i'm feeling damn emotional today.. tears fell while watching tv during few touching scenes.. one's abt a autistic high school baller in US... in the last match of the season.. the coach allows him to play the last 15 mins.. his team already led by 20 pts though.. yah.. and his 1st shot missed terribly.. but after that.. he just sparked off.. shots after shots just went in.. he made 8 out of 13 shots.. all of which are 3pointers... 24 pts.. top scorer of the match.. emotional man...

den just now spoke to yanli.. telling her the taiwan trip can confirm already... on the 1st of jul.. yet she told me she couldnt get leave... i was so pissed.. so angry.. yet i couldnt say anything.. all i knew at that point in time.. i was very very very very very VERY pissed off... but now.. i'm more lost den pissed.. i dunno wat to do... i arranged the tour for 10 pax.. yanli doesnt go make 9.. if she doesnt go.. i dun wanna go.. i'm going only cos she has been there.. i want to accompany her.. and yet... aarrgghhh... me and my aunt tried to ask other ppl to go.. but to no avail.. and i call the agency.. abt reducing the size to 8.. the outcome.. there will be adjustments to the price.. upward adjustments.. 10 pax implies group bookings.. which makes things cheaper.. less than that.. it's like ordering ala carte instead of set meal.. aarrgghhh... irritating... it's only $1232 for 7 days in taiwan.. fly SIA.. stay 5*.. eat 5*... kaozZ... but it's not possible for me to force her to get leave.. how?? threaten to quit if she dun get it?? no... it's not being able to get it.. it abt how to distribute her work... WHY!!! why must her workload increase now??