i logged into my CORS acc to check if i have any modules allocated to me by the system.. this would save me tons of trouble trying to bid for modules.. however, there was nothing in the system for me.. I wonder!?? does that mean i have to bid for all my modules or is the system not updated yet??
and so i email the helpdesk, asking them abt my dilemma.. i also asked some of my fellow CE mates aka my critical thinking mates.. none of them know either... hahaa.. and also mr tth.. who has not reply till now.. i think he must be lost too.. why dun any of know anything.. this is so scary..
anyway.. it for sure school starts on the 14th.. for now it's only the advance bidding stage.. real bidding only starts next monday.. so yah.. there is still time...
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Monday, July 24, 2006
"Spikefire" the Beginning...
Spikefire has been my preferred nickname for a very very long time... when did it first start?? i guess it would be far far back in seconday school days... when MIRC and ICQ was the in thing.. yupzZ.. those were the days... think that's when i started using this nick.. so why this nick.. hmmm... cos i am a volleyball player.. and i used to fantasized about having super powerful spikes..
and there was this jap cartoon during that time.. i think it's soccer/basketball cant remember exactly.. but the pt is.. they players have like special strengths and the balls always glow in red or burst into flames when it a very powerful shot.. yup.. that became my fantasy.. to spike the ball so fast and hard it bursts in flame..
i wanted to create a picture to show my fantasy.. and i searched for a suitable volleyball pic.. and i found this.. after some playing around with photoshop and countless try & errors.. i finally got my favourite product.. that's the picture up there.. though it still looks a little fake.. it does look sort of like a meteor..
Sunday, July 23, 2006
The Consequences of Lack Of Conditioning... No not the Hair...
training yesterday was actually quite tough... short training only but.. my body is so unconditioned.. almost cannot take it.. u know the extent whereby, ur mind and ur body separates and move in opposite directions?? yah.. multiply that 10 times.. that's the state i was in.. confusion.. however i think it was good to go through that all over again.. it helps to condition urself.. but for now.. my back really aches like hell.. i think it's over extension again... been having that problem since a long long time ago... whenever the pain kicks in.. that only means one thing.. my body stucture is rejecting the weight i'm carrying.. not extra weightes, just my own weight.. been trying to cut down on food.. but it never works... one meal less.. next meal more.. it's a vicious cycle..
Friday, July 21, 2006
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
I was a little bored and i happened to see this in my mail.. so yah.. enjoy it.. i think it holds SOME truth... just SOME...
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Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighbouring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals. So, the monarch offered him his freedom, as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, if after a year, he still had no answer, he would be put to death.
The question?....What do women really want? Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, and to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query. But, since it was better than death, he accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end.
He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone: the princess, the priests, the wise men and even the court jester. He spoke with everyone, but no one could give him a satisfactory answer.
Many people advised him to consult the old witch, for only she would have the answer.
But the price would be high; as the witch was famous throughout the Kingdom for the exorbitant prices she charged.
The last day of the year arrived and Arthur had no choice but to talk to the witch. She agreed to answer the question, but he would have to agree to her price first.
The old witch wanted to marry Sir Lancelot, the most noble of the Knights of the Round Table and Arthur's closest friend!
Young Arthur was horrified. She was hunchbacked and hideous, had only one tooth, smelled like sewage, made obscene noises, etc. He had never encountered such a repugnant creature in all his life.
He refused to force his friend to marry her and endure such a terrible burden; but Lancelot, learning of the proposal, spoke with Arthur.
He said nothing was too big a sacrifice compared to Arthur's life and the preservation of the Round Table.
Hence, a wedding was proclaimed and the witch answered Arthur's question thus:
What a woman really wants, she answered....is to be in charge of her own life.
Everyone in the kingdom instantly knew that the witch had uttered a great truth and that Arthur's life would be spared.
And so it was, the neighbouring monarch granted Arthur his freedom and Lancelot and the witch had a wonderful wedding.
The honeymoon hour approached and Lancelot, steeling himself for a horrific experience, entered the bedroom. But, what a sight awaited him. The most beautiful woman he had ever seen lay before him on the bed. The astounded Lancelot asked what had happened.
The beauty replied that since he had been so kind to her when she appeared as a witch, she would henceforth, be her horrible deformed self only half the time and the beautiful maiden the other half.
Which would he prefer? Beautiful during the day....or night?
Lancelot pondered the predicament. During the day, a beautiful woman to show off to his friends, but at night, in the privacy of his castle, an old witch? Or, would he prefer having a hideous witch during the day, but by night, a beautiful woman for him to enjoy wondrous intimate moments?
What would YOU do?
What Lancelot chose is below. BUT....make YOUR choice before you scroll down below. OKAY?
Noble Lancelot said that he would allow HER to make the choice herself.
Upon hearing this, she announced that she would be beautiful all the time because he had respected her enough to let her be in charge of her own life.
Now....what is the moral to this story?
Scroll down
The moral is.....
If you don't let a woman have her own way....
Things are going to get ugly
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Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighbouring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals. So, the monarch offered him his freedom, as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, if after a year, he still had no answer, he would be put to death.
The question?....What do women really want? Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, and to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query. But, since it was better than death, he accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end.
He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone: the princess, the priests, the wise men and even the court jester. He spoke with everyone, but no one could give him a satisfactory answer.
Many people advised him to consult the old witch, for only she would have the answer.
But the price would be high; as the witch was famous throughout the Kingdom for the exorbitant prices she charged.
The last day of the year arrived and Arthur had no choice but to talk to the witch. She agreed to answer the question, but he would have to agree to her price first.
The old witch wanted to marry Sir Lancelot, the most noble of the Knights of the Round Table and Arthur's closest friend!
Young Arthur was horrified. She was hunchbacked and hideous, had only one tooth, smelled like sewage, made obscene noises, etc. He had never encountered such a repugnant creature in all his life.
He refused to force his friend to marry her and endure such a terrible burden; but Lancelot, learning of the proposal, spoke with Arthur.
He said nothing was too big a sacrifice compared to Arthur's life and the preservation of the Round Table.
Hence, a wedding was proclaimed and the witch answered Arthur's question thus:
What a woman really wants, she answered....is to be in charge of her own life.
Everyone in the kingdom instantly knew that the witch had uttered a great truth and that Arthur's life would be spared.
And so it was, the neighbouring monarch granted Arthur his freedom and Lancelot and the witch had a wonderful wedding.
The honeymoon hour approached and Lancelot, steeling himself for a horrific experience, entered the bedroom. But, what a sight awaited him. The most beautiful woman he had ever seen lay before him on the bed. The astounded Lancelot asked what had happened.
The beauty replied that since he had been so kind to her when she appeared as a witch, she would henceforth, be her horrible deformed self only half the time and the beautiful maiden the other half.
Which would he prefer? Beautiful during the day....or night?
Lancelot pondered the predicament. During the day, a beautiful woman to show off to his friends, but at night, in the privacy of his castle, an old witch? Or, would he prefer having a hideous witch during the day, but by night, a beautiful woman for him to enjoy wondrous intimate moments?
What would YOU do?
What Lancelot chose is below. BUT....make YOUR choice before you scroll down below. OKAY?
Noble Lancelot said that he would allow HER to make the choice herself.
Upon hearing this, she announced that she would be beautiful all the time because he had respected her enough to let her be in charge of her own life.
Now....what is the moral to this story?
Scroll down
The moral is.....
If you don't let a woman have her own way....
Things are going to get ugly
Thursday, July 13, 2006
went back tj for training today... it's been a very very long time since i had any sort of training.. it feels great to be back on the court.. however, i've seemed to have lost a lot in the past months.. lost my touch, my footing.. felt kindda lost on the court.. and my legs .. i finally truely understand how it feels when ppl say their legs dun belong to them..
but anyway.. this is a start.. i need to persevere.. and get back a more healthy and fitter me... and this will be my first step to jumping and and flying a round the court again.. i truely hope it doesnt take too long..
but anyway.. this is a start.. i need to persevere.. and get back a more healthy and fitter me... and this will be my first step to jumping and and flying a round the court again.. i truely hope it doesnt take too long..
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
i think i gotta rephrase wat i mean below, abt making choices.. hahaa.. it just doesnt really sound rite.. wat i meant was... there are many times when i made choices to do certain things.. like wanting to sign on, moe, computer engine.. stuff liddat... although it turn out that i wasnt able to get wat i wanted.. and i thought life was just liddat, things never happened my way.. however, after sometime, things would turn out just fine for me.. and so that's why i shld let things just take it's course.. dun get too depressed with disappointments..
sad things happen for a reason.. and that's to give space and allow better things to happen...
sad things happen for a reason.. and that's to give space and allow better things to happen...
finally done something more meaningful for the past couple of days... met up with esther just now.. haha.. that's meaningful.. haven seen her for a long time.. and it's fun to catch up with her.. showed her the photos i took in taiwan.. got to know more abt her life recently.. yah.. stuff liddat.. but i just think it's much better den boringly staying at home and be a WONDERFUL supporter of SCV.. haha.. anyway... SCV dulls in choices as compared to the cable in taiwan and perhaps many other countries.. well.. i guess we dun have much to choose from, do we??
i understood something abt myself today.. i am a person who totally sucks at making choices.. why?? most choices that i have made, dun turn out as expected, worst still they make me miserable... instead, when i just let nature takes it's course, and let things happen for me.. most things just fall in place.. yupzZ... that's my destiny..
i have to learn to like wat is given to me... like wat course i'm allocated, the people i'm with... yah.. stuff liddat.. maybe my life will be a little more meaningful..
i understood something abt myself today.. i am a person who totally sucks at making choices.. why?? most choices that i have made, dun turn out as expected, worst still they make me miserable... instead, when i just let nature takes it's course, and let things happen for me.. most things just fall in place.. yupzZ... that's my destiny..
i have to learn to like wat is given to me... like wat course i'm allocated, the people i'm with... yah.. stuff liddat.. maybe my life will be a little more meaningful..
Sunday, July 09, 2006
i'm back from taiwan yesterday.. it's been a very very long time since i last went overseas with my relatives.. and maybe cos it's with relatives, arguments break out easier.. with strangers, we tend to just let things be... but overall i would say it's a good trip.. perhaps still too rushing.. and not really enough time to enjoy.. yah... and i'm totally disappointed in dynasty travel.. yah.. it's free and easy or some other agency the next time.. taiwan photos will be up in a while.. so do drop by my fotopic...
