the cold war has begun.. i hate it.. dun like the feeling at all.. but it is time to think over these 4 yrs wat have we achieved... wat we are hoping for... seriously i dun have the slightest idea will this cold war ever end... or will it just develop into armaggedon... i just think she has changed, i've lost my importance or at least i dun feel it anymore... i seem redundant...

i'm just gonna let her cool off... cos i think wat i want is obvious.. and it hasnt changed over the years... i'm sure of that... i believe her aim hasnt changed either.. but her methods have changed and her priorities took a serious reshuffling... it all just piss me off.. i am DAMN PISSED!!!!!