full... ate tau huay... you tiao... xiaolongbao... tau huay zui... ahhaa.. full.. before that with PS & jass & es already ate some snacks.. full full... tml going to give matt a farewell dinner... @ marche... pocket burnt...

tml 1130 got interview at a tuition centre above bedok long johns.... hope i get the job... solve my money problem for now... heheee...

back from tuition.. got $150 for last mth's lessons... hehee.. got money liaozZ... going for interview at tuition agency in bedok tml... dunno how it will go...

just found out.. PS, Jass & MY DEAR SIS(esther) went for dinner without me... sobzZ... somemore is Hay tell me one... sobzZ sobzZ.... maybe me going supper with hay & lisi...

this is wanyang's last nite.. DUNNO whether he read see this or not..

ENJOY UR DAYS IN THE ARMY, IT"S FULL OF FUN U NEVER IMAGINE... JUST IMAGINE FIRING A RIFLE & THROW GRANADE... ALL FOR FREE!! BEST PART.. U GET PAID!!

today up till now is also a nothing day... except i managed to agree on $400/mth for tuition with my cousin... 3 hrs per lesson abt 8 lessons per mth... he very stingy one... my rate is $20 per hr.. and i teaching 2 subj, sec somemore... so shld be $480 one... for 8 lessons one,,, cut to $400 liaozZ.. and i just realise he is going to pay me by month... so if got more den 8 lessons that month is he gonna pay me xtra?? i doubt so.. stingy fella...

okie.. gotta say something about my old desktop... did a little rejuvenation for it few days back.. now it has a 17in flat panel monitor... wireless network... wireless keyboard & mouse.. quite cool rite?? hahaa.. the keyboard and mouse very mini... hahaaa..

okie lar.. gotta go for tuition liaozZ...

boring day today.. suppose to go play vball.. go for some physical... but in the end i never go.. why?? personal problems... no one to blame.. no one at fault other den myself... haizZ.. very hard to explain.. even if u ask me i can only say i dunno.. suxxX.. i sux....

today's a boring day again... taught tuition for 3hrs plus.. pek chek still but not too bad... teach her science easier den teaching her maths... started teaching her some new stuff on sec 2 maths... also told her abt the fee... hope i'll be getting wat i asked for... hahaa...

tml go tj for physical... see can keep up with the gals or not.. haha...

--=soon to be super shagged.....=--

today is practically the most mentally exhausting day i have ever been thru... woke up really early in the morning.. for wat?? to go down to HDB hub for sale of my old flat... den go lawyer's office to settle some documents... den accompany wanyang & marcus to army market to do some pre-enlistment shopping.. i persuaded them out of most stuff.. cos no point.. they are given free by the army... after that we went katong for bowling.. mentally very shagged.. very hard to focus...

took cab to tj.. dun wanna take bus.. cos i tot late liaozZ... but when reach there.. the kids are still mass dancing... learning stage only somemore... yah.. luckily met lisi @ bus stop so chat with her lor... den saw fung bring the vball guys off for a run.. hahaaa.. not my cup of tea... i'll just stay for the chat... hahaa... more fun talking to lisi.. i'm mentally not prepared o run also... hate to run.. hay joined us soon after...

vball training was somple... but i jus felt super tired... sweating like siao... which means i was really exhausted liaozZ... no strength to jump... very tedious to aim properly to spike.. yah super tired.. after dinner i basically started to fall asleep at the table... tired....

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boring day... spent the whole day at home... was suppose to go out look for job one.. but... someone flew my aeroplane.. so i stayed at home... haizZ.. flipped thru the papers.. actually i quite lost.. dunno where to start... admin clerk, promoter, call centre, waiter?? dunno wat to do also... also dunno if call them wat to say... does anyone out there have anything to recommend?? i'm bored... tuition would be nice...

the rest of the vball ppl went to watch "meet the fockers" i was fockerised already.. so no need to refockerise.. yah lame rite?? hahaa... so stay at home and explore my comp.. hahaa... got 2 comp working now.. 1 play game.. 1 surf... quite shuang... wanted to meet them after the show.. but seems like no one interested in any activities.. so nvm... guess they have all gone home to mug...

tml morning gotta go HDB with mum.. regards to selling of old house... troublesome... duhzZ...

I've added some new pics... scroll down & u'll see them...

2nd day of 2005.. and wat hve i done?? nothing much actually... i played bball in the morning... kena trashed almost every game... too short... no rebounds=>no game.. kindda suxX.. the heavy rain wasnt helping either.. at least we were playing under cover... met lisi for lunch... not much laughter from her... she's having a little problems herself.. but the good thing is she's the kind who would pour her heart out to frens willingly.. think she felt better after talking to me?? hehee.. i hope lar.. hahaa...

spent the rest of the day sleeping... now watching news... it really hasnt been a wonderful start to the new year.. thanks to the earthquake & tsunami... just look at the lives that were lost... that's just part of the picture... just imagine u were a fishermen who went out to sea for fishing come back home find everything gone!! house, wife, children all gone... that devastation... guess this is when ppl will need their god most... as a free thinker... i have no god to turn to.. but i believe in the ability of oneself to make the difference... ppl's will to survive will thrive and things would recover soon..

PPL OUT THERE!! BE STRONG!! & HANG ON!!