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Saturday, July 01, 2006
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Sunday, June 25, 2006
almost 10 days since my last update.. nothing much have been done.. personally i think there isnt much to be done.. well.. i always think there isnt much to do.. anyway.. i only did stuff like cleaning the house a little.. folded my clothes and packed them.. but the pile of clothes is re-appearing again.. need to clean my room again.. it get sticky after a very short time.. cos i sweat too much.. even in my sleep.. and i dun wanna sleep in aircon too often.. so yah... clean it again..
as for my simple betting.. not too much good news.. have been losing quite alot.. hmmm... barely lasting to the last group match... hmmm... a bit sianzZ... but then... i think it's still under control...
as for my simple betting.. not too much good news.. have been losing quite alot.. hmmm... barely lasting to the last group match... hmmm... a bit sianzZ... but then... i think it's still under control...
Friday, June 16, 2006
i'm feeling damn emotional today.. tears fell while watching tv during few touching scenes.. one's abt a autistic high school baller in US... in the last match of the season.. the coach allows him to play the last 15 mins.. his team already led by 20 pts though.. yah.. and his 1st shot missed terribly.. but after that.. he just sparked off.. shots after shots just went in.. he made 8 out of 13 shots.. all of which are 3pointers... 24 pts.. top scorer of the match.. emotional man...
den just now spoke to yanli.. telling her the taiwan trip can confirm already... on the 1st of jul.. yet she told me she couldnt get leave... i was so pissed.. so angry.. yet i couldnt say anything.. all i knew at that point in time.. i was very very very very very VERY pissed off... but now.. i'm more lost den pissed.. i dunno wat to do... i arranged the tour for 10 pax.. yanli doesnt go make 9.. if she doesnt go.. i dun wanna go.. i'm going only cos she has been there.. i want to accompany her.. and yet... aarrgghhh... me and my aunt tried to ask other ppl to go.. but to no avail.. and i call the agency.. abt reducing the size to 8.. the outcome.. there will be adjustments to the price.. upward adjustments.. 10 pax implies group bookings.. which makes things cheaper.. less than that.. it's like ordering ala carte instead of set meal.. aarrgghhh... irritating... it's only $1232 for 7 days in taiwan.. fly SIA.. stay 5*.. eat 5*... kaozZ... but it's not possible for me to force her to get leave.. how?? threaten to quit if she dun get it?? no... it's not being able to get it.. it abt how to distribute her work... WHY!!! why must her workload increase now??
den just now spoke to yanli.. telling her the taiwan trip can confirm already... on the 1st of jul.. yet she told me she couldnt get leave... i was so pissed.. so angry.. yet i couldnt say anything.. all i knew at that point in time.. i was very very very very very VERY pissed off... but now.. i'm more lost den pissed.. i dunno wat to do... i arranged the tour for 10 pax.. yanli doesnt go make 9.. if she doesnt go.. i dun wanna go.. i'm going only cos she has been there.. i want to accompany her.. and yet... aarrgghhh... me and my aunt tried to ask other ppl to go.. but to no avail.. and i call the agency.. abt reducing the size to 8.. the outcome.. there will be adjustments to the price.. upward adjustments.. 10 pax implies group bookings.. which makes things cheaper.. less than that.. it's like ordering ala carte instead of set meal.. aarrgghhh... irritating... it's only $1232 for 7 days in taiwan.. fly SIA.. stay 5*.. eat 5*... kaozZ... but it's not possible for me to force her to get leave.. how?? threaten to quit if she dun get it?? no... it's not being able to get it.. it abt how to distribute her work... WHY!!! why must her workload increase now??
wat have i been doing lately??
a simple simple part time job.. wat is it??
betting on world cup.. the method??
$100 capital.. lose all stop.. no big bets.. the outcome??
looking for a mth long of excitement... the match just seems tons more exciting when $$ is involved.. even though not much.. currently.. my capital is still intact.. hahaa...
i want brazil/germany to win.. i think england sucks cos of peter crouch... he is a wimp in attack and a burden in defence.. kudos for the young guns of england though.. i've always favoured aaron lennon and stewart downing in my CM4 hahaa...
other den that.. i'm busy discussing business... wat kind of business?? business with dynasty travel.. i'm trying to give them business and yet they are taking pretty long to get me a quotation for taiwan.. duhzZ.. gopt $$ dun wanna take.. duhzZ x 2...
a simple simple part time job.. wat is it??
betting on world cup.. the method??
$100 capital.. lose all stop.. no big bets.. the outcome??
looking for a mth long of excitement... the match just seems tons more exciting when $$ is involved.. even though not much.. currently.. my capital is still intact.. hahaa...
i want brazil/germany to win.. i think england sucks cos of peter crouch... he is a wimp in attack and a burden in defence.. kudos for the young guns of england though.. i've always favoured aaron lennon and stewart downing in my CM4 hahaa...
other den that.. i'm busy discussing business... wat kind of business?? business with dynasty travel.. i'm trying to give them business and yet they are taking pretty long to get me a quotation for taiwan.. duhzZ.. gopt $$ dun wanna take.. duhzZ x 2...
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
streaming results are out.. adn thanks to my 2.53 CAp.. i'm posted to the dumpping grd of engine students... civil engine.. but it's fine.. i'll just take any course.. there's still a long long way for me..
meanwhile during this holiday... me and yanli came up with an "investment" plan for world cup.. hahaa... still growing for now.. hahaa..
and for july.. i may be going on a trip to taiwan with my family... yeah.. more holidays...
meanwhile during this holiday... me and yanli came up with an "investment" plan for world cup.. hahaa... still growing for now.. hahaa..
and for july.. i may be going on a trip to taiwan with my family... yeah.. more holidays...
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
i successfully bake bread today.. and it was good.. hahaa.. at least that's wat my mum and yanli said after trying it.. haha... that's so comforting to hear after failing so badly the first time.. haha.. can u understand the excitement when u see the dough rise and expands cos the yeast is finally working?? hahaa... shiok!!
it's been a very long time since i met up with carlin, so i met up with her today for dinner and to pass her some of the cake i made.. yupzZ... it was fun to see her after so long.. sometimes u need to see a fren just once in a while so that there will be sufficient stuff to talk abt.. haha... however it seems today i just could not stop talking.. or rather, interrupting.. it felt good catching up with her...
it's been a very long time since i met up with carlin, so i met up with her today for dinner and to pass her some of the cake i made.. yupzZ... it was fun to see her after so long.. sometimes u need to see a fren just once in a while so that there will be sufficient stuff to talk abt.. haha... however it seems today i just could not stop talking.. or rather, interrupting.. it felt good catching up with her...
Monday, June 05, 2006
super tired.. cos of the birthday gathering... i personally think for once things had gone well.. most of the food was gone.. which meant wat yanli & i whipped up was acceptable.. hahaa... for those who din come.. this was what u missed..
there's tempura, breaded chicken strips & salmon, chicken soup, boiled chicken, baked pork with potato & pear, salad and apple pies.. and not to forget the cakes, there was mango cake in the pic.. carrot & banana cake was give as door gift.. hehee.. really enjoyed myself in all that cooking..
i'm really grateful for all those who turn up.. u guys really made my day.. i enjoy watching ppl enjoy there food.. although there was some indication that the greatest attraction was the TV and not my food but at least most of the food was gone.. that was my consolation.. haha...
i think my greatest disappointment was fm my cchs batch vballers.. in the end only andre turned up.. i was disappointed cos andre was here alone.. that made him so awkward and me so awkward too.. but sometimes things are liddat.. but i was still
glad andre made it.. thanks bro..
for the rest of the photos just click the picture below..
once again... great thanks to all who came and thanks for the presents.. haha..
there's tempura, breaded chicken strips & salmon, chicken soup, boiled chicken, baked pork with potato & pear, salad and apple pies.. and not to forget the cakes, there was mango cake in the pic.. carrot & banana cake was give as door gift.. hehee.. really enjoyed myself in all that cooking..
i'm really grateful for all those who turn up.. u guys really made my day.. i enjoy watching ppl enjoy there food.. although there was some indication that the greatest attraction was the TV and not my food but at least most of the food was gone.. that was my consolation.. haha...
i think my greatest disappointment was fm my cchs batch vballers.. in the end only andre turned up.. i was disappointed cos andre was here alone.. that made him so awkward and me so awkward too.. but sometimes things are liddat.. but i was still
glad andre made it.. thanks bro..
for the rest of the photos just click the picture below..
once again... great thanks to all who came and thanks for the presents.. haha..
Saturday, June 03, 2006
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Sunday, May 28, 2006
I've got my horrendous results for this semester.. it's a horrible.. 2.5, although it was not really surprising to see that.. but i was still expecting a little more.. at least from my accounting.. in the end only got B-... quite disappointed in that... well there's nothing i can do abt the results now.. i just wonder where they will post me to.. hmm.. civil or just engineering science... maybe i'll just quit... see how first...
it's my birthday next week... and i'm think if i could get a small celebration up.. hmmm... some ppl go KTV... some come my house for lunch/dinner.. shld be something liddat... discuss with mummy tml...
it's my birthday next week... and i'm think if i could get a small celebration up.. hmmm... some ppl go KTV... some come my house for lunch/dinner.. shld be something liddat... discuss with mummy tml...
Thursday, May 25, 2006
did some baking for the past few days... and the most important reason for doing so?? the flour in my house is expiring.. in fact they expired last week.. but i'm still trying to make the most out of it.. i'm not expecting much from the recipes.. cos i made some changes..
so yah.. the result was that.. bread became hard like scones.. and my scones look just like muffins.. but they taste not bad though.. hahaa.. and now.. my lastest batch of white bread is resting in the oven just to grow.. the yeast in my house doesnt seem to work.. maybe it's wet... hmmm.. not too sure.. my only aim is to make sure the bread looks like and taste like bread this time.. and not scones..
hahaa..
so yah.. the result was that.. bread became hard like scones.. and my scones look just like muffins.. but they taste not bad though.. hahaa.. and now.. my lastest batch of white bread is resting in the oven just to grow.. the yeast in my house doesnt seem to work.. maybe it's wet... hmmm.. not too sure.. my only aim is to make sure the bread looks like and taste like bread this time.. and not scones..
hahaa..
