sometimes i wish i'm as popular as xiaxue, maybe i'm just jealous... cos i cannot be like her... but i have to admire her.. she is popular, but she does put a lot of work into her entries... those pictures that she posts, they are all edited.. mind u.. it takes time to do all those shit... dun think i'll ever be as popular as her.. simply cos i'm too lazy... how i wish ppl would JUST love me.. if i were bothered i would go on a serious diet... go to facials... go style up my hair... but i dun.. not cos i'm different... i'm just plain lazy... haha... i despise myself... DUhzZ...