Oh yah.. Singapore got into the finals of the Tiger Cup.. BUT.. i'm too optimistic after wat i have seen in the semis.. looks like shit.. hahaa... let's play vball...

had an interesting new yr's eve actually... went to marina for dinner.. with yanli, hay, wanyang, rachel, clarise and to my surprise.. alison too... steamboat & bbq... food aint too fantastic.. but still acceptable lar.. $12/pax actually wanted to choose another restaurant one with more food variety... but that one we finally went looks a little more hygenic.. dear's idea.. hahaa.. hay was super late... expected though... when we were halfway into our food.. he was still at home.. rubbish rite??

we met up with ZZ at somerset mrt after dinner.. she brought a little gal along.. baoyi, age 4, really shy... best of all ZZ really looked like a young mother bringing her kid out.. and hay seemed like the father... hahaa.. happy family.. plan was actually to go find tickets for movie.. but my bet was tickets would unavailable... and i was rite!! i was glad to see ZZ... but she couldnt stay late.. so she was like with us for almost an hr.. den had to leave liaozZ... oh yah... the kid seems to like dear... she only allowed her to carry her and bring her around other den ZZ... hahaa..

after ZZ & kid left.. we walked to plaza sing to look for tics again.. still not avail.. i already said gotta book tic liaozZ... no one believe... no one wanna plan for program also... haizZ.. am i to blame for not taking initiative??

finally, finally.. all came to my place for wine & tv... watched some old stephen chow show.. laff laff laff... den alison found an edison film and she was stucked... she was real cute... ice wine was really nice... no wonder it's called dessert wine... it's really sweet... best after meals... den we also had red wine... red wine aint really that nice... i heated up some satay for them too... that was surprisingly well received.. hehee... now that u ppl have already eaten them.. it's leftover from xmas!!! hehee.. oh yah... rachel had her share of merci chocs too... think she liked it...

clarise was the first to knock out... most were KO'd halfway thru the edison show... only alison was going strong... her prince charming wat... haha... finally all KO'd except wanyang.. heard he drank wine and read storybook thru'out the nite... impressive... anyway.. he seldom has the chance to stay out...

most of us woke up only around 9plus... den we went for dimsum breakfast... den the gathering finally ended... kindda sad that lisi could not come... her laughter will definitely do good.. hehee...

okie den...

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!! MAY ALL WISHES COME TRUE...

just now i was browsing thru a fren's blog.. saw her did a reflection of the past yr.. den it struck me.. maybe i shld do the same.. moreover i had a very interesting yr.. i doubt anyone can ever experience wat i experience wat i went thru...

at the beginning of the year.. i was still serving my NS.. with a slight hope of becoming a regular.. while i still go back to tj for vball often.. got to know rach, zz & eil... all of them turned out to be very nice gals...

saw them thru the a div compeitions... both teams were knocked out of placings... i was rather harsh during the team talks after the matches.. i may be just overly concerned for them... but i think i really want them to do well.. & they were capable... felt kindda sad for them too... i took part in the interformation volleyball representing RSAF.. din really have the chance to perform.. tot i can really show my abilities next yr.. but sadly.. no chance liaozZ...

in middle of the yr.. my dreams of getting a study award from the RSAF vaporises.. the final results were out 2 months later.. i was told to leave... ORD lohzZ...

i joined the tj vball team on their trip to thailand... it was really a wonderful feeling.. it has been a long time since i had been on a trip with so many frens... PS, Weijie, Marc were there too... become closer with many of the juniors... bought lots of stuff... ates lots of food... feels re-attached to the team... got myself a mei.. esther, she's really nice.. great big heart and big appetite too... no regrets with this mei...

after ORD... i helped out at the osim triathalon.. first time doing such stuff.. although it says volunteer... but i was actually paid.. and the money wasnt bad.. haha.. got more den 200bucks.. jut for doing some dum stuff... idiot-proof.. but wat i really hate was still that idiotic dr-dunno-wat.. i never seen anyone as idiot as him... totally unacceptable.. made a few frens though...

i worked at Great Eastern for 2 months.. it was really a torture to work there... job wasnt tough but just too boring... only den i realised why those working there are all aunties... although after a month.. a familiar face join me there.. but she was a perm staff.. haha.. but guess wat.. shld could take it either.. she's planning to leave by end of this yr too.. hahaa... yah.. boring job... but at least got a little income...

somewhere in september, i got myself another mei.. alison, she e cutest gal i ever came across... she has a spiky attitude... her words can sometimes poke you right at where it hurts most.. but u'll never be able to be angry with her... best of all... she has a bottomless-pit for a stomach... never stops getting hungry... all in all... she just makes me wanna care for her.. so pple out there.. dun bully my mei k!!

at the end of the stint at GE... i went for another holiday... this time to taiwan/hongkong.. together with my airforce khakis.. it was a really interesting trip... 1st time going there.. after seeing so much of it on tv.. experiencing it was really great.. the food, the ppl, the scenery, the shopping.... everything was just wonderful...

ever since coming back from taiwan.. i hadnt had much to do... just din little things here and there to keep myself busy... started to drain out my savings... vball camp was fun... made a few trips to jb with fung.. fung is seriously addicted to jb shopping.. blame me for introducing him the stall at holiday plaza.. hahaa.. sux for failing my driving test.. stupid yellow box.. still cant get over it... stupid yellow box... gonna retake on 20th JAN.. hope the new yr brings me new luck...

think one of the most interesting character i got to know this yr is actually tan lisi... she's a very good badminton player.. national standard.. kena trashed by her.. cant get over that too.. gonna beat her some day... hahaa... the challenge is on!! she has a contagious and neverending laughter... and a very innocent gal... i can never forget the suppers with her & hay.. and the late nites...

this yr i finally meet up with my 12/00 classmates.. it has been a few yrs since i saw them... so it was really not a bad experience... not really close to them... but okay lar... fren are frens still... :)

i cant possibly end the year without saying anything about my wonderful dear dear... coming to 5yrs very soon... the good thing is that everyday seems like we just got together... there were ups and downs.. but luckily everything eventually turned out just fine...