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
just finished watching my Bao Lian Deng DVD.. I like this show very much... hahahaa... i think it's all her fault..
and i search online for info on her.. and guess wat.. she's only 19 this yr... from china, beijing and has already acted in many serials... oh yah.. her name's SHU CHANG.. she's an orphan.. nonetheless a beautiful and talented actress..
and i search online for info on her.. and guess wat.. she's only 19 this yr... from china, beijing and has already acted in many serials... oh yah.. her name's SHU CHANG.. she's an orphan.. nonetheless a beautiful and talented actress..
Thursday, May 18, 2006
went to watch the first a div vball match of the season.. and it's also the last one.. it's the finals.. tj guys are in the finals again with a perfect record.. even beating on the way.. and they now face ajc once again.. pictures i took at the game are already up at my fotopic website.. just follow the link..
finals 2006
and the result.. tj lost 3-2.. a result in no way expected nor one-sided.. perhaps the game was lost on physical disadvantage.. but even so.. they had a real chance of winning..
it's a pity not to win.. but definitely not a shame to have lost..
finals 2006
and the result.. tj lost 3-2.. a result in no way expected nor one-sided.. perhaps the game was lost on physical disadvantage.. but even so.. they had a real chance of winning..
it's a pity not to win.. but definitely not a shame to have lost..
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
It's been awhile. I wonder if anyone missed me. Well, I just got back from my China trip a few days ago. it's an extremely enjoyable trip. It's been 10 yrs since the last time i was in china and that was with cchs ppl.. long long time ago.. this time it's just me and yanli. we joined a tour grp, so there's actually lots of company. we were lucky that the company was really fun. mostly uncles and aunties, but they were very fun, very active, very funny.. really spark the whole trip.. so i would say we were very lucky..
8 days in china, started off getting to shanghai. took SIA for e first time.. at least for what i remember.. my mum keeps insisting i had take SIA b4, but i totally dun remember anything.. hahaa.. the trip there was worth the extra $100 for choosing SQ.. but it was fun.. lots of food.. movies.. games.. shiok.. 5hrs of flight literally just flew by.. haha.. but there were consequences, we were so tired after the flight.. and we were only just starting on our grueling schedule.. hahaa...
we didnt stay in shanghai for long, after a few stopovers, we were off to suzhou for the night, followed by hangzhou the next afternoon, nanjing on the next, den wuxi, and finally back to shanghai on the 5 day.. tight schedules.. china is just too big with too much to see.. half the time was spent on coach and hotels.. tiring.. but it was fun and quite fufilling.. cos this is one of the furthest trip in the past few years.. or rather past decade..
i think i'll pass on the trip desciption.. i'll let the pictures do the talking.. just follow the link below..
ChInA fOtOs
8 days in china, started off getting to shanghai. took SIA for e first time.. at least for what i remember.. my mum keeps insisting i had take SIA b4, but i totally dun remember anything.. hahaa.. the trip there was worth the extra $100 for choosing SQ.. but it was fun.. lots of food.. movies.. games.. shiok.. 5hrs of flight literally just flew by.. haha.. but there were consequences, we were so tired after the flight.. and we were only just starting on our grueling schedule.. hahaa...
we didnt stay in shanghai for long, after a few stopovers, we were off to suzhou for the night, followed by hangzhou the next afternoon, nanjing on the next, den wuxi, and finally back to shanghai on the 5 day.. tight schedules.. china is just too big with too much to see.. half the time was spent on coach and hotels.. tiring.. but it was fun and quite fufilling.. cos this is one of the furthest trip in the past few years.. or rather past decade..
i think i'll pass on the trip desciption.. i'll let the pictures do the talking.. just follow the link below..
ChInA fOtOs
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
i may have to regret not studying for the past semester... i may have to pay for it by getting throw into civil engine.. well.. i'll leave it to fate now... cos i dunno how badly i'll do... luck may be smiling at me once again.. or maybe not.. watever the case.. it's over and there's nothing i can do about it.. so for now.. i'll forward... i have 2 thing sto look forward to.. one is i'm going china for a week this friday.. gonnna have fun with yanli there... yeah!! 2nd... i'm gonna take my ippt soon.. looking forward to it.. ha!!
life shld really be easy...
life shld really be easy...
Monday, May 01, 2006
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
there's always a first time for everything ppl say... today i experience my first.. first time submitting nothing for a major paper... yah.. that's my great achievement today... it's computing... stupid programming... cant understand anything.. cant do anything.. and so i made history today... blank submission.. hahahaa... duhzZ...
Friday, April 07, 2006
haven been going to school lately... i have by my own officially declared study period.. but the catch is i am not studying yet... i'm just piling a very very big snowball now... and i wonder how it will collapse in a few weeks time..
anyway.. i have been doing nothing... i actually done something.. i have more or less completed my part of the finanacial accounting project... wat's left is only compilation and some editing.. yah...
next week will be my biggest hurdle before the exams... i have programing practical exam.. having not written a single program during the whole term... the mention of programing scares the wits out of me.. i really wonder how i am going to even hope to pass that module... we shall see...
anyway.. i have been doing nothing... i actually done something.. i have more or less completed my part of the finanacial accounting project... wat's left is only compilation and some editing.. yah...
next week will be my biggest hurdle before the exams... i have programing practical exam.. having not written a single program during the whole term... the mention of programing scares the wits out of me.. i really wonder how i am going to even hope to pass that module... we shall see...
Sunday, April 02, 2006
life is never easy... why cant it be... some people seem to get a very difficult start in life... but somehow things turn out excellent for them... that's wat a third party will think... wat they dun see is that... when things get difficult.. they work harder...
whereas my case may jus tbe the exact opposite... life started out pretty nicely... i do well in almost everything.. but as the going get tough... i crumble.. is it because.. my initial road was too smooth.. so now i couldnt take any hardship? i hope not.. or maybe i just have more optimism in life... and that everything no matter wat will just turn out fine... I hope so... really hope so... recently.. i'm a loafer.. i do nothing.. although not literally nothing.. but practically it's nothing meaningful...
recently, the greeting phrase i get most often is "hey, where have u been? i haven seen u in a long time"... this made me realised something.. the way i have lived for the past few months.. in almost total isolation from outside world with the exception of yanli and my family... almost no contact with other frens... it actually sounds rather sad when i heard that phrase... it makes me wonder.. how much i have missed.. how much of the life of ppl around me i have missed.. not that it's really impt.. but.. it suppose to make our lives more meaningful..
if this period of isolation was actually well spent burying myself in the stacks of notes and tutorials... i would say it's really time well spent.. but that was not the case... that WAS the initial aim.. but... like wat u shld have realised by now... i haven really been able to reach any of my targets or aims...
tenghui ask me a question today... "wat is ur definition of success?" i told him i din know.. but i actually have quite a clear idea of wat a successful ME shld be... i would be rich.. wealthy.. powerful and well-liked... things around me are always well done... although i had an answer.. but i was ashamed to say it.. why ?? cos it seems wishful thinking.. very wishful.. anyway... he told me his definition... it would be "being able to achieve wat you set out to do" that would be a success... i almost laughed at myself... cos if u apply that to me... i would be very UNSUCCESSFUL now.. and i think i really am...
it's really been a very very long time since i last touched a volleyball.. i still love the game.. but i look at myself... i'm ashamed of my physical state... i'm a fat slob.. looking at the positive side... i may be the most agile and quickest person in the weight category.. but here's the problem... ppl in my weight category are sumo wrestlers.. HAhAhAAaaa...
have wrote so much in a long time... it seems i have more words to depress myself today... but anyway... i received a touching message today... from someone close to me.. tellimg me something that i din expect her to tell me on the day it happened.. so i'm really happy for that... little things make me feel that "I" matter.. thanks..
~crap of the day~
Mr A : Hi, I'm a representative from Singapore Toastmasters.
Mr B : Oh, hi. Are you the one selling toasters?? The Toastmaster 2006??
p.s. Toastmasters is an international association which specialises in public speaking.. just so u ppl know..
whereas my case may jus tbe the exact opposite... life started out pretty nicely... i do well in almost everything.. but as the going get tough... i crumble.. is it because.. my initial road was too smooth.. so now i couldnt take any hardship? i hope not.. or maybe i just have more optimism in life... and that everything no matter wat will just turn out fine... I hope so... really hope so... recently.. i'm a loafer.. i do nothing.. although not literally nothing.. but practically it's nothing meaningful...
recently, the greeting phrase i get most often is "hey, where have u been? i haven seen u in a long time"... this made me realised something.. the way i have lived for the past few months.. in almost total isolation from outside world with the exception of yanli and my family... almost no contact with other frens... it actually sounds rather sad when i heard that phrase... it makes me wonder.. how much i have missed.. how much of the life of ppl around me i have missed.. not that it's really impt.. but.. it suppose to make our lives more meaningful..
if this period of isolation was actually well spent burying myself in the stacks of notes and tutorials... i would say it's really time well spent.. but that was not the case... that WAS the initial aim.. but... like wat u shld have realised by now... i haven really been able to reach any of my targets or aims...
tenghui ask me a question today... "wat is ur definition of success?" i told him i din know.. but i actually have quite a clear idea of wat a successful ME shld be... i would be rich.. wealthy.. powerful and well-liked... things around me are always well done... although i had an answer.. but i was ashamed to say it.. why ?? cos it seems wishful thinking.. very wishful.. anyway... he told me his definition... it would be "being able to achieve wat you set out to do" that would be a success... i almost laughed at myself... cos if u apply that to me... i would be very UNSUCCESSFUL now.. and i think i really am...
it's really been a very very long time since i last touched a volleyball.. i still love the game.. but i look at myself... i'm ashamed of my physical state... i'm a fat slob.. looking at the positive side... i may be the most agile and quickest person in the weight category.. but here's the problem... ppl in my weight category are sumo wrestlers.. HAhAhAAaaa...
have wrote so much in a long time... it seems i have more words to depress myself today... but anyway... i received a touching message today... from someone close to me.. tellimg me something that i din expect her to tell me on the day it happened.. so i'm really happy for that... little things make me feel that "I" matter.. thanks..
~crap of the day~
Mr A : Hi, I'm a representative from Singapore Toastmasters.
Mr B : Oh, hi. Are you the one selling toasters?? The Toastmaster 2006??
p.s. Toastmasters is an international association which specialises in public speaking.. just so u ppl know..