HAPPY NEW 2005 !!

i finally finished fixing my cabinet and my fan.. now my room is really all done up.. yeah.. some unpacking later in the day and i'm all ready to receive the new yr... actually i think i kindda messed up with my cabinet.. it kindda looks like the leaning tower of pisa... but it's okay.. at least it's standing.. hahaa.. later gonna go teach my that irritating cousin tuition... sianzZ.. still dunno how much her father wanna pay... duhzZ...

finally.. the war is over... i wouldnt say i won... in fact.. i think i'm on the losing end... cos i promised to do quite a few things... change some other things... well.. at least i got her back.. that is the most impt thing... had dinner with her... welcome back dear!!!!

only just got home not long ago... went to watch movie with hay, lisi and esther... kungfu hustle... i was stil feeling down... so lisi asked if i wana go out... felt kindda better after the laff... a total crap show... 100% entertainment.. 0% quality... that's the kind of show kungfu hustle is..

i miss her voice... i miss her touches... i miss her hugs... i miss her whinnings... i miss her smile... i miss her kisses... i miss her massage... i miss her scratching... i miss her lying on my shoulders...

i miss singing for her... i miss having heart cramps... i miss cooking for her... i miss holding her hands... i miss biting her... i miss lying on her lap... i miss lifting her off the ground and swing her around... i miss waking up and she appears beside me 1st thing in the morning... i miss kissing her non-stop...

i dun wanna be like this.....

i've never been able gain the upper hand in arguments... why because i dun think as much.. consequences seldom seem more impt den achieve my aim... but wat have been saying has always been the truth... i've been true about everything.. my feelings for everyone... i have no regrets... i dunno i how i can win this war.. it just seems as if i dun have a long term aim... dunno wat i am aiming for... to tell u the truth... i can only say this again... i dunno.. u will never know wat will happen in the future... wat else can i say?? u say i dun think about us? i only have 1 simple thing in my mind... i want us to be us... rich or poor... troubled or peaceful.. just be together.. that's all... i know u have expectations... i dunno if i can meet ur expectations... but i only know i'll love u... that's all...

camp's over.. overalll wasnt bad.. but participants too many.. organisin com a little too small.. kindda uncontrollable... nonetheless.. there were a bunch who more supportive & co-operative.. my greatest comfort is to be among frens i guess... although i dun think anyone knows the situation i'm in nor do i see anyone i can confide in... how am i gonna solve this problem... this war has to stop somewhere, somehow...

how does it feel without her?? i dunno... i just go all out doing watever i have.. i easily forget things... it may not be the best thing to do.. but it wasnt me who started the war... i'm now in sch.. joining them for the sports camp.. got to know a few ppl.. had some fun... handball.. basketball and stuff... yah.. not bad lar...

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the cold war has begun.. i hate it.. dun like the feeling at all.. but it is time to think over these 4 yrs wat have we achieved... wat we are hoping for... seriously i dun have the slightest idea will this cold war ever end... or will it just develop into armaggedon... i just think she has changed, i've lost my importance or at least i dun feel it anymore... i seem redundant...

i'm just gonna let her cool off... cos i think wat i want is obvious.. and it hasnt changed over the years... i'm sure of that... i believe her aim hasnt changed either.. but her methods have changed and her priorities took a serious reshuffling... it all just piss me off.. i am DAMN PISSED!!!!!

it has not been the best christmas day of my life.. not at all... woke up late in the afternoon.. yanli was beside me when i woke up.. but she was too tired and just wanted to sleep.. i felt kindda sianzZ... went to ikea with mummy to buy my final cabinet... den dinner at kenny rogers den watch "meet the focker" funny show.. good to watch... all this while yanli was with me.. but all this while i was damn pissed with her... why?? cos she promised to spend the nite with me.. but when we went out she said she's going home... the reason she gave.. pure lameness... i put on a f**ked up face all the while, and all she could do was try to smile at me.. i think it was nothing more den a pathetic attempt... i just cannot accept it... my whole day is just spoilt... yes, i'm possessive.. this i admit.. but i am pretty certain i'm not over possessive... all i want is someone to accompany me... she promised me a few days back, she would spend the nite with me... yet after spending the eve with her clique... came to my place in the afternoon... slept... finally only to say she wants to go home... go then!!!!! dun let me have false hopes!!!

Only just got home a while ago... this year was a little different from previous yrs... usually i would just spend the nite over at someone's place till the next day.. this yr there was a xmas gathering at my new place.. my grandparents, my aunts & uncles, and many many cousins were all here... the place was basically in a mess while me & my sis was frantically trying to whipp up lasagne & baked rice... we made enough to feed everyone.. but there was lots more food around the house... so just imagine wat kind of scene it was... a truely chaotic one!!

i also made baked chicken which was for another gathering with yanli's clique... with potato, cheese, onion & more cheese... hehee... anyone interested in the recipe?? can call me.. hahaa.. it was quite well received at the gathering, the tray was cleared in mins... there was also bbq.. it was quite a disaster at first.. cos the fire was too strong and it burnt through the aluminium tray... and most of the food was burnt... the satay was weird.. the meat just wun stay on the sticks... so i took out all the sticks and made it into a huge satay patty and bbq'ed that... tasted not bad actually...the highlight was actually the dessert.. chococolate fondue... thick creamy melted cadbury chocolate... with lots of juicy cut fruits... just dip it in... out it comes with a thick coat of chocolate.. the taste was simply... heavenly.. hahaa

i had to leave yanli's clique early cos me going to watch movie at tiong bahru with lisi and her fren, christabel... a very interesting gal... we watched "Phantom Of The Opera", it was a rather tragic story... the phantom had a very bad childhood... and all he was asking for was love... but because he wasnt really loved before, he lacks the ability to show kindness, killing was rather simple for him too... rather overpossessive, the love undoubtedly was strong... sad story... besides the story, the singing was also fantastic to my standard... really kept me hype thru-out the show... overall rating 8.5, so love story wannabes out there... go for it...

lisi wanted to go boat quay after the show, thinking that pubs actually open till 5-6am in the morning... NO!! they are all closed by the time we finished our show.. but still we took a walk down to clarke quay.. den to esplanade, marina square finally ending back in tiong bahru again where we had breakfast.. food was suppose to be really good.. but somehow it wasnt that fantastic to my standards.. hahaa.. yah.. so spent about 3-4hrs walking around the southern part of singapore while christabel was like a heritage tour expert, explaining to us every single notable monument we walked pass... interesting rite?? yeap it was... on the way back to tiong bahru, we walked passed md sultan... lisi totally has no idea that such a place existed... so she said next time if i go there, she'll wanna tag along.. oh yah, i have to say this.. lisi look real good last nite... i'm serious.. so any takers for our next outing?? md sultan??