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Monday, March 27, 2006
I'm going to CHINA!! May 5th.. it's been 10 yrs since going back to the "motherland".. well... now i have something to look forward to.. but i have many many hurdles before that... homework, tests, tutorials, revision, ippt, exams, practical exams... aarrgghhh... the list goes on and on...
it's time... time to turn on hyperdrive..
~warning~
"speeding kills"
i'm so lame...
Next up... accounting project.. physics assignment.. maths webcast lectures followed by tutorials..
it's time... time to turn on hyperdrive..
~warning~
"speeding kills"
i'm so lame...
Next up... accounting project.. physics assignment.. maths webcast lectures followed by tutorials..
Saturday, March 25, 2006
din go school today... 3 reasons... not feeling well... damn tired.. and dun wanna face CS1101 tutorials...
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i'm a steam roller baby...
that's roll'n down the street..
i'm a steam roller baby...
that's roll'n down the street..
so u better get out of my way now,
or i'll roll all over u..
so u better get out of my way now,
or i'll roll all over u..
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too bad studying is not an obstacle u can just roll over... duhzZ...
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i'm a steam roller baby...
that's roll'n down the street..
i'm a steam roller baby...
that's roll'n down the street..
so u better get out of my way now,
or i'll roll all over u..
so u better get out of my way now,
or i'll roll all over u..
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too bad studying is not an obstacle u can just roll over... duhzZ...
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
haha.. i'm now in olive cove.. lazing on a couch.. using comp... no one would believe i'm in sch.. hahaa...
my qoute of the day..
"simply ignore everything u have to do today, everything can be done tml, den u'll be happy today."
p.s. when tml comes, apply the above quote again.. hahahaa.... if only life is this great..
my qoute of the day..
"simply ignore everything u have to do today, everything can be done tml, den u'll be happy today."
p.s. when tml comes, apply the above quote again.. hahahaa.... if only life is this great..
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Thursday, March 09, 2006
headache, dizzy,sweating like hell, shivering in cold, stomach pain.. that's wat i felt on my way to school... someone should start sounding out to SBS that making buses too cold aint comfort.. it's torture... esp when entering the bus from a warm place.. sudden change in temperatures cause headache, coupled with the jerky bus movements.. really felt like vomiting!!!!!!!! i'm gonna complain to SBS.. NOW!!
Monday, February 20, 2006
alot has happened in the past 10 days... the majority of the past week was spent studying.. mugging... why cos it's mid-term test week... 3 out of 6 papers are this week.. there will be 2 more after the mid-term break... so yah.. now's midterm break.. but my main itinerary for this short break is catch up.. lots of it... and the dummest thing i did this week is missing my programming midterm test.. why?? cos i din check my timetable earlier... all along i tot my paper was saturday afternoon... so when i checked for my sitting arrangement at noon.. i realised the paper was already over in the morning... my solution?? email the lecturer telling him i was sick in the morning... and so i had to spend $26 to go see a doctor and convince him i had diarrhea in the morning.. haha.. works all the time... the only problem now is that i dun even know if there would even be a retest for me.. sobzZ.. this actually gives me some time to study... i totally haven done anyting for programing..not even lectures or tutorials... HAH!!
valentine's was last tues.. the only day i din do mugging... yah... got a call from yanli in the morning.. cos she received the flowers i sent her.. hehh.. so happy.. cos she's happy... we went to night safari for dinner that night.. we went there for bongo burger... although it wasnt too disappointing but the menu has changed since the last time we went there.. so yah.. think that we would be the last time we are there... anyway there's carl's jr around now...
this weekend is simple enjoyment.. after some tests.. and missed 1 test.. it's time to waste money... saturday night we went to watch NTU's impresario... if u dunno wat's that.. Impresario is NTU's version of talentime.. it's a islandwide competition though.. the quality's better den superstar.. way better... Kelly poon was the guest artiste.. and junyang was her guest.. while me and yanli were sitting just beside junyang's fan club.. so pai seh.. they had luminated clubs.. and scream like there's no tml.. kaozZ... anyway.. the real highlight of the whole show was the performance by MOSAIC.. the winner of another NTU compeition FuXion.. they are not a singing group, they are music performers, unlike any we have seen... that performance simply blew the whole audience away.. it was simply just WOAH!!!!
today went shopping with yanli and spent quite a bit at marina square.. really went shopping.. quite shiok... hahaa.. ate at millenia walk's food court.. had my favourite korean food there.. yummy.. still good... den continued shopping... den bought more stuff.. den decided to watch movie.. so we bought the $48 dollars for 6 tickets package... so yah.. we are expecting a few more movies to come.. haha.. meanwhile before the show... we went to eat kaya fondue at glutton square.. yummy... i like the kaya there.. tastier den ya kun.. ya kun's one actually too sweet... yah.. nice... watch pink panther... it's a just for laughs show... very lame very funny... haha... but be warned.. not all jokes are obvious.. enjoyed myself very much today... gotta prepare myself for a week of catching up...
valentine's was last tues.. the only day i din do mugging... yah... got a call from yanli in the morning.. cos she received the flowers i sent her.. hehh.. so happy.. cos she's happy... we went to night safari for dinner that night.. we went there for bongo burger... although it wasnt too disappointing but the menu has changed since the last time we went there.. so yah.. think that we would be the last time we are there... anyway there's carl's jr around now...
this weekend is simple enjoyment.. after some tests.. and missed 1 test.. it's time to waste money... saturday night we went to watch NTU's impresario... if u dunno wat's that.. Impresario is NTU's version of talentime.. it's a islandwide competition though.. the quality's better den superstar.. way better... Kelly poon was the guest artiste.. and junyang was her guest.. while me and yanli were sitting just beside junyang's fan club.. so pai seh.. they had luminated clubs.. and scream like there's no tml.. kaozZ... anyway.. the real highlight of the whole show was the performance by MOSAIC.. the winner of another NTU compeition FuXion.. they are not a singing group, they are music performers, unlike any we have seen... that performance simply blew the whole audience away.. it was simply just WOAH!!!!
today went shopping with yanli and spent quite a bit at marina square.. really went shopping.. quite shiok... hahaa.. ate at millenia walk's food court.. had my favourite korean food there.. yummy.. still good... den continued shopping... den bought more stuff.. den decided to watch movie.. so we bought the $48 dollars for 6 tickets package... so yah.. we are expecting a few more movies to come.. haha.. meanwhile before the show... we went to eat kaya fondue at glutton square.. yummy... i like the kaya there.. tastier den ya kun.. ya kun's one actually too sweet... yah.. nice... watch pink panther... it's a just for laughs show... very lame very funny... haha... but be warned.. not all jokes are obvious.. enjoyed myself very much today... gotta prepare myself for a week of catching up...
Saturday, February 11, 2006
a drifting spector needs a light.. a leading light.. a source of encouragement.. an understanding heart.. and tons of patience...
i still have not found my direction.. i'm now just going straight.. straight ahead cos i have no idea where to turn... it's like walking in the dark.. afraid to turn left or right.. even afraid of taking the next step.. for fear i may end up in the abyss..
but isnt life about taking risks?? every step we take is a gamble.. be it big or small.. without risks.. life is a plain piece of paper... so we be afraid of taking risks?? i guess not.. but if u have gambled many a times... and lost the bet just as many... perhaps u would be somewhat like me.. afraid to take the next step...
i still have not found my direction.. i'm now just going straight.. straight ahead cos i have no idea where to turn... it's like walking in the dark.. afraid to turn left or right.. even afraid of taking the next step.. for fear i may end up in the abyss..
but isnt life about taking risks?? every step we take is a gamble.. be it big or small.. without risks.. life is a plain piece of paper... so we be afraid of taking risks?? i guess not.. but if u have gambled many a times... and lost the bet just as many... perhaps u would be somewhat like me.. afraid to take the next step...
Thursday, February 09, 2006
i waited and she finally came for me.. for a moment i thought all was lost.. and i was left alone.. in the fire..
the thought of being alone on a deserted island may be scary to some... but i think that's not the worst.. cos u know that that is the situation and things are fixed at the state... after some time u will get used to it...
but now.. imagine u being in the crowded place... there are many ppl around.. having fun.. making noise.. but.. here's the irony.. u are alone.. ppl walk past u as if u werent there.. u become a drifting spector in the crowded.. that sort of loneliness, i feel is many times more horrifying and unbearable compared to the one above...
the thought of being alone on a deserted island may be scary to some... but i think that's not the worst.. cos u know that that is the situation and things are fixed at the state... after some time u will get used to it...
but now.. imagine u being in the crowded place... there are many ppl around.. having fun.. making noise.. but.. here's the irony.. u are alone.. ppl walk past u as if u werent there.. u become a drifting spector in the crowded.. that sort of loneliness, i feel is many times more horrifying and unbearable compared to the one above...
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
just to continue the last post... sheares won the IHG vball.. again.. though i see everyone celebrating.. cheering.. it means almost nothing to me.. my heart was for the game.. not the result.. while ppl were cheering and chatting after the game... i'm just glad that yanli was around, to pei me and quietly walk away... some were emails sent out expressing their gratitude in everyone's commitment to the trainings and games and blah blah blah... well... i was mention in the emails appropriately as the runaway sons, rather apt i feel.. so was jeremy.. same situation as me i guess.. but sorry to say.. i'm bent on not carrying on my stay next sem.. currently i'm comtemplating whether or not to continue staying this sem.. i've send and enquiry to the OSA, asking for options.. we shall see...
this week was suppose to be a heavy week.. but somehow i reduce my lessons on my own accord.. 8 hrs became 2.. 6 hrs become 1... haha... not good.. maybe cos of my late nights spent at ECP mac.. that was my studying haunt for the past few days.. spent the nites there with yanli... i studied while she played "ming xing san que yi".. though she was playing.. she was really tired.. and i'm really grateful that she spent all that time with me.. esp when she had to work the next day.. she also helped me a lot with my financial accounting.. after missing the previous lesson... she really gave me tuition in the tutorials... and i was able to complete them to great accuracy... all thanks to her...
this week was suppose to be a heavy week.. but somehow i reduce my lessons on my own accord.. 8 hrs became 2.. 6 hrs become 1... haha... not good.. maybe cos of my late nights spent at ECP mac.. that was my studying haunt for the past few days.. spent the nites there with yanli... i studied while she played "ming xing san que yi".. though she was playing.. she was really tired.. and i'm really grateful that she spent all that time with me.. esp when she had to work the next day.. she also helped me a lot with my financial accounting.. after missing the previous lesson... she really gave me tuition in the tutorials... and i was able to complete them to great accuracy... all thanks to her...