My Inner Hero - Warrior!





I'm courageous, straightforward, and charismatic. I'm a born leader, but I'm also not afraid to face danger on my own. Nothing stands between me and victory... nothing that lives to tell the tale, anyway. If you need someone to charge into battle for you, call on me.




Your Profile:

You're tough, courageous, and up to your eyebrows in chutzpah. If you're still in school, your teachers probably talk a lot about your "potential." If you work, your boss calls you a "pro-active self-starter," whatever that means. You don't shy away from hard work, that's for sure. When it comes to leisure, you'd rather be out hiking or biking or snowboarding than sitting around watching TV or reading a book. You care about your health, and have strong opinions.

Above all, you're a man/woman of action and a born leader. You see obstacles as challenges and hardship as an opportunity to build your character (and your muscles). You're not afraid of conflict - in fact, you're not afraid of much of anything. You tend to dive into things headfirst and sort out the consequences later.

Your Mission:

You were put on this earth to lead others. They will follow you, because they are bowled over by your forceful personality, your charisma, and your willingness to do what they're afraid to do. You are the one who has to make things happen, because everyone else is too afraid of rocking the boat.

Your mission, should you choose to accept it, is to Start Something. Something small, or something big. Start a club at your school. Propose a new project to your boss. Invent a new family tradition. Start a small business. Start SOMETHING.

And don't dally about it. We WILL be checking up on you.

A Warning:

Try to remember: it's not all about you. Yes, people tend to do what you say, but don't abuse that power. Don't be a bully, even if you feel like the weaklings really deserve it. Have a Paladin teach you how to "make nice" when necessary. You have the potential to become a great leader, but only if you curb your tendency to be thoughtless, egocentric, and well, sometimes just plain rude.

And by the way, just because you don't understand something, that doesn't mean it's "stupid." Get a Wizard to figure things out for you instead of just giving up when your attention span runs out.


How about you? Click here to find your own inner hero.

i think it's been awhile since i had the chance to stay at home the whole day... initially it was fine... just slack do nothing keep lying on the bed.. just waiting for the sun to rise and set.. din wanna go training... let their aeroplane fly... din meet up with wanyang & co also... their aeroplane also fly...

watched "Texas Chainsaw Massacre" just before dinner.. din really make me lose my appetite even though the show was really damn grossed... i was hungry... i ate 6 pc of KFC... & 1 bottle of pepsi... din really feel bloated as expected... just right only... so i think i din over eat rite??

felt kindda sianzZ at the end of the day... dun really know why... this thought came to my mind... wat sort of a girlfriend do i want?? now i have one who really cares about me.. but she is really too nice sometimes... sometimes i would like my gf to be willing to break some rules for me.. dun be afraid of doing some things wrong...
actually i want to be able to play sports with my gf... sometimes when i play badminton.. i see some elder couples play together... i think that feels good.. play some badminton, basketball or even volleyball... not just play.. also to give me some challenge so that i wun be bored... sometimes i really think... how many things are there that i can do with yanli.. not too many though.. but i am will to accept that... all i expect is for her to be more attentive to wat's happening around me.. not that she doesnt care... but recently she's always pre-occupied with other things. that pisses me off... i just wonder... just where do i stand....

this morning i had my 1st tuition with my 13 yr old cousin Wong Jiaqin, she is a terror... told her to prepare her end of yr paper for ne to go over with her... but when i ask her qns about her test.. she everything forget liaozZ.. how she got the ans... everything also say guess one... really die loh... den super talkative... i tell her everything she just nod her head.. must make her write things down... haizZ.. serious case of laziness...

after almost 3hrs of hell... i took cad down to tj for vball... i think i really deteriorating... can only play on gal's net... cant jump any higher... super sad... den somemore nowadays i feel all my joints including knees & elbows like very loose... anytime can break.. can only play according to experience.. which means i have to anticipate where the ball will be well ahead of time... if i made a wrong decision.. that's it... wun be able to fly there also... yah.. that's my deteriorating vball...

went to eat KFC with vball ppl after training... finally get to eat kfc after so long... it's really been a long long time... so it actually tastes quite good.. when i'm done with kfc, i gotta rush home for more food.. gotta cook pasta & 2 sauces for my 12/00 gathering... i think i did quite a good job.. everything was done in slightly more den an hr... best of all the comment was not bad.. anyone wanna order?? hehee...

the gathering was quite fun lor.. haven seen some of them in like... eeehh 3yrs?? took some photos... had some wine and quite a bit of singing... finally left around 3plus... super super shagged now... yawnzZ... dun think i'll be able to make it to training liaozZ... zzzZZZzzZZz....

went to watch blade with hay, wanyang, jass, lisi, ps & rachel... it's basically a show to make wesley snipes look good... but i think he is getting old lar.. dun really look too good liaozZ.. anyway.. the female lead just looks super good... and i finally remember where she's from.. she's the elder sister in the series 7th heaven.. and she's is same age as me... Jessica Biel... hehee..

after the show finished i had to rush to lawyer's office at peninsula plaza... my parents are getting divorced... ppl who know me well shld noe by now... and i'm not sad about it... finally it's going to happen... thank god...

part 3 - ktv at chinatown.. with ps, hay & lisi... yanli too... bad voice today.. kindda sucky.. hahaa.. lisi's still as good... SUN YANZI!! hahaa.. she is good... she seems so focus while singing... which makes the picture look abit funny.. cos normally she's laffing like 90% of the time... hahaa..

tml's gonna busy a busy day.. give tuition in the morning... den go vball.. den go 12/00 xmas gathering.. my 1st gathering with them since i grad... sounds sucky rite?? and i haven got a xmas present... heh...

went to gals training this morn... not really very funny... got this sianzZ sianzZ feeling.. maybe it has to do with my cut on my right middle finger.. never point my middle finger so many times in a day before... hahaa..lunch was really quite ex.. almost 10 bucks for long john silvers... really wanted to eat kfc instead.. think shld have... cos not full...

wanyang, eileen, ps & hay all came t my place to watch dvd... initially we were watching "shaun of the dead" but all too tired to listen to the dum jokes... so we changed to "resident evil 2" instead.. idiot proof show.. killing from start to end that's all.. after the show wanyang and eileen left... lisi came to join us shortly after.. she has compeition at SBH @ 930pm.. we decided to go see her play... we went the SBH about 830pm.. there were lots of interesting matches... Lisi's match somehow got delayed till 1030pm den start... her match VS chinese taipei.. quite disppointing.. but she say is play for fun one, and her partner also 1st time playing on this stage.. that's why like cannot catch up with the pace... realised Lisi's quite a household name there.. a lot of ppl know her... impressive...

i was superman today.. why?? cos i never sleep last nite... was configuring all the files that i copied from kaiyu's comp... so din sleep.. by the time i was done.. it was already time to go for bball... went fengshan to play bball again.. saw my airforce buddy, adrian there. still as rough as ever.. see him for 5mins and he's always all over his opponents.. scary!! vincent join us for bball along with zhangjun & some others... we played aginst these group of ppl who were also there... they are fast... and their shooting was damn accurate... just kept losing to them... quite buay song... wanted to challenge them more.. but we left the place to play else where cos we have too many ppl liaozZ... oh yah.. my shooting was spot on today, felt good...

went to yanli's place after bball... den we took a bus down to ikea.. shopping!! bought 2 new cushions... & some other stuff.. wanted to buy a display cabinet too... but wasnt sure of the size.. now i know there is definitely enough space.. i'll be poping down ikea again some time soon...

my greatest achievement of the day... my room is pracitcally packed and ready liaozZ... most stuff are neat liaozZ.. i combined 2 single mattresses to form my queen size bed... network is up.. time to enjoy!! hahaa... oh yah.. i'm getting more broke den ever... any jobs to intro??

came to kaiyu's place early today at 3pm... suppose to help out with his bbq.. but when i reach here... there's no one!! but his sis & dog.. super irritating dog.. keeps biting me.. although it doesnt hurt at all... but the saliva is super irritating!!! are dogs really men's best fren?? i think the rabbit yesterday much more fun... hahaa... okay.. back to the bbq... not much food to bbq.. cos most of it are cooked... quite a spread actually... got cake also.. i got my hand cut while trying to drag the bbq pit.. newly assembled pit(i did the assembly too)... not too deep lar... maybe abt 1 cm wide... but right at the joint.. so dun think will heal so fast lor... din really eat too much i think... most of the time cooking.. i think that's the best way to lost weight... when i cook i dun like to eat.. cos i want ppl to enjoy wat i cook.. i eat my myself for wat?? haha... i not trying to say i'm a wonderful cook.. but not too bad lar... i'm still in my fren's house, kaiyu's house.. gonna stay here tonight... he drove me home to pick up some stuff and get a quick bath... den later 9am go play basketball @ fengshan cc.. quite a long day.... *yawnzZ*

just got back to old house... spend the evening at esther place.. vball bbq... wasnt really as fun as i expected.. end up i was quite bored... dun really have anyone talking to me... seems to be the case most of the time... so gotta entertain myself most of the time... brought yanli along initially, but she felt left out also.. cos not really anyone to talk to her also... like so sad rite?? i spend most of the time at the bbq pit.. like i always do at bbqs... accompany yanli to the bus-stop after a while... since she was bored, best was for her to go home and rest... no point wasting time... yah.. grateful of her understanding... but in the end i stayed also not much achieved..

initially in esther's place still quite okay.. played her their rabbit... very cute... kept playing with it until it went back into it's cage.. after that i ended up on the mahjong table... played quite well actually... won a bit.. but not playing my money that's why can win... if it were my own money sure lost one.. i'm cursed... after mahjong most pple left... awhile later i realised i was the only left other den lihui.. actually i wanted to stay one... wanted to chat with my mei... but no one else but lihui stayed... didnt seem alrite for me to stay.. so i left...

so now i'm in my oldhouse again... tml gotta pack new house.. den afternoon going kaiyu's place for bbq again.. haha... exciting!! :P

just came back from boat quay... went to a ktv pub there.. drink were okay.. beer & cocktail... songs were quite new but the system hang.. den wasted quite a bit of time there lor... the reason we went there was actually one of my cchs classmates, diane works there... haven seen her for years.. still as lian-ish as ever but much much slimmer.. great to see her... quite a few other classmates came... like a small gathering lor.. best thing was she din really remember who i was until she saw me... tsk tsk tsk.. disappointing... huifen & ruobin was there too.. they having good life, plump liaozZ.. hahaa.. nvm.. they wun see this... overall it was quite fun.. sang a few songs only though... oh yah... realised that diane has a beautiful voice too.. so there are so many singers in my class.. hidden dragon crouching tiger... hahaha...

never went vball this morning.. so today quite slack.. just now cycled back to old house... nothing much to do here actually.. just come back to play some games and reply mails... but now since i already setup the network at new house... like no purpose... i'm gonna move my comp there bit by bit... unpacked half of the boxes in new house liaozZ... but everything's still lying aorund on the floor.. and i really htink my room a bit too small.. not much place for me to put stuff... gotta be more compacted... okie lar... off to games again... hehee

finally my wireless network is up

so actually i'm not superman.. why?? cos i didnt make it for training this morning.. overslept.. din go back to new house last nite either.. slept in old house... funny when u move to a place so near.. just cycle here and there can liaozZ.. hahaa..