Friday, February 03, 2006
yesterday i realised i missed the deadline for my physics online assignment.. i din even know it was already up in the web... suckzZ.. so i got zero for my first webassign.. last sem i think i got zerp also.. but that was because i din know how to do.. not din do.. i was having a bad headache most of yesterday.. it was very uncomfortable.. made me nauseaus most of the time... uuurgghh...
today... wat day is today.. today is friday.. today's IHG vball finals, gonna play against eusoff.. today i supposedly had 3 classes.. but i skipped one and another was cancelled so i only had 1 hr of lessons today... today i filled up all the blanks in my FNA notes... today i catched up on my maths lectures, while chatting on MSN, also lazing in my B412 aka hostel room... today i did my maths lab quiz 1... today i had lunch alone again.. that's about it for today for now...
weekends are supposedly my free time... but i dun think i can keep them free of schoool work anymore... cos i just aint doing enough during the weekdays.. so yah... self-declared xtra classes for myself.. going to mac to study again... mid-term tests are coming.. less den 10 days time.. UNI works in hyper-drive... lazy bums watch out!!
today... wat day is today.. today is friday.. today's IHG vball finals, gonna play against eusoff.. today i supposedly had 3 classes.. but i skipped one and another was cancelled so i only had 1 hr of lessons today... today i filled up all the blanks in my FNA notes... today i catched up on my maths lectures, while chatting on MSN, also lazing in my B412 aka hostel room... today i did my maths lab quiz 1... today i had lunch alone again.. that's about it for today for now...
weekends are supposedly my free time... but i dun think i can keep them free of schoool work anymore... cos i just aint doing enough during the weekdays.. so yah... self-declared xtra classes for myself.. going to mac to study again... mid-term tests are coming.. less den 10 days time.. UNI works in hyper-drive... lazy bums watch out!!
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
2nd day of CNY.. things were better after eve.. nose and throat were slightly better... got quite a few ang baos.. and cos travel around to "bai nian" i incur very little personal expenses.. that's good.. considering i'm very poor now.. yesterday had dinner at spageddies@paragon.. first time eating there.. was expecting cartel-like food.. but i was wrong.. it was much better and and much more worth it... fulfilling dinner.. yesterday we were at cineleisure watching .. tonite we were there again but this time it's a huge family-matter.. although it's only like half of my maternal relatives, we had 20 tickets watching .. WOAH!! first time watch movie with so many relatives... interesting... hahaa.. think CNY is the only time i can mix better with my cousins..
today also went around visiting with my 4e khakis... it's been a yearly custom for us for years.. it's amazing how long this has been going on.. since we graduated.. or rather ever since CCHS we have been doing this.. in the early years.. we would take bus together from one house to another for CNY visiting... it's was fun taking a bus with a bunch of classmates.. years have past.. many things have changed.. but some things still seem the same.. or rather we have grown accustom to each others habits.. nowadays.. we drive around in a few cars... the bus crowd and evolved into a caravan of cars.. haha.. although the amount in the ang pao $$ hasnt really increased over the years.. but that was way besides the point.. haha..
today also went around visiting with my 4e khakis... it's been a yearly custom for us for years.. it's amazing how long this has been going on.. since we graduated.. or rather ever since CCHS we have been doing this.. in the early years.. we would take bus together from one house to another for CNY visiting... it's was fun taking a bus with a bunch of classmates.. years have past.. many things have changed.. but some things still seem the same.. or rather we have grown accustom to each others habits.. nowadays.. we drive around in a few cars... the bus crowd and evolved into a caravan of cars.. haha.. although the amount in the ang pao $$ hasnt really increased over the years.. but that was way besides the point.. haha..
Sunday, January 29, 2006
Happy LUNAR NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE...
it's a lousy new year's eve for me... i'm sick!! flu.. coughing like mad.. and i feeling very very lethargic... for the pass few days.. it's just getting worst... this sucks... stayed at home after like 8plus... din go anywhere... not chinatown.. not marina... just at home.. so sianzZ.. so boring.. so irritating.. i'm SICK and BORED!!! this sucks... and i'm not getting and care and tenderness frm the only person that matters... this sucks even more... SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's a lousy new year's eve for me... i'm sick!! flu.. coughing like mad.. and i feeling very very lethargic... for the pass few days.. it's just getting worst... this sucks... stayed at home after like 8plus... din go anywhere... not chinatown.. not marina... just at home.. so sianzZ.. so boring.. so irritating.. i'm SICK and BORED!!! this sucks... and i'm not getting and care and tenderness frm the only person that matters... this sucks even more... SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, January 28, 2006
end of the week again... only a few things worth mentioning since my last entry.. wednesday.. sheares won RH and is thru the next friday's finals.. i play my first game for sheares... seriously... i dun see the need for such hunger in such a game... my mentality for the game still stands... just play as u are happy... no point over-stressing... over-exerting.. over-reacting... after all it's a game.. at the end of the day it's suppose to make u happy...
thursday was a short day.. short short day... dear came to NUS to find me for lunch.. her CNY hols started since weds afternoon... shiok rite? yah... we went for lunch at engine canteen... after that we went shopping at orchard... the original plan was actually to go sing KTV... but both not feeling well.. so din go.. went shopping at world of sports.. got 40% off.. oh yah.. almost forgot to mention.. dear bought me a pair of new courts shoes... cos my old one stinks.. haha.. so nice of her rite??
today... we went orchard again... dear wanted to buy a pair of shoes which she din buy on thursday... but somehow.. there was only e display set left at paragon.. after checking, the salesgal told us.. it's a vailable at bugis.. so we rushed down.. in the end... we realise the bugis one not on offer.. so end up din buy... poor ger... we ate billy bombers for dinner.. very very long din eat liaozZ.. still taste quite good.. but dear order some CNY special.. not too nice.. den went chinatown shopping for clothes... i bought a shirt.. finally... but dear couldnt find anything she likes.. she is so so suay today... so kelian...
it's gonna be a busy CNY.. so many places to go... public holiday like no holiday... duhzZ... lagging behind in schoolwork too..
thursday was a short day.. short short day... dear came to NUS to find me for lunch.. her CNY hols started since weds afternoon... shiok rite? yah... we went for lunch at engine canteen... after that we went shopping at orchard... the original plan was actually to go sing KTV... but both not feeling well.. so din go.. went shopping at world of sports.. got 40% off.. oh yah.. almost forgot to mention.. dear bought me a pair of new courts shoes... cos my old one stinks.. haha.. so nice of her rite??
today... we went orchard again... dear wanted to buy a pair of shoes which she din buy on thursday... but somehow.. there was only e display set left at paragon.. after checking, the salesgal told us.. it's a vailable at bugis.. so we rushed down.. in the end... we realise the bugis one not on offer.. so end up din buy... poor ger... we ate billy bombers for dinner.. very very long din eat liaozZ.. still taste quite good.. but dear order some CNY special.. not too nice.. den went chinatown shopping for clothes... i bought a shirt.. finally... but dear couldnt find anything she likes.. she is so so suay today... so kelian...
it's gonna be a busy CNY.. so many places to go... public holiday like no holiday... duhzZ... lagging behind in schoolwork too..
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
it's been more den a week since my last entry... this week starts tutorials... it's a disaster.. i missed my first accounting tutorial.. not by choice... but cos of my sleep-like-a-pigness.. anyway... it's really a disaster for now... cos i really dunno wat's going on in my tutorials... dunno how to do... i tot i understand the lectures.. but... well.. yah.. duhzZ...
i think i shld be frantically trying to keep up pace with the things happening around me... but.. aiyah... let things take it's course... shun qi zi ran lor...
just now went to watch the semis... NUS lost to SP after a seriously lack lustre performance.. seriously poor.. think that's the best description i can think of.. ppl ask me why i like so happy they lost... well the truth is.. i dun think they deserve to reach the semis in the first place..
yanli's gonna have a long long holiday for the festive season... and i'm gonna make her spend more time with me.. instead of her charis agatha lum "chai tou".. hahaa i'm so jealous of her newborn niece.. taking up all her time.. sobzZ.. hahaa.. time for me to fight back... come dear.. come... hahaha...
i think i shld be frantically trying to keep up pace with the things happening around me... but.. aiyah... let things take it's course... shun qi zi ran lor...
just now went to watch the semis... NUS lost to SP after a seriously lack lustre performance.. seriously poor.. think that's the best description i can think of.. ppl ask me why i like so happy they lost... well the truth is.. i dun think they deserve to reach the semis in the first place..
yanli's gonna have a long long holiday for the festive season... and i'm gonna make her spend more time with me.. instead of her charis agatha lum "chai tou".. hahaa i'm so jealous of her newborn niece.. taking up all her time.. sobzZ.. hahaa.. time for me to fight back... come dear.. come... hahaha...
Monday, January 16, 2006
i went down to tp to watch vball today.. was suppose to be supporting NUS.. but they din really play well.. lost one set to Ngee Ann poly.. no wonder they lost 3-0 to SIM.. i was expecting NUS to at least take one set from SIM... surprising.. but the main attraction for me today is to watch NTU vs SIM.. NTU won 3-0 and won convincingly.. 2 factors won them the match.. all out defending.. and a magical setter... for non-volleyballers who were standing around me as i watched.. they were saying "wow, NTU's attacking is so strong.. SIM couldnt black any of their spikes.." but with a few years of volleyball experience and knowledge... one would easily realised it's the setter who controlled the match... NTU's setter in this case.. his deception in his setting, made almost every spike for his players an easy spike.. most of the time with only 1 blocker.. and even when there's 2 blockers, they wouldnt have enough time the close in in the bloack.. leaving a space in the middle of the blockers.. it's been a long time since i've seen such remarkable setting.. reminds me of the time i wanted to mimic his moves and deception... the result.. a clown act.. hahaa..
Sunday, January 15, 2006
play badminton today.. yanli's improving with every game... maybe one day we can go enter some competition for fun.. hahaa... playing badminton quite often recently... esp cos now got yanli to play with me.. and she is good... heh..
tml.. morning basketball.. evening go back hall... ballot for tut.. and read up some lectures..
tml.. morning basketball.. evening go back hall... ballot for tut.. and read up some lectures..