Muahahaa.. my wireless network is finally up.. soon i'll be moving my old pc here.. and get a new pc for myself... hahaa... me now using my mum's mini sony vaio.. so small.. so hard to used!! haha.. but anyway.. i can use com liaozZ... so now.. my job will be to go pack my, i mean unpack my room... hope cen unpack everything so that i can make space for my new com...

i had a nice dream last nite... hehee...

received 2 calls from job agencies this morning.. seems like a good start to a day... and it kindda was.. one was a customer service @ a call centre, the other is a webpage management one... the webpage one seems more interesting and the other one has kindda rejected me cos it was a perm job not a temp one i was looking for... but at least i got calls... seems like a good start...

meet up with eil & her bro, fung & PS @ bugis where we took bus to JB... went to holiday plaza do get some dvds, shld be able to watch them on friday @ esther's place.. PS & i decided we will not be getting anything for e Xmas Party.. so we'll just go empty handed... suppose to meet esther for dinner one,... but the queue at the customs was horrible when we went there @ 7pm. so we went for dinner in jb instead... after dinner the crowd has clear and traffic was getting smooth...

back in sg, i called esther and met up with her... and along with PS we walked to suntec with the intention of galare waffles... but when we reached there it was already too late.. and since esther wasnt really hungry.. we went home.. i sent esther back to her place.. and she showed me where the pit would be on friday... it was a really nice place lor.. getting more & more envious of her place... if only my place was that big and pretty... hahaa...

i'm back in my old house again... later cycling back to new house to unpack also... hehe... i'm superman!!! going for vball in 8 hrs time!!!

YES!! FInally!! I've moved my stuff to my new house... thanks to vincent & kaiyu... they help me moved my heavy stuff and lent me the van... my mattress, 12 huge boxes, my commissioning sword, fan, etc... all in new house now.. so wat's left in the old house.. my comp... so i'm here in old house again.. just to use the com... haha... the connnection in my new house dunno got wat problem also... just cant seem to get it sorted out... nvm.. for now i'll use my com in the old house.. hehe... wait till i sort out the connection den i'll move the com over...

SUNDAY!! went down to fengshan cc in the morning to play bball with my 06/99 and some others... very energised game... super shagged after playing.. but it was a good workout... played with some of the other players there... my shooting was good.. dribblilng was never good... rebounding was good... overall... i think i has a good game... sweat a hell lot also... hahaa... dun feel so sianzZ liaozZ...

e rest of the day was rather boring... did a little packing... vince is gonna help me move stuff tml with his van... gonna get kaiyu down to help to maybe...

today's not a very good day either... everything started off last nite... i was suppose to pack my room... but i was too tired... and also too sianzZ about failing my driving... i slept... i slept till the next morning.. the movers came in the morning... and i haven packed much... so my mum came nagging at me 1st thing in the morning... asking me to pack pack pack... aarrgghhh!! i was tired and sianzZ... din want to continue packing... needed a good sleep... so me went back sleeping... when i woke up at noon.... my house was pretty much empty less my room... so me gonna move my stuff on my own... luckily i got vincent to help me with his dad's van on tue... so i'll be moving my stuff den... yah.. so no worries about that for now...

i was slowly packing my old stuff... going to throw away lots of stuff this time... the last time i moved i brought all my old stuff.. primary sch... a lot lar... but i also keep a few sentimental items too... like my primary school autograph book... i looked through the entries and noticed something i never knew... all along i thot i was quite close with the gals in my primary school... i read through some of the comments they left.. den i realised... i wasnt really well-liked... infact.. i was quite hated... i was irritating, bad-tempered, small-gased, violent, keeping calling them funny names... and keeping knocking their heads... seems like none really liked me... wat a revelation...

went for jc 06/99 gathering... bbq... went there to claim the spot as main chef.. haha.. like i always do at any bbq... there's always this satisfaction to be able to handle the heat, preparing food and making sure they turn out just nice & not burnt... feels good.. esp when pple recognises my abillity and look forward to taste my cooking.. hahaa.. one of my 06/99 classmate was my primary sch classmate also... so i asked him if i was really that bad those days... even he agrees i was real naughty back den... haizZ...

that kindda sums up my day.. nothing really good happening to me... i wonder how pple think about me now??

hey WPS frens out there!! Am I still that irritating brat??

i really didnt mean to be nasty or mean or even irritating... i guess i was just trying to gain some attention...

does anyone still think i'm irritating?? perhaps this is a good chance to ask for testimonials in my frenster... so ppl.. know wat u could do for my fragile heart??

horrible day...

FAIL!! FAIL!! FAIL!!

so disappointed in myself... the tester and the traffic!! irritating yellow box... lost my license to a freaking yellow box!! did my ciruit okay.. strike kerb once.. but that's only 10pts.. on the road almost halfway through the route.. i got into the yellow box... that's it... suxX!!! now i gotta wait until 20 Jan for my re-test... there goes my dream of driving on Xmas eve... haizZ...

volleyball camp is officially over... quite sad... really like the feeling to wake up... to a full day of vball... is that the life of a pro-vballer?? love that kind of life... train train train.... eat & sleep... that's a good life to me... dun wanna worry about job.. just play vball whole day...

Overall this camp was fun... training and frenlies were good... quite productive i would say.. saw a lot of improvement in alison's game... eileen slowly getting back her setter touch... rachel's spiking getting more power-packed.. zhuanzhen's stoning less... lisi's getting real steady... hahaa.. everyone's good... me?? me getting fatter!! whahaa...

Moving house tomolo... Hello!! GEYLANG!! and goodbye... Balam Road...

2nd nite of camp liaozZ... very tired and quite wasted... play until cramp... jump very hard... but haizZ... 1st right leg cramp... den left leg cramp... in the end.. kena sustituted... haizZ... but before that we the old bird played 2 matches against the Sheares Hall 2nd strong team... we played very well... morale was sky high... and I came up with a new cheer... " T J lim jiu" which means T J drink wine.. cos all of us in that team was at least 18... followed by all the "Ois" we were loud... morale was high and we trashed them... although they were =2nd string team.. the team was not bad...yah... so it was very fun... especially to win them...

also when for my last revision today... tomolo's the real thing liaozZ!! i believe i'll be able to do well... as long as i can pay more attention to the situation on the road and those pesky pedestrians crossing the road... hate jaywalkers... now i know how drivers feel when i cross the road with them zooming pass... SCARY!! but i still jaywalk... hahaa...

pray for me pple!! wish that i will not freak out during the test... wish that i remain calm throughout the whole test period...

suppose to pack my room yesterday nite.. but i was too tired somehow... and i just fell asleep on the bed... so in the end din pack anything... sianzZ.. got a lot of packing to do on the 10th liaozZ... pack everything within 1 day!! arrgghh... jiayou!!

1st day of training camp... really tired now... hands and legs aching.. worst till... i have very serious abrasion on my arms and legs... even have difficulty walking... it's only first day lor... but it was an exciting day... so many pple around during training... great to see everyone... temasek hall was here for frenlies,,, they were good... we werent bad... bad first ball really let us down... i think i had quite a good game... tip top on my services... but setting was really 2nd grade.. really hate the abrasion... only means that my legs are too fat!! keep rubbing against each other... sianzZ... fat... only ate lunch & dinner.. i wonder if i lost any weight... hahhaa...

bought bacardi peach for the kids to drink.. haha... bad example.. but i have to agree that's it's quite a nice drink... hahaa... high liaoZZ!! think i better have a good rest... tml will be another long day... somemore gotta go for driving revision... better do well.. friday's the actual thing liaozZ..

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!

was suppose to go JB this morning... but decided not to... cos no one going... remember wat i said about lack of support.. this was one of them... no one going... really wanted to go buy some dvds one... esp get some for viewing during vball camp... but nvm..

changed my plan to KTV instead.. i knew it was last min so i din expect too many ppl to show up... so in the end there was only me, yanli, kaiyu and lisi... lisi came really late.. cos she was stuck at jb.. yah.. she went to get dvds... singing was quite shuang.. sang a lot of songs until voice kindda hoarse liaozZ den lisi showed up.. haha... but i have to admit, lisi had a very nice & strong voice... lot's of power.. and sounds like sun yan zi... so u can imagine how powerful she was... impressive gal...

tml vball camp.. i just hope i wun be there with only me who wants to stayover... wat kind of camp would it be if no one stays over rite?? but this is the impression i'm getting from ppl when i asked who's staying in MSN... it really suxX lor... these kids dun know how to enjoy camping life... it's about the company...

quite proud with something i did last nite... well more of wanted to do lar... it was gradnite for the yr2s esther was out till... real late... so me agreed to pick her up if needed.. although i couldnt drive yet, i could take a cab down to fetch her home... din really stay a wake whole nite lar... but i told myself to sleep as lightly as possible so that as long as i hear a msg coming in i could wake up and go pick her... yah.. that wat i did... just trying to be a good brother for her...

now i suddenly think of commentting on 1 thing... i have 6 sisters in total, well 5 godsis & 1 real sis from 88... 1 for each yr in between... i'm from 82...

a sis from 83... gotta know her from irc a long long time back when i was in cchs... she's one of the 1st few ppl i gotta know online... she's qiwei aka babyg.. kindda lost touch with her after i quit irc but somehow found her again in friendster and now back on msn... yeah!

a sis from 84... wenyi... my vball junior in cchs.. a very nice gal... tall yet gentle... always give me the impression that she's getting bullied... maybe that's why i wanna be her kor... was hoping she would confide in me whenever she has any problems... so that i could help her.. recent yrs she was really quite messed up with her relationship probs.. but now it's all cleared and finally she seems happy again... jiayou ba!! realised recently she has a few other kors.. i was quite jealous initially... but come to think of it... i got even more meis... hehee.. :)

a sis from 85... shuling... felt really quite sad about this relationship... back in cchs, we were really close... we could talk on the phone almost everynite... really fun back den... but since i first had a gerfren... the calls stop.. and contact really became very very seldom... quite depressing...

a sis from 86... esther... one of my recent adoptions hehe... tj vball junior.. real nice gal... with an amazing appetite... really pretty too.. e best part... she makes me feel really worthwhile being her brother... she makes me feeled noticed...

a sis from 87... alison... also tj vballer,, but she used to play basketball back in secondary school... improved quite a lot since joining... tough gal who looks kindda delicate & spoilt brat... hahaa... haven really called me kor since e nite i adopted her... yah... but nonetheless.. she will still be my mei... :)

although i have so many meis.. i try my best to care for everyone... as long as they are willing to share watever problems they have... i would willingly do anything i could to help... the last thing that i wanna see is for them to drop a tear... sometimes when i couldnt do anything... it really breaks my heart... really love them all...

i cut my hair today... real short now... no more irritating fringe that stubs into my eyes all the time... yah.. so now i'm clean.. haha... can concentrate on the vball more... hope to play better also... there's this trend.. i usually lose weight faster with my hair short... long hair makes my weight gain faster... so hope can lose soem weight and look better also... haha... dun wann be in a santa costume during x'mas...

spent the rest of day at new house... my new tv is here... and it's huge!! plasma somemore... impressed with my mum... always say no money.. and yet... whaahaa!! always must buy the branded and expensive stuff... and i've decided wat to do with my plain room... i'm gonna buy posters... many posters... and fill up the walls... hahahaa... movie world!! here i come... gonna visit m'sia someday to buy them... posters in sg are too disgustingly expensive...

starting to get sick of being the one who is asking pple out... response is seldom very encouraging... asked till quite sianzZ... but if i dun do the job.. den no one do.. den nothing gets done... that's somehting i learnt in the army... the only way to get things done is to start doing it urself... that's why after Ns, or rather since OCS i was doing such stuff very actively... get pple together... go out... sometimes when response is good... it really brings up ur morale... that's why i'm still doing it..

so pple out there!! gimme ya support!! VOTE FOR ME!!

had a fun drive in the carpark today again... initially quite challenging cos got a lot of pple cleaming the carpark.. den gotta siam them and their ladders as i drive around... yah.. practised my parallel parking in my carpark too... not bad lar... more practise is always good.... gonna have soem really driving training tml... better do well... hope i do well... jiayou jiayou!!

spent almost the whole day at my new house... doing wat?? practically nothing.. move some of my army stuff there in the morning.. den spend the rest of the day there on my new sofa.. watching dvd... the new sofa wasnt really that comfortable somemore... din know why my mum chose that fabric.. feels exaxtly like sitting on my bath towel... and it collects lot of dust... e only good thing about it is that it's really huge... hehe... big enough for me to lie on... that's big...

highlight of the day was when mummy told me to go warm-up my uncle's car which is in our carpark... haha... that meant... hahaa.. i took it for a drive in a carpark... haha... very shuang... the car very smooth.. very nice to drive.. yah.. me went a few round in the carpark.. did some practices on my parking... and quite happy with my results... hahaa... oh yah... this shld stay only in my blog.. hehee...

planning to go to jb for dvds & dinner on tuesday... anyone interested to go.. just drop me an sms...

3 more days to vball camp & 5 more days to driving test... JIAYOU!!

boring saturday

did a little packing of my room yesterday, realised i have lots of stuff from my primary school days still around... time to chuck them aside... anyone noes wat paint is best for repainting my discolored trophies??

went out shopping for X'mas stuff today... did really get anything that i wanted... but got something to start with.. just for fun.. dun even know if it would work out in the end... well... we shall see...

for now.. i'm lazing away again....

WOULD MONEY JUST START FALLING UPON ME??

Aarrgghh my back...

Went for volleyball this morning despite a very very painful back... din regret going but i felt i was kindda useless... could do much... cant really jump... timing totally off if i were to try to spike the ball... in a nutshell.. it suxX... gotta lose some weight.. fast... or else this problem is gonna come back and haunt me again... my back better heal fast or next week i'll be a cripple at the vball camp... hate that... luckily i can still drive...

went for lunch with dear, esther, jass, lihui & yinglan at yoshinoya... very long never eat that liaozZ... very nice... love the rice.. love the beef.. love the teriyaki chicken... love the chilli pepper too... haha.. we were at a 3 by 3 table.. i sat at 1 corner.. dear was opp, lihui to my left, opp her was jass, left of lihui was esther den finally yinglan opp her.. during the meal i would reach across lihui's bowl for the chilli pepper... den after a while esther would reach across lihui's bowl also for the chilli pepper.. haha.. so funny.. den lihui was like.. "the chilli very nice meh??" hahaa...

stay at home all day... so sianzZ.. no one... just computer & me... dear went dinner with her uni frens... no one cook or buy dinner for me... haizZ.. why so ke lian... dunno why also... nvm lar... skip dinner tonite... haha...

tomolo going to go look for some christmas pressie for gathering at esther's place on the 17th... i hope i can make it so everyone has something.. or maybe just the gals... i have to confess.. i am biased.. hahaa

guess wat?? i woke up late again... hahaa.. cos no one gave me morning call... i sleep real early the day before... but dunno why cannot wake up in time.. so i was late for training... today only exactly enough guys to play 2 teams... very fast paced and attacking... exciting... but very very tiring.. now i cant even extend my back backwards... wonder tomolo cant still play or not... or maybe i was too tired after yesterday's training... cos cant jump jigh at all... cant spike a single ball.. lucky i was the setter...

after vball was driving again!! 8 more days before i take the deciding drive... today was quite smooth going... stall a few times... and some stupid lapse in concentration here and there... but overall still alrite...

my back still hurts!! argh!!

i've been trying to get together a tj alumni vball team... the main idea is actually to get guys together to play this game that we all love... response hasnt been all that encouraging... excuses here and there... haizZ... just make some time... come on down... how difficult is that??

i woke up early today... went for vball at tj... ON TIME!! hahaa... so long never on time liaozZ... yah... have great fun playing vball today... very long never see so many people liaozZ... exams over for almost everyone... so today there were pple who just finished O's, A's, Uni exams... overcrowded in fact... but it was great to see everyone back.. if only this would continue longer... TJVB would definitely be very very strong...

went to sign up for wireless broadband today... will be able to use it soon after i mov to my new house.. meanwhile.. still have to endure this dum dum slow comp... hope my buddie, silie get free soon... den he can help me assemble a new comp!! hahahaa.. new house.. new room... new wireless... new comp!! so exciting!! whahahaa.... but i still broke!! this is CRAP!!