Friday, January 13, 2006
back in room again... 1st IHG match is officially over.. won EH quite convincingly.. i din get to play.. this makes me rethink my purpose.. my loyalty to the hall.. etc.. conclusion... this will be my last sem in hall... next sem onwards... HElloOO MRT... i have no believe in hall culture.. it was suppose to excite me... but somehow i've become inert to the hoo haa... i'm just a slient non-existent ninja.. living in huge almighty sheares hall.. hahaa.. and i'm okay with it... because not many ppl knows me.. i have the freedom to do watever i want..
i'm going home for the weekend now... zZzzZZzz...
i'm going home for the weekend now... zZzzZZzz...
back in hall.. back in school.. but that's only cos tonight got volleyball match.. not really excited about it... if i get to play den play... if dun have den so be it..
just now went to buy the rest of my textbooks... and so the total amount i spent on 5 irritatingly cheapskate looking textbook is $150.. kaozZ... never buy any book so expensive before... uni is expensive...
just now went to buy the rest of my textbooks... and so the total amount i spent on 5 irritatingly cheapskate looking textbook is $150.. kaozZ... never buy any book so expensive before... uni is expensive...
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Sunday, January 01, 2006
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.. 2006 is here... and i wonder if it will be a good year for me.. i sure hope it will be a good year for myself.. but... we shall see how things turn out for myself...
i'll be taking 6 modules for the comming semester.. last sem i only took 4.. very soon.. IHG will be starting.. IVP will be starting even sooner, but i still wonder if i'm taking part in it or not. hahaa... i'm the laziest person around...
i regret to say my last year's resolution of losing weight did not materialise... although halfway thru there seemed to be signs of getting lighter.. but nope.. it was not to be.. the mass just bounce back like it never left.. hahaa... and it brought frends along.. duhzZ duhzZ.. i'm now above 100kg.. a historic milestone.. duhzZ even more..
so these will be my resolutions for the new year...
1. lose weight
2. pass IPPT
3. CAP > 3.5
4. be nice to yanli
5. make some frens
yah.. think that's about it for me.. the only thing i'm proud of achieving for this hols is that i revamp my room a little... shifted my cabinets ard... manage to create a little more space... wile the rest of the time was simply donated to the wonderful invention of the little box below my big black box ( SCV decoder below TV).. hahahaaa.......
i'll be taking 6 modules for the comming semester.. last sem i only took 4.. very soon.. IHG will be starting.. IVP will be starting even sooner, but i still wonder if i'm taking part in it or not. hahaa... i'm the laziest person around...
i regret to say my last year's resolution of losing weight did not materialise... although halfway thru there seemed to be signs of getting lighter.. but nope.. it was not to be.. the mass just bounce back like it never left.. hahaa... and it brought frends along.. duhzZ duhzZ.. i'm now above 100kg.. a historic milestone.. duhzZ even more..
so these will be my resolutions for the new year...
1. lose weight
2. pass IPPT
3. CAP > 3.5
4. be nice to yanli
5. make some frens
yah.. think that's about it for me.. the only thing i'm proud of achieving for this hols is that i revamp my room a little... shifted my cabinets ard... manage to create a little more space... wile the rest of the time was simply donated to the wonderful invention of the little box below my big black box ( SCV decoder below TV).. hahahaaa.......
Thursday, December 29, 2005
it's been more den a week since i last blog... haven really been having a lot of thoughts in my mind... suddenly i seem to have quite a few ideas in my head... first was my exam results... seriously i'm quite surprised with my result... i din do exceptionally well... nor did i do very badly to my standards... but considering the amount of effort i put in for the last semester... i believe that this result is pretty much a miracle... i've got a B B+ and 2 B- and pretty respectable CAP of 3.33. yah... i was very surprised...
christmas was nothing really special... just spend some time with dear... think that's the best part of all lor... maybe it may seem selfish if i put it this way, but as long as she's around me... anyone else doesnt really mattered..
very soon new year's coming.. just a few days away... just like X'mas.. i still have not a single clue how to spent it... but i'm quite sure i wanna spent it with her.. hehee...
christmas was nothing really special... just spend some time with dear... think that's the best part of all lor... maybe it may seem selfish if i put it this way, but as long as she's around me... anyone else doesnt really mattered..
very soon new year's coming.. just a few days away... just like X'mas.. i still have not a single clue how to spent it... but i'm quite sure i wanna spent it with her.. hehee...
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Sunday, December 18, 2005
it's been a long long time since i blog liaozZ... too lazy to come online recently.. been to only 2 training sessions.. one IVP one sheares... strenuous on my ankle... and so i rest since wednesday again... yah.. din go training.. din go frenly match.. well ankle more impt..
yesterday went to 4E class outing... quite fun.. ordered delivery from 933 golden pillow... alot of ppl came... long long long time no see faces... yah... quite nostalgic.. haha... went bowling after that... my scores quite good also... 165 for the 1st game... haha.. somemore went to cchs to take photos in the middle of the night...
just now went to airforce BOC bbq... also met quite a lot of my old colleagues and mnay also ORD liaozZ.... heard them complain abt a lot of things.. esp how things changed for the worst after we left.. hahaa... life was much better den... haha..
yesterday went to 4E class outing... quite fun.. ordered delivery from 933 golden pillow... alot of ppl came... long long long time no see faces... yah... quite nostalgic.. haha... went bowling after that... my scores quite good also... 165 for the 1st game... haha.. somemore went to cchs to take photos in the middle of the night...
just now went to airforce BOC bbq... also met quite a lot of my old colleagues and mnay also ORD liaozZ.... heard them complain abt a lot of things.. esp how things changed for the worst after we left.. hahaa... life was much better den... haha..
Monday, December 05, 2005
being my usual couch potato again... ask me wat is showing on cable tv everyday... i may be able to answer u quite promptly.. HA.. not very encouraging.. i still haven paxk up my room still looks like a sty.. aarrgghhh.. my whole house looks like a sty..
went back to tj for the gals camp... somehow my rght ankle giving me problem... at first still din think much into it.. but somehow it just got more and more painful... now... it's hurting like mad lar... cant walk also... limping limping... yesterday somemore "gey kiang" go jogging barefoot around the track... things just got worst... booozZ...
went back to tj for the gals camp... somehow my rght ankle giving me problem... at first still din think much into it.. but somehow it just got more and more painful... now... it's hurting like mad lar... cant walk also... limping limping... yesterday somemore "gey kiang" go jogging barefoot around the track... things just got worst... booozZ...
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
it's been awhile... i've been to malaysia over the weekend... the car rally was really quite boring... the only exciting part was the driving... finally i realise how small singapore is and how big malaysia is... and because of it's vastness, i can speed!! the legal speed limit is 110km/h can u believe that? call me sua gu.. but that's super exciting lar.. and the roads there all single lane one... den got alot of benbs and slopes... like initial D.. but this time got too many ppl on the car.. cannot drive crazily.. hahaha... anyway we got 3rd.. won $60 petrol voucher.. so so lame... i also got a taste of malaysia corruption... i was stopped along one of the roads... and booked for speeding.. that was crap lar.. i was travelling well well below the speed limit at the point.. but he insisted i was speeding.. and ask us to pay 300rm initially... but in the end he settled for 100rm.. so so disappointing...
today drove back to hall.. and i moved EVERYTHING back home liaoZZ.. yeah... 1 day gao dim.. by myself... yeah... i'm gonna revamp my room... rearrange everything... make it more working.. now it's only good for sleeping..
yesterday was supposed to go to bbq with tj vball ppl.. BUT!! i went to the wrong coasta sands... i went to the east coast one.. but they were at the pasir ris one.. so too bad lor.. no fate... so me and dear went to east coast waraku to eat.. good and cheap and big portion... shiok.. hehee...
today drove back to hall.. and i moved EVERYTHING back home liaoZZ.. yeah... 1 day gao dim.. by myself... yeah... i'm gonna revamp my room... rearrange everything... make it more working.. now it's only good for sleeping..
yesterday was supposed to go to bbq with tj vball ppl.. BUT!! i went to the wrong coasta sands... i went to the east coast one.. but they were at the pasir ris one.. so too bad lor.. no fate... so me and dear went to east coast waraku to eat.. good and cheap and big portion... shiok.. hehee...
Thursday, November 24, 2005
so now.. i'm home... my first sem in NUS is kindda over... this is how i feel about my first term back in sch..
Social -
I had lots of difficulty trying to make frens.. it's may be cos of my course, most pple go lecture and tutorials in grps... so no getting to know of ppl except in CTW class.. CTW more interactive... so gotta know pple from there... think closest are my 2 grpmates... without them... i guess i would be much more helpless with my homework...
in hall, i missed orientation rather on purpose... which i believe is actually my biggest mistake... that made my interaction very hard in future, cos others were already in their own cliques... there i was kindda alone again... luckily i already knew some pple in hall.. but then still i was alone... in my room alone most of the time... breakfast alone... dinner alone... i have not had a single dinner nor breakfast with any of my hall-mates... wat a failure...
Study -
after 3 years of break from studying, being back in school is like a cultural shock... numbers make no sense... equations make no sense... physics make no sense... this term exam is exactly the result of my lost of touch... my expectations are low.. hopes are not high either.. so disappointment shldnt be too great... i hope.. after years of being ahead in the class... i find myself... at the bottom supporting everyone else above me... it sucks...
Volleyball -
volleyball in nus seems recreational for me... tell me to train competitively... i dun think i can do it or want to do it... i just dun have the hunger to train for such a goal... i no long have a direction in volleyball.. i dunno wat i want..
Overall -
i'm now in a state of ZERO motivation for anything and everything.. i have no idea wat i want.. i have no urge to do anything... no drive... no aim... no life... it suxX....
Social -
I had lots of difficulty trying to make frens.. it's may be cos of my course, most pple go lecture and tutorials in grps... so no getting to know of ppl except in CTW class.. CTW more interactive... so gotta know pple from there... think closest are my 2 grpmates... without them... i guess i would be much more helpless with my homework...
in hall, i missed orientation rather on purpose... which i believe is actually my biggest mistake... that made my interaction very hard in future, cos others were already in their own cliques... there i was kindda alone again... luckily i already knew some pple in hall.. but then still i was alone... in my room alone most of the time... breakfast alone... dinner alone... i have not had a single dinner nor breakfast with any of my hall-mates... wat a failure...
Study -
after 3 years of break from studying, being back in school is like a cultural shock... numbers make no sense... equations make no sense... physics make no sense... this term exam is exactly the result of my lost of touch... my expectations are low.. hopes are not high either.. so disappointment shldnt be too great... i hope.. after years of being ahead in the class... i find myself... at the bottom supporting everyone else above me... it sucks...
Volleyball -
volleyball in nus seems recreational for me... tell me to train competitively... i dun think i can do it or want to do it... i just dun have the hunger to train for such a goal... i no long have a direction in volleyball.. i dunno wat i want..
Overall -
i'm now in a state of ZERO motivation for anything and everything.. i have no idea wat i want.. i have no urge to do anything... no drive... no aim... no life... it suxX....
in exactly 2 hrs time.... my last paper for my first term exam will begin... and 2 hrs after that... all will be over... "the rice will be cooked" ; "the chicken will be slaughtered"... muahaha... life will be back to it's sloth-like state... hahahaa... nonono... must not be sloth-like anymore... must change.. make everyday a more meaningful day.... live everyday such that when the day ends, and i look back, i can say i have done something today... yes... that will be it... sleepingis considered something rite?? hahahaaa.....
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
There's just so many things that I can't touch, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn. Torn.
There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on, nothings right, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn.
Natalie Imbruglia - Torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn. Torn.
There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on, nothings right, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn.
Natalie Imbruglia - Torn
Monday, November 21, 2005
finished my Critical thinking and writing paper liaozZ... now that leaves me with just 2 more paper and my exams will be over... over as in time... as well as over in grades... i foresee myself looking at my first failure in a major exam in my 23 years... i doubt i can imagine how i would be feeling..
spent the weekend rotting... watching movie with dear dear and e rest of it sleeping.. on average i slept 30++ hrs this weekend... whahaa...
harry potter was okay only.. not fantastic... i haven read the book.. but i could tell a lot wasnt in the show.. i guess there's just too much details in the book and the movie seems kindda rush... yah.. that's the feeling it gave me... too many loose ends...
den sunday went to watch sky high... actually tot it would be quite a lame show.. but it turned out fine.. dear thinks its entertaining.. i think it's slightly more entertaining den harry potter.. hahaa.. maybe too much expectations for harry potter...
oh yah.. if u notice the pictures below.. i've got a new phone.. samsung x200... got it at $20 dollars after trade-it.. talk about having hp to the basics... this is it... no camera, no photo ID, no 2nd LCD, no sent items folder... but it's okay... at least it fits my requirement for a phone.. and it looks damn cool... and it's really the lightest phone around now.. whahaaa.... and most impt of all.. CHEAP!!
spent the weekend rotting... watching movie with dear dear and e rest of it sleeping.. on average i slept 30++ hrs this weekend... whahaa...
harry potter was okay only.. not fantastic... i haven read the book.. but i could tell a lot wasnt in the show.. i guess there's just too much details in the book and the movie seems kindda rush... yah.. that's the feeling it gave me... too many loose ends...
den sunday went to watch sky high... actually tot it would be quite a lame show.. but it turned out fine.. dear thinks its entertaining.. i think it's slightly more entertaining den harry potter.. hahaa.. maybe too much expectations for harry potter...
oh yah.. if u notice the pictures below.. i've got a new phone.. samsung x200... got it at $20 dollars after trade-it.. talk about having hp to the basics... this is it... no camera, no photo ID, no 2nd LCD, no sent items folder... but it's okay... at least it fits my requirement for a phone.. and it looks damn cool... and it's really the lightest phone around now.. whahaaa.... and most impt of all.. CHEAP!!
Friday, November 18, 2005
Aftermath of 1 paper
whahaa... finished physics liaozZ.... the paper is over.. and 1 down... literally down... fail.. confirm fail... even praying wun help... cos i left too much blank... this is ridiculous... spent the whole week studying it yet this is the result... why?? i'm not dum... but... WHY!!! basically i am gonna fail physics... and all thanks to one word... ENTROPY... people out there who dunno wat that is.. well... people who intend to study physics in UNI... know it.. cause it just made me fail physics for not knowing it... KAOZzZZzz!!! 1 word...
watever it is... it's one paper down... still got 3 more left... disastrous start to uni life... disastrous start to my exams... well.. heck it...
now going out.. gonna go eat.. den watch harry potter with dear dear...
and btw... i dun want and overgrown hermit crab... i prefer them small...
watever it is... it's one paper down... still got 3 more left... disastrous start to uni life... disastrous start to my exams... well.. heck it...
now going out.. gonna go eat.. den watch harry potter with dear dear...
and btw... i dun want and overgrown hermit crab... i prefer them small...
Monday, November 14, 2005
spent the whole day trying to do the stupid statics online tutorial.... just realised that statics shld be the module i'm most afraid off.. why?? cos there's no where for me to practice... even though it's open book, it's unlikely there will be time for me to flip through the pages for a solution... kaozZ.. it sucks... wanted to finish reading up on my physics so that can start on doing past yr paper... but.. haven finish. or rather haven really started lor... duhzZ.... jiayou...
soon.. very soon it will all be over... muahahaa.... i want a pet to play with... my dear dear not fun enough.. hahaa... i want something furry and huggable... non-naggy... can i have garfield?? bboozZ...
soon.. very soon it will all be over... muahahaa.... i want a pet to play with... my dear dear not fun enough.. hahaa... i want something furry and huggable... non-naggy... can i have garfield?? bboozZ...
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Friday, November 11, 2005
just came back home after watching movie with dear... watched "a lot like heaven" it's a very nice show... very sweet.. very heartwarming... very nice lar... basically, if u wanna feel good.. go watch the show... although it does have a rather predictable plot... but who could blame them after the rigorous development of the movie industires... writers do run out of ideas.. anyway, this plot does seem like a rip off from a few other classic movies... not that it's bad.. the result was quite pleasant actually... ignoring the fact that it may not be original.. but who cares?? as long as u feel good after the show.. hahaa... so young gals out there, i think this is the show for u now.. hahaa.. well guys.. u know wat to do... bring them to the show lar!! duhzZ..
time to go sleep and tml gotta hit the lectures again...
up! up!! and away!!!
time to go sleep and tml gotta hit the lectures again...
up! up!! and away!!!
Thursday, November 10, 2005
finally i studied... after so many weeks of slacking and rotting.. i am studying finally... still got 5 more hrs of maths lecture to cover... followed by 24 chapters of physics... and 2 books of statics and mechanics... not to forget i have to do sample / pass-yr papers... so much to do... i'm not complaining... i think i might be able to finish with a little luck.. and with more love.. hehee... so yah... thanks dear... hahaa.....
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
song of my day...
JS - 我比想像中爱你
飞得越远走看不见 你阳光下灿烂的笑脸
在天和海之间那条界线 慢慢地走远
你曾经是我的地平线
你有没有一点想念 我们一起去年的夏天
有种爱的感觉在心里面 那么地强烈
而这一切好像只是昨天
我才发现我比想像中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静我诚实的分析我自己
还是不可否认地 我比想像中爱你
浪花掠过沙滩边境(海风就像你的呼吸)
我又看见我们的脚印(那曾是回忆的痕迹)
如果遇见幸福的机率要千万分之一
不顾一切 也要找回你
我才发现我比想像中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静我诚实的分析我自己
总会从梦中惊醒 还是不可否认地
我比想像中爱你
终于发现我比想像中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静我诚实的分析我自己
总会从梦中惊醒 还是不可否认地
我比想像中爱你
JS - 我比想像中爱你
飞得越远走看不见 你阳光下灿烂的笑脸
在天和海之间那条界线 慢慢地走远
你曾经是我的地平线
你有没有一点想念 我们一起去年的夏天
有种爱的感觉在心里面 那么地强烈
而这一切好像只是昨天
我才发现我比想像中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静我诚实的分析我自己
还是不可否认地 我比想像中爱你
浪花掠过沙滩边境(海风就像你的呼吸)
我又看见我们的脚印(那曾是回忆的痕迹)
如果遇见幸福的机率要千万分之一
不顾一切 也要找回你
我才发现我比想像中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静我诚实的分析我自己
总会从梦中惊醒 还是不可否认地
我比想像中爱你
终于发现我比想像中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静我诚实的分析我自己
总会从梦中惊醒 还是不可否认地
我比想像中爱你
Friday, November 04, 2005
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
i think i;m gonna waste another week again... 2 hols this week and yet.. it doesnt sound good to me.. cos tues and thurs are my usual self-declared free days... so yah.. like no diff...
it's NOVEMBER!! 16 more days to my first paper... and i still have not started studying.. whahaa... am i god or am i an idiot?? i like this song...
Joan Osbourne - If God was One Of Us
If God had a name, what would it be
And would you call it to his face
If you were faced with him in all his glory
What would you ask if you had just one question
And yeah yeah God is great yeah yeah God is good
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home
If God had a face what would it look like
And would you want to see
If seeing meant that you would have to believe
In things like heaven and in jesus and the saints and all the prophets
And yeah yeah god is great yeah yeah god is good
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home
He's trying to make his way home
Back up to heaven all alone
Nobody calling on the phone
Except for the pope maybe in rome
And yeah yeah God is great yeah yeah God is good
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
What if god was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home
Just trying to make his way home
Like a holy rolling stone
Back up to heaven all alone
Just trying to make his way home
Nobody calling on the phone
Except for the pope maybe in rome
it's NOVEMBER!! 16 more days to my first paper... and i still have not started studying.. whahaa... am i god or am i an idiot?? i like this song...
Joan Osbourne - If God was One Of Us
If God had a name, what would it be
And would you call it to his face
If you were faced with him in all his glory
What would you ask if you had just one question
And yeah yeah God is great yeah yeah God is good
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home
If God had a face what would it look like
And would you want to see
If seeing meant that you would have to believe
In things like heaven and in jesus and the saints and all the prophets
And yeah yeah god is great yeah yeah god is good
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home
He's trying to make his way home
Back up to heaven all alone
Nobody calling on the phone
Except for the pope maybe in rome
And yeah yeah God is great yeah yeah God is good
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
What if god was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home
Just trying to make his way home
Like a holy rolling stone
Back up to heaven all alone
Just trying to make his way home
Nobody calling on the phone
Except for the pope maybe in rome
Saturday, October 29, 2005
quiz is over and i'm at suntec now.. just now went to eat lunch with dear at shaw towers... at this vegetarian restaurant... the baked rice quite nice... it's all vege... but cant tell one.. haha...
now at suntec mac waiting for dear.. she's gone shopping.. i dun wanna shop... so wait for her here... she say 1 hr will come find me... times up and shes not here yet... women never keep time when they are shopping... sianzZ...
the quiz.. it was not too difficult... i think i knew how to do... although i scribbled alot and cancelled alot too.. so my paper was practically in a mess... luckily they dun mark for tidiness... mine was like shit lar... not too sure if my ans were rite... but i believe wun get zero... not asking for much...
now at suntec mac waiting for dear.. she's gone shopping.. i dun wanna shop... so wait for her here... she say 1 hr will come find me... times up and shes not here yet... women never keep time when they are shopping... sianzZ...
the quiz.. it was not too difficult... i think i knew how to do... although i scribbled alot and cancelled alot too.. so my paper was practically in a mess... luckily they dun mark for tidiness... mine was like shit lar... not too sure if my ans were rite... but i believe wun get zero... not asking for much...
Monday, October 24, 2005
i'm sunburnt again... yesterday play bball and for too long again.. so i'm red again.. and i sprained my ankle... but somehow i play better after getting the sprain.. but now i'm paying the price... cos it hurts now!!! argghh.. cannot go vball training liaozZ...
i feel much better now... mentally... somehow... i've done everything i need to do for today liaozZ.. which is very very rare... it's hasnt happen for yrs.. hahaa... so i'm feeling great.. and dun feel lousy like shit anymore... hahaa... amazing how a change in mindset can happen so spontaneously?? and wat it can do for you?? suddenly tutorials dun look as tough... and brain seem to be working a bit more.. hahaa... just only realised today that this saturday have statics and mechanics quiz.. totally forgot abt it until lecture today... heng i go lecture if not i sure forget.. hahaa...
this section goes out to all the hermit crabbies ard>>
if u dun wanna play with ur crab anymore.. pls give them to me before they die... i wanna have more in my tank... i think my 2 are bored.. hahaa... all they do is climb to the top of a "tree" den fall back down again... hahaa.. so yah.. gimme your crabbies!! hahaa
i feel much better now... mentally... somehow... i've done everything i need to do for today liaozZ.. which is very very rare... it's hasnt happen for yrs.. hahaa... so i'm feeling great.. and dun feel lousy like shit anymore... hahaa... amazing how a change in mindset can happen so spontaneously?? and wat it can do for you?? suddenly tutorials dun look as tough... and brain seem to be working a bit more.. hahaa... just only realised today that this saturday have statics and mechanics quiz.. totally forgot abt it until lecture today... heng i go lecture if not i sure forget.. hahaa...
this section goes out to all the hermit crabbies ard>>
if u dun wanna play with ur crab anymore.. pls give them to me before they die... i wanna have more in my tank... i think my 2 are bored.. hahaa... all they do is climb to the top of a "tree" den fall back down again... hahaa.. so yah.. gimme your crabbies!! hahaa
Saturday, October 22, 2005
I've decided, I've choosen my path for the next 6 mths... I choose to stay in sheares for next sem too.. but i have to do the following things which i have not done this sem...
Things to be done...
NEW HAIRCUT, SHORT SHORT HAIR
STUDY!! STUDY ALOT...
PLAY VBALL..
GO JOGGING...
MIX ARD MORE IN HALL...
wish me luck... hehee
Things to be done...
NEW HAIRCUT, SHORT SHORT HAIR
STUDY!! STUDY ALOT...
PLAY VBALL..
GO JOGGING...
MIX ARD MORE IN HALL...
wish me luck... hehee
it's been sometime since i blog... many a times i wanted to leave something on my blog.. but i've been turning away everytime i come to the new-post webpage... why?? maybe cos i'm feeling guilty that i shld be studying instead of blogging.. dunno leh... whenever i think of that everything which was initially suppose to go onto my blog just disappeared... sianzZ...
life has been boring lately... not the type of lifestyle i want... but.... guess u know wat i wanna say... too lazy... uuurrggghhh...
life has been boring lately... not the type of lifestyle i want... but.... guess u know wat i wanna say... too lazy... uuurrggghhh...
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
biggest question in my head now...
SHLD I STAY IN SHEARES FOR ANOTHER SEM OR NOT???
no :
save money
waste money on the meal plans which i seldom eat
dun really interact
not involved in hall activities
yes :
nearer to school
got bed to sleep
got supper
wanna try to make frens
hiyoh... how leh?? stay or dun stay??? gotta make up my mind before 28th oct... aarrgghhh... how?? exams coming soon... duhzZ.....
SHLD I STAY IN SHEARES FOR ANOTHER SEM OR NOT???
no :
save money
waste money on the meal plans which i seldom eat
dun really interact
not involved in hall activities
yes :
nearer to school
got bed to sleep
got supper
wanna try to make frens
hiyoh... how leh?? stay or dun stay??? gotta make up my mind before 28th oct... aarrgghhh... how?? exams coming soon... duhzZ.....
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
had my first supper at sheares tonite... the chicken naan is really nice... not exagerating... it's really nice.. i bought 2 chicken naan and 1 cheese fries.. $5++ not too ex lar.. since can really fill my stomach.. hehee... din eat dinner... and vball training only ended almost 11pm... yah... lucky got supper.. hehe..
nothing will be said about school work... cos... it's boring and unentertaining.. and i've not been doing much hw... tml gotta do physics tut... haven done.... hmmm... later going home... to watch tv awhile den come back schoool... hohoohooo...
nothing will be said about school work... cos... it's boring and unentertaining.. and i've not been doing much hw... tml gotta do physics tut... haven done.... hmmm... later going home... to watch tv awhile den come back schoool... hohoohooo...
Monday, October 17, 2005
a weekend has passed... i'm glad to say at least some work had been done.. although not substantial but at least some... i'm back in my room... no more lessons for the rest of the day... only left with IVP training in the evening... now... i have 2 things to do...
1. do my physics online tut
2. sleep
i guess i'll sleep first... i'm tired.... zZzZZzzz...
1. do my physics online tut
2. sleep
i guess i'll sleep first... i'm tired.... zZzZZzzz...
Friday, October 14, 2005
finally completed my part for CTW, but i'm still up providing watever i could offer to my grpmate... yah... cos i kindda guilty for not writing much for my part... haha.. i really din know wat to write... my mind just din churn up any ideas for me.. so too bad... i could only give him my 5cents worth... and some scattered pts here and there.. and let him do the patching up and beautification.. haha..
today's kunqi's bday.. one of my old old fren... used to take to her on the phone long long ago.. i think it was back in my secondary school days... she's a fellow hainanese with the same surname.. she li kunqi & i'm li kelun... so yah.. felt extra qin qie.. haha.. used to speak to her in hainanese... come to think of it... think she one of the last person whom i had spent hrs talking on the phone with... yah.. happy memories...
today's kunqi's bday.. one of my old old fren... used to take to her on the phone long long ago.. i think it was back in my secondary school days... she's a fellow hainanese with the same surname.. she li kunqi & i'm li kelun... so yah.. felt extra qin qie.. haha.. used to speak to her in hainanese... come to think of it... think she one of the last person whom i had spent hrs talking on the phone with... yah.. happy memories...
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Monday, October 10, 2005
just came back from vball training... super tiring... feel very weak... feel heavy and slow... quite sucky... dun think i'm progressing much... like stagnate for so many years liaozZ...
if people ask me wat i wanted to do with my life, a few years back i would say i dunno.. now... i still dunno... but the difference is that now, i'm afraid... i'm afraid for not knowing wat i wanna do in the future... but i'm even more afraid that i may never know wat i wanna do... some time back, i tot that i'll belong to the airforce... but no.. i tried the possibility of becoming a teacher... but it din work out either... now i'm in NUS studying engineering, is this wat i wanna do?? i dunno... i have a partial volleyball coaching cert... will i go into coaching in the future?? i dun have the answer to that too...
when?? when will i find the answer to my question??
---= ThE gReAtEsT PuRpOsE oF LiFe Is To FiNd ThE PuRPoSe Of OuR LiFe=---
if people ask me wat i wanted to do with my life, a few years back i would say i dunno.. now... i still dunno... but the difference is that now, i'm afraid... i'm afraid for not knowing wat i wanna do in the future... but i'm even more afraid that i may never know wat i wanna do... some time back, i tot that i'll belong to the airforce... but no.. i tried the possibility of becoming a teacher... but it din work out either... now i'm in NUS studying engineering, is this wat i wanna do?? i dunno... i have a partial volleyball coaching cert... will i go into coaching in the future?? i dun have the answer to that too...
when?? when will i find the answer to my question??
---= ThE gReAtEsT PuRpOsE oF LiFe Is To FiNd ThE PuRPoSe Of OuR LiFe=---
5 days since my last entry... although work doen has not been substantial.. but i'm glad to say work is in progress... yanli accompanied me as i studied yesterday... it just feel so much better to be studying with her by my side... although she could help in my studying, but her presense just made it so much easier to study... yah... thank you dear...
Thursday, October 06, 2005
many days since i blog.. dun feel like accounting for the days that i missed blogging... but it's quite simple... eat sleep play game... never study... die die die... the prefect brew for downfall in UNI... aarrgghhh... in just 5 weeks time... i'll be facing my 1st exam in NUS... and now... i'm still lost in the lectures... lost in the tutorials... wat the hell?? and the only thing which i think i'm doing okay is CTW... which is like ridiculous... maybe cos there's no mid-term test for CTW.. so i still have screw it up... hahaa... like is a joke... life is a chore... i think i suit better living in the woods.... sleep whole day... hungry den go hunt for food... hahaa.... aaaarrrggghhh....
my right shoulder is painful again... after so many yrs... it's back again... aarrgghhh pain pain pain... fat fat fat... dum dum dum... stupid stupid stupid... lazy lazy lazy... eat eat eat... sleep sleep sleep... aarrgghhh..
my right shoulder is painful again... after so many yrs... it's back again... aarrgghhh pain pain pain... fat fat fat... dum dum dum... stupid stupid stupid... lazy lazy lazy... eat eat eat... sleep sleep sleep... aarrgghhh..